::Satsu:: Laying It All Out

[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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Willow was getting ready getting dressed on her way to meet up with Satsu for some Coffee, they hadn’t really talked or hung out just the two of them. So they really had a lot to catch up on and talk about. She knew that for a while Satus really had needed someone to talk to, Plus Willow really needed to talk to someone about everything that could understand her the best about what she been going through, and with Satus being gay just like her it made her feel like they really could relate on the same level. After she was ready she made her way out the door and in her car, on her way to where they were meeting up.

Arriving at the Café Willow walking in finding a place to take a load off, she sat down waiting for Satsu to get there. She knew that it was going to take her a bit, she said that she had to do some training that day with some of the other Slayers. But Willow was in no hurry it wasn’t like she had anything else to do really. Lenore was busy hanging out with a new friend, Oz was probably with some new girl, and Buffy well she was always busy it seemed. What was left a confused Witch who lately just didn’t really seem to have it all together. Well she did better now then she did a few days ago, meeting Kyle did do her some good to really think about some things.

Willow looked hearing the door to the Café open, seeing Satsu making her way into the place. Willow waved the Slayer over with a big smile, happy to see that she was there. “Hey there you are have a seat girl, I didn’t order yet not knowing what you would want.” She told her. “So how did training go to day, by the looks of you I can tell that you are tired. Those girls weren’t to hard on you were they, because I can have Buffy deal with them” She said kidding around with the Slayer as always.

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[Satsu Takashi Yamamoto]

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Satsu had just got done training with some of the potential Slayers, and all she wanted to do know was take it easy. But she couldn’t seeing that she just got a call from her favorite witch, Willow wanted to meet up so they could talk which they had been meeting to do for a while. But with there crazy schedules it really has been hard to find the time. She knew they needed to though she could tell by the way that Willow was talking she did need to talk to someone. But then again so did Satsu She was so excited to tell someone about Charlie, the new love of her life.

So Satsu made her way outside of the boarding house and begin to head to her bike. Putting on her helmet she swung her leg over getting on and firing it up. She begin to make her way to Willow, meeting her at this really great Café. Making her way there in no time she found a place to park, taking off her helmet she placed in on the seat making her way inside. Opening up the door she looked around seeing if she could see Willow anywhere. But then there she was waving Satsu over to her table. The Slayer waved back with a smile making her way to the sweet witch.

“Hey Willow.” She said taking a seat with her. “No you don’t need to have Buffy do anything they weren’t to hard on me. But it went well I went over some new training moves with them.” She then took out her menu looking to see what she wanted to get. “So what have you been up too anyway?” She asked her. “I can tell that something is going on, lately you have seem pretty preoccupied.”

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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She could tell that Satsu had been training that day with the girls, she seemed tired like she had been busy. But then again Slayers always looked tired and didn’t know what Sleep was anymore, Buffy never sleep anymore it seemed and seeing that Satsu and her were a lot a like when it came to there jobs. She was sure Satsu not been sleeping ether. They had been busy getting all the potentials that were in this town, as well as taking care of what evils this town had to offer which was a lot. It seemed like everything that this please could have it did. Even dragons sadly, but that was a hell god after all.

She wondered what Willow had been up to and the sad part was she didn’t know where to start. “Well lets see a lot has gone on first being that I got a girlfriend who looks just like Tara.” Said Willow with a shocked look on her face. She still couldn’t believe that she looked like her, maybe one day she would never get use to it. But she was sure of one thing she did love her. “Seconded Oz is back after I get with someone, which sucks seeing that I really miss him, and the worst part of it all is I think he is with someone.” She said while looking down hoping her friend would make her feel better.

Willow then picked up her menu trying to see what she wanted to eat, but right now she was just feeling like a salad, and maybe something sweet after. Lord knows lately she needed it. “I think I have decided on a salad that way I can have something good and sweet.” She said with a smile. “Plus I’m not that hungry, lately I haven’t been.” She knew it was the stress making it hard to eat, but she could lose a few pounds so it was fine. One thing she would never be was a fat witch.


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[Satsu Takashi Yamamoto]

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She remembered Willow telling her about Tara, she was the girl that she loved and lost. She was shot by some guy who was trying to kill Buffy!! Oh yes how she remembers being told that story all to well, she wishes she could have gotten a piece of that guy. But Willow had done a good job taking him out, even if she feels bad for how she did it. He disserved every little thing he had that came to him. Satsu will never feel any different on this subject.

“Wait she looks just like her? That couldn’t have been easy to take in at first, but at the same time do you kind of like the fact it looks like Tara?” She asked her. “I mean in away its like you have her back in your life again you know.” It seemed that Willow had a lot going on with her love life, now Oz was even back in the picture. She didn’t know much of him only that he was the only man she ever loved, it was a long time ago that Willow had spoke anything of him. “wait he is an ex of your right? isn’t he the only guy you ever dated?” She asked her. “What is he doing in town anyway? Did he come looking to talk you then?”

She could tell the witch was stressed out just by the way she had been acting, not to mention she didn’t want to eat much which wasn’t like her. “You know its not good for you not to eat well Willow, don’t let stress get to you. That why I’m here so you cant tlak about all that Stress.” She said with a smile. “Anyway I’m starving I’m having Steak and spaghetti, got to keep my Slayer strength up right?” She then called over the waiter to take there order. “Yes Can I have the Steak and Spaghetti special please with a coke?” Thanks so much!” She said while handing back the menu.

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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She was right it was a lot to take in at first, the witch didn’t even know what to say or do really. It was shocking to see someone that looked just like the love of your life. But Willow always knew it wasn’t her she had a aura that Willow could sense a mile always. It was so strong like fire, which was something that always drew Willow so close to her. “No you are right it wasn’t easy, but at the same time I guess I do kind of like it. But like I said it isn’t Tara and isn’t the same so Its not like its something I had to have in a woman.” Said Willow.

She was right it was confusing for Willow, because she realized that she did in fact still have feelings for him. But he had came in the worst time that he ever could have came, just like last time when she just had started dating Tara. Now she had started dating Lenore and Oz was back, which she knew had to hurt him all over again. But if only he would have came a little sooner maybe something could have happened for them. But now it was too late seeing that she was with Lenore which she did care very deeply for.

She was right she did need to eat even though she really did want to, she just didn’t feel hungry nor did she have a apatite. “ I know I do you are right its just I have not felt like I have wanted to, I have so much stress right not. But thanks I am glad you are here to talk to me.” She said with a smile. Satsu was right she did need to eat and keep her Slayer strength up, her and Buffy both did. When the waitress came Willow waited for Satsu to give her order, shortly after Willow gave hers asking for a Salad with water with Lemon. That really all she had wanted.

“So what’s new with you? Seeing a new girl are we? Tell me all about her.” The witch asked with a smile.


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[Satsu Takashi Yamamoto]

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Finally she could tell Willow didn’t want to talk about her anymore, which Satsu did she cared so much about all that was going on to the witch. After all she was pretty much her best friend, plus she was really her only gay friend she could talk to other then her girl of course. Which was nice when she really needed someone to talk to, Willow knew all her secretes. Even the ones with Buffy she was pretty much the only one that did. She had kind of walked in and saw a bit of what happened. But she has never spoke of it with Buffy or her, they just know that each other is aware.

Satsu couldn’t help but smile when she asked about her girl, she was falling so hard for Charlie. There was just something about her that made her heart sing, she has never felt this way about anyone. Well she did fall really hard for Buffy and wanted to be with no one but her, but Buffy was never going to be with her no matter what she did. It was clear that her heart belonged to a vampire man by the name of Angel. A name that the Slayer hated to even think about, which was why she hated it when ever his name passed her lips.

“Well I’m seeing this new girl by the name of Charile, she really is amazing girl. Willow you have to meet her she is sooooo great! You would love her she is so sweet and smart.” Said the Slayer. The story of how we met was pretty funny to, I ran into her in the cemetery being attacked by a vampire. I came quick to save the day. It really was so romantic, I cant believe still that I have met someone this great.” Satsu was really in love with her, she felt like a young girl all over again in love. Almost like she had butterflies. “She also wants me to train and teach her so she can help and work with me, a new Scooby in training cool huh.”

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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Willow could tell by the way she Satsu was smiling she was in love and happy, which made her happy for the Slayer. Seeing that she knew how badly she had wanted to be with a certain someone, a certain Slayer that she had a one night stand sort of thing with. Willow has known for a long time how hard it was to be with out her, and how bad she wished she was with her. But it just wasn’t going to happen seeing that she was in love with a vampire. The only vampire with a soul. Yup Buffy and Angel were a love that was never going to be broken, no matter what.

But those days of Satsu wishing for something she wanted so much was over, finally she had found the love of her life. Willow couldn’t wait to meet her, meet the girl that had stole her heart like this. It really was good that Sastu had met someone out of there circle, someone that wasn’t a Slayer. They were a lot safer that way from getting hurt, which is why Willow would like to have Satsu rethink this whole training her think. A part of Willow wishes that Tara was never in helping with the Scooby’s or knew of what they did, because maybe that way she still be alive. It was different with Lenore seeing that she was a vampire, Willow knew that she was strong enough to look after herself. All though a little part of her cant lie she still worries, which is why she has not helped work with the Scooby’s even once.

“Well she sounds really great Satsu I cant wait too meet her, when can we set up a time.” Said Willow. Some how she knew that she needed to tell Satsu about trying to keep her safe, she juts hoped she didn’t take it the wrong way. “Satsu I will tell you though be careful I part of my wishes I would have kept Tara away from this crazy life. It was because of our life she died, got shot by someone that was after Buffy. I’m not saying its her fault but I should have kept Tara from that life.” Said Willow. “I’m not telling you what to do Sat, I’m just looking out for you that’s all.”

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[Satsu Takashi Yamamoto]

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Satsu couldn’t wait for Willow to meet her, that would get along and be friends in an instant. She knew that soon she would need to set up something like this so they could meet. It was hard for Satsu to get Charile off her mind, she though about her almost all the time she loved her so much. She really didn’t want any one else nor could she ever think of being with any other woman. She was it for Satsu she would be the girl that she would one day Marry. She could see it all now a wedding with all her closes friends there, she just hoped it wouldn’t be to awkward with Buffy there.

Which made Satsu remember that she needed to tell Charlie about what happened with them, she hated lying about her and Buffy. She knew that Buffy wouldn’t want her telling anyone about what had happened, but at the same time she knew that she needed to tell her. It really had put Satsu in a real bind with things, she knew that no matter what she did someone would be hurt. Which was something she really didn’t want to do, she longed to keep her friends safe not hurt.

Speaking of being hurt Willow didn’t have a point with trying to keep her safe, but she knew that she couldn’t tell her no. Charlie was so excited to be working with her, telling her she couldn’t would just crush her. “I know Willow you are right but I cant, she wants to help the gang. Plus she worries that something might happen to me out there, so this is here way of helping keep me safe I guess.” Said the Slayer. “But you are right I cant let anything happen to her Willow, I don’t know what I do with out her. Keeping her safe is all I want to do.”

The Slayer then had a thought. “Hey Willow I kind haven’t told Charlie about that thing with Buffy and me, and I really don’t know how to or if I should. But I just don’t want her to think I lied about if she finds out and I cant upset Buffy by telling anyone about that so what should I do?” She asked the witch hoping she got all that. “I just feel so lost! Tell me what I should do!”

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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Willow could understand Charlie wanting to help out the one she loves, which she knew had to make it hard for Satsu to say no. Tara was that same way which made it hard to keep her away, it seemed the only times that Willow could keep her away was when she didn’t tell her what was going on. Which later on made her in trouble anyway, seeing that she Tara would be mad she didn’t know. So she knew this had to be a hard situation for Satsu to be in, not wanting to upset the one she loves. “Yeah it doesn’t sound like an easy for thing for you, having to tell her no. But maybe you should just have a conversation to her about it all. Let her know she can help but let her know the reasons your are worried.” Willow hoped that her advice would help out the Slayer, she knew that she was in a hard place with that.

But maybe that wasn’t the most of her troubles, Willow didn’t know till now that she had not told her about her and Buffy. All though Willow and Satsu never really talk about it ether, it wasn’t that she didn’t know it was just something they really didn’t talk about. They acted more like it was something the both of them didn’t know when really they did. That was between her and Buffy anyway not really Willow’s place to know. All though it did make her wonder if Buffy was curious why she never told her about it, or try anything with her.

“Wow that cant be easy to talk about, but yeah it might be something you want to tell her. Just because down the line if she did find out she may wonder why you didn’t tell her, which would make her wonder why you didn’t?” Said Willow. “With love you never want to keep anything, you pretty much have no secrets and need to be honest about it all. I learned that the hard way.” Said the witch. She could understand why she felt lost on what to do, this couldn’t be easy for her at all. “So you have any idea how you my start to tell her?” Asked the witch with a smile.

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[Satsu Takashi Yamamoto]

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Willow was right she needed to do and tell her something, other wise she was right she could lose her just as Willow lost Tara which is something that she cant have happen. Satsu couldn’t live with out Charlie nor did she want to, she was in love with her more then words could even describe. She was the air she breathed, she was what kept her to this earth, and made life have more meaning. Which was nice to know, Satsu has always felt like that being a Slayer was all she was good for. But with Charlie that was not the case.

Willow was right but sadly when was she ever wrong, like never she always had the answers and knew what was best for the good of everyone. She needed to tell Charlie what had happened because if she found out down the line it wasn’t going to be good at all, it may even make her not trust Satsu which could really hurt them. Even though it was before there relationship she will wonder why she didn’t tell, so yeah Satsu really had not choice her back was against the wall here. “Yeah I guess you are right as always, I need to tell her about Buffy and me.” Said the Slayer. “I may need to talk to Buffy before I do, I know she wont love this but she will have to understand which I think she will.”

She was planning all that she was going to say in her head, she knew that it had to go smooth. Well if it could anyway. “I think I’m going to start out by saying that I need to be honest and let her know about a past love, and say that I couldn’t tell her because it was a hard time in my life. Which is was seeing that I loved someone I couldn’t have.” She sat there looking down at the table wishing so much that in that time could have worked for them. There was a time when she loved her so much, but sadly thoes days for them are long gone.

On that note Satsu knew that she needed to get going, she had things that needed to be taking care of. One of them being that she needed to meet up with her girl now. She was going to wonder were on earth she was. “All right well I’m off I will call you later Willow. Thanks for talking to me.” She said giving her a hug before she left the Café.

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