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Post by cordelia on Aug 26, 2013 0:17:09 GMT -6
----------------------- [/b]  -----------------------[/b] Cordelia didn't even want to be here anymore, Doyle was upsetting her and all she wanted to do was rewind the time so she didn't come out here...at least she would have known he was back and not be so emotional plus she would have had the time to break up with Benny. Maybe it was a good thing that she had to break up with him first because then it meant that it would give Doyle and her more time to think on what they wanted to do and if they wanted to proceed into a relationship, Cordelia had to make sure she was truly ready to get into something serious, with the one she loved. She thought she was ready but it wouldn't kill her to think about it for a day.
Cordelia shouldn't be going into one relationship then jumping into another as that was just not right and it would just seem like she was rebounding...which she wasn't. Doyle and her had something really strong in the past and she would remember that connection they had but things were different now, this wasn't the past anymore it was the present and the two would have to work it out so they can tell what they wanted to do in the future, that was all. It seemed like all of that was going away with his words, she knew he was being fair but it didn't seem fair to her, but that was just how it was and she would have to live with it for the time being.
She just wanted Doyle to embrace her and she wanted to kiss him but how could she? he didn't want to be doing that kind of stuff with her since she still had a boyfriend. Times like this she wished that she was still single. She had agreed to date Benny for the wrong reasons, she did sort of like the guy but not enough for an eternity of a relationship as she would get annoyed by him. She had wished there was a way to think about this faster, Doyle was right about having time to think what she wanted but still all she could think of was him that was why she wanted and he needed to realize that. Sue wanted a future with the man, one she had hoped to have soon.
"I understand," she told the man feeling a bit sad. "We should figure things out," she said finally agreeing with him. It was time to take things slow, she didn't need to be in a rush to date anyone even though she really did want to be his girlfriend but she could wait for now. "Well! Stop breaking it you idiot!" She said crying a bit more but she instantly stopped when he had touched her cheek. "I'm gonna need retail therapy after this," she said trying to feel better. She was acting like she wasn't going to be in a relationship with him but they were working up to it which was all that mattered to the brunette woman.
She wanted to keep her distance but she couldn't from the man, she needed him and hearing him say that he needed her as well made her happy. "Then don't resist," she said looking in his eyes. She just stared into his blue eyes which made her feel so lost but happy at the same time. "I don't know if I can take things slow...I love you so much," she said searching his eyes wondering what his next move was and what he'd say. The girl was at a lost right now and all she wanted was this man in front of her to be with her...all she wanted was to kiss him....was that too much to ask? "I want you Doyle only you," she told the man. He felt so warm to her and she loved feeling his warmth but maybe she should back away but she couldn't...she needed to be close to him she just felt like she could look in his eyes forever, there were no more words for the girl.
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Tag: Doyle
Outfit: Here!
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Post by doyle on Aug 27, 2013 10:00:40 GMT -6
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Doyle knew he wanted to be with Cordelia he had known for a long time but he wanted to make this work properly, he was not about to force her to jump into something before she was ready and she was sure that this was what she wanted, that she wanted to be with him really and not because she thought she did. It could be easy to get mixed up considering he had died. He wondered if she would have still wanted to be with him if he had not died. After the first few days had passed maybe she would have come to her senses. But the again she was dating a vampire now so maybe she didn’t really mind what people were anymore.
Not all demons were evil the same way that not all vampires were evil either. maybe over the years Cordelia had come to realised this. Maybe he had helped her see this. It had been hard for Doyle to accept who and what he was but he had managed to do so. He had found out that not all demons were evil. He didn’t have to be bad if he didn’t want to. He could make good things if so he wanted. But it had taken him a while to get there. Maybe Cordelia had also needed time to adjust and learn the same things he had. While he didn’t think he had change perhaps he had, and that could mean that whatever had been there between the two of them was gone.
The very thought of this was enough to freak him out. He knew deep down he loved her more than anything but what if they had both changed so much that they didn’t match anymore. It was a possibility. Of course only time would tell and it was one of the reason why they had to start by taking things slow. They could learn about each other again, get to know each other once again. Really simply go back to the start. It was hard considering the history they had but he wanted to make this work so bad that he would do just about anything for her. He would make this work no matter what.
“we can figure them out together…” Doyle proposed wanting to make sure she knew that he wanted to make this with her, that together they could make this work but they needed to work together on this and take their time but they could do it, he was sure of it. “I’ll go with you if you wish.” Doyle was not a fan of shopping but if it would make her happy, he knew he would follow her there. “that is if you want me to. I don’t really know how that works retail therapy…” he admitted, he was more the type to reach of the whiskey
“don’t make this harder than it already is Cordelia….” He asked her, it was already hard enough to resist her. When you added the fact that she was asking him not to resist, he didn’t know what to do with himself anymore. On one hand of course he wanted to be with her but he also wanted to do the right thing. But right now the line between right and wrong was all blurry. “I love you too Cordelia.” Doyle had never been one to speak much about how he felt but these words he meant. Finally he reached down and pressed his lips to hers. He knew this was wrong and knew they should wait but he could not. And maybe if it was just this one, it would not be so terrible.
Tag:: Cordelia
Notes:: happy thread soon!
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Post by cordelia on Aug 29, 2013 18:01:39 GMT -6
----------------------- [/b] -----------------------[/b] God, she hated waiting, Cordelia was one of the most impatient people ever and knowing she wasn't able to be with the man she loved because she had to break things off with a guy (who she did care about) just to be Doyle. The girl was obviously no cheater as she had been cheated on so doing that would just make her the same as her ex. She knew for a fact that she was going to break things off with Benny right away even though she didn't want to her the vampire's feelings, that was the last thing she wanted to do, she really did hope after she broke up with him he'd be able to find someone he could love forever.
She remembered when Doyle actually though she would have a problem with him being half-demon but she could care less, like losers were at the bottom then scumbags and after that she wasn't sure, but she couldn't believe he had thought she was that superficial as if. Besides, he was super cute so why wouldn't she date him? The Irish man made her feel things she never thought she could feel and she didn't have it with anyone else she figured it was because of who he was and what his personality was like, he was just a really amazing guy and she was extremely happy to have the man back in her life as she did need him back, she didn't realize it before but she wasn't truly happy until tonight.
"You mean it?" She asked the man. She didn't know why she was questioning him, of course he meant together he did care for the girl so she shouldn't have to worry that he would change his mind after or pretend to like her so she would feel good, he wasn't like that. "Well, retail therapy is basically just shopping until I feel better and since you want to come there is no backing out! You're going into every store," she told him which made her really excited, he distracted her from being sad just cause she got to talk about the mall. "We'll totally have to go soon," she told the man with a happy smile.
But then it got serious again in an instant and Cordelia just wanted Doyle to know that she truly did love him and hearing him say he love her back just made her feel warm. She looked in the man's eyes and went in closer as he went closer and he kissed her, the girl closed her eyes and all the sadness she was feeling was finally gone. If this was a movie some music would be playing and right now they would be kissing in the rain, that was how she was feeling right now. It felt so good to kiss him, it was a different kiss the last kiss they shared it was a kiss where they would never see each other and he was going to die...this kiss wasn't a kiss of death or whatever , it was a lot better than the last.
She knew she had to let go of the kiss as they did need to go slow. The girl finally let go of the kiss even though she just wanted to go back to kissing his rough lips. "Wow," she said with a smile. "Now I'd go back in but you're right I do need to break things off with Ben it isn't fair to either of you I know I totally mood killed it right?" She said with a little laugh. "I love you Doyle but the last time we kissed you freaking died! What if the next kiss we share something happens?" She said all dramatically. "I know paranoia...anyway let's pretend my little freak out didn't happen and why don't I show you my apartment," she said with a smile. "Or do you want to sleep at the boarding house?" She asked the man. Maybe inviting him back to her apartment wasn't the best thing since they were supposed to take things a little slow.
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Tag: Doyle
Outfit: Here!
Notes: I figured we could wrap it up a bit so we could have our happy bbq threead  loved the surprise kiss god I love this couple actually<3 you're Doyle is perf! -----------------------[/b][/center] |
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Post by doyle on Sept 3, 2013 11:06:03 GMT -6
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Doyle didn’t know this Ben guy but he knew, was sure that he had been good to Cordelia and that meant that he deserved some respect. And it meant that whatever Doyle and Cordelia were feeling right now could not happen they needed to wait it off. And still he was unsure if he could do it. It was selfish of him and he hated himself for it but really he knew that he needed to not do what he wanted. It was hard considering the fact that he had been dead and had not gotten the chance to want something until this very moment right now and now the first thing he did want he could not get. It was hard to deal with and he hated it. More often than not life was clearly unfair.
But at least he was alive and there was a really big chance he was going to be able to be with her again so really he had no problem dealing with all of this right now. Good things come to those who wait or something like that right? Of course if you did really think about it he had been waiting for it for years now and really he had waited long enough. But of course this was just his mind trying to get him to give him more and more reason for him to do this. But really he knew that he should not, he could not.
“I mean it with every fiber of my being.” He told her honestly. “I can’t lie to you Cordelia and I would never lie about the feelings I have for you, they are far too strong for me to even try and lie about them…” he try and explain to her. Doyle himself had trouble understand how strong these feelings were. He could not remember having such strong feelings about someone before. Even when he had been married it had been different and while it did make him feel somewhat guilty it was not his fault. It was just the way he felt and he had to be honest with himself. Doyle smiled as he saw her smiling again. He didn’t mind doing the whole shopping thing. “Don’t worry I am not about to back out of it. I don’t really shop so you will be my guide.”
Doyle’s mind was telling him that this was wrong, but the rest of himself was telling him to do this and well he decided to kiss her. it was just a kiss right? It was not like they were starting this relationship now and it could be a one time thing. And as they kissed, Doyle felt like it was the first time he had been alive in quite a long time. Like even after he had been nrpigjt nacl from the death it was not enough to make him feel completely alive. This moment right here was making her feel more alive than anything. And he could not help but know that not kissing her again was going to be hard, maybe even impossible.
He felt her pull away and knew it was for the best. “yeah wow.” Was all he could say because well he was lost for words. “it’s okay Cordelia it was not really a mood killer. It is part of what we have to deal with right now…” he explained to her. “don’t freak out on me Cordelia everything is going to be fine.” He told her kissing the top of her head and smiled softly. “I can take a look at your apartment but really it’s just to sleep you have to know this and I have to know it to…” Doyle told her taking her hand into his and walking off. “you are going to have to tell me where we are going.”
Tag:: Cordelia
Notes:: happy thread soon!
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Post by cordelia on Sept 7, 2013 19:45:37 GMT -6
----------------------- [/b] -----------------------[/b] This wasn't really the perfect day, or night since it was nigh time, Cordelia had to break up with Benny tomorrow even though she could do it right now. She didn't want to though as she wanted to think about what she was going to say to the vampire. She didn't want him getting upset although she didn't see him getting too upset as they were only dating for a short period of time as well as he just didn't have that personality. She just felt bad for the guy, he had been in purgatory or whatever and came back and now she was going to break up with him, plus his old girlfriend died so hopefully he would find someone who could love him forever as he deserved a girl that would be able to love him and be with him for all eternity, Cordelia would have probably broken up with him after a century or something, the two didn't really have that kind of love as she did with Doyle.
Cordelia wanted to be with him right now, but knew she had to take things slow and go on a couple dates considering they didn't do it the first time. If anything the two were rushing into a relationship when in reality they should take things slow which was what she was going to do. She was glad the man had stopped her or else they would have jumped into it and most likely have had slept together right now. She knew it was worth the wait, all of it. She was happy the man was alive and couldn't wait for what the near future would bring the two. She just had to get through tonight and tomorrow if she could survive both days, it was a good thing Benny was a good guy and wouldn't drink her blood for breaking up with him, now that would have been a bad situation. She just wanted to get it over with as she hated not knowing what was going to happen.
Hearing him say that made the girl extremely happy. "I'm really glad to hear that I mean it would have been a bit awkward if you didn't," she said with a little laugh. He had feelings for her and they weren't going to go away. Cordelia was just glad they were finally going to est out their feelings. She still couldn't believe they hadn't tried until the night he died, well were going to attempt it. "Um, yeah clearly like look at what you're wearing," she said looking down at him then up. God, he was the worse dresser. "But if I try and dress you then...it won't be you even though you have a lack of fashion sense I guess we can keep it the same," she told the man. His outfits suited him so she wasn't going to try and change him into some bad boy or something.
The kiss was better than she imagined and she couldn't believe it was happening. The two were definitely moving way too fast but at this point she didn't care, she was enjoying the kiss way more. She felt him kiss her forehead which made her smile, all she wanted him to do was touch her...yeah, sounded wrong but she wanted to be close to him and she would gladly embrace him forever. "I know," she said with a sigh wanting him to stay in the bed with her. "Maybe I'll lead us the wrong way it is dark out," she told the man even though she did know the way. "You'll love my apartment, it's so cute!" She said as she held his hand, this wasn't a couple thing or anything this was just holding hands.
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Tag: Doyle
Outfit: Here!
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Post by ADMIN ASHLEY on Sept 11, 2013 23:31:25 GMT -6
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loved the surprise kiss god I love this couple actually<3 you're Doyle is perf!
