Dear Diary...Love Jade

[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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First day of change

It's right after prom and I have just gotten done cleaning myself up, I was for some reason attacked? I don't know why or what it was but I really am freaking out! I woke up covered in blood with the worst headache anyone could ever have, I just want to know what happen and why I feel this way. I'm really scared right and wish i had someone to talk and tell about this. But the question is who would believe me?


Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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First Day of school since being bitten

So its my first day since the dance and since what happened to me. I feel ok a bit shorten of breath, head is killing me, and I feel sick to my stomach. This is not going to turn out well at all. I just pray that I have not picked up anything from who ever did this to me. Good thing I owe scarves other wise everyone would see this on my neck.

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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Second Day Since being Bitten

So today is a little better, I still have a bit of a headache but other then that I'm good. But the strange part is my neck has almost healed completely. Which I really don't understand, what do I have like rapid healing now? All I know is I need to look up some more on what's going on, After school I plan on going to the library to look up as much as I can. But do they even have books on this?

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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Second day after school

So after school i went to the library looking up what could be going on with me, I was shocked to see what I found to the point it sacred me. But there was no way it had to be some kind of joke, or better yet I'm just being nuts. It seems that I was bitten by a werewolf!! OK last I checked that stuff was fake along with vampires? I don't know what is going on here but I think I'm just being crazy. But maybe just in case I should watch for the full moon.

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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3rd day of Being bitten.

I didnt sleep well at all I tossed and turned all night in bed, I had the worst dreams that I had ever had. There was blood and darkness that was hard to make out. All i knew was I was running and I wasn't myself at all, and threw out all this darkness all I could see was the moon being my light. It wasn't so much of a bad dream in till the end. It was then I felt as though I could taste blood and smell it. I had killed and eaten someone, something that I would never want to do. But the sad part was in the dream I liked and I wanted to, after this dream I'm a bit freaked out. But then again it could have been all that reading, what I'm I doing to myself anyway?

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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A Week After Incident

So its been a week after what happen to me and I feel fine, been going about what I have been doing enjoining life the best I can. Trying to act like nothing ever happen, which it didnt is what I'm telling myself. I will be fine i worried for no reason, why did I ever think I was going to turn into something! Got I freak out over the dumbest things. Ok got to go do what I do best, going to school with my girls.

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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So I just met the most amazing guy in the whole world, He really is great and the best part about it all he is just like me. We are both werewolf's which is awesome. But other then that we had a lot in common, music, book, and movies. I cant wait till we get together again and talk, and maybe go to dinner and a movie. But in the mean time I really need to get this journal organized. Write again soon.

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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So today I met a really cool person by the name of Tyler, but he wasnt just another one of your everyday people he was different. He was another one that was just like Jade, well kind of anyway. It seems that he is both Werewolf and vampire, which I didnt even know could happen. It seemed some guy by the name of Klaus did this to him. Which was sad because it seemed like he didnt want any of this, hence the training himself. He made it to were he didnt turn anymore, by making himself do it over and over. Pretty cool stuff I have to say. But I think its safe to say I will be looking out for Klaus. It was nice to know a made a new friend, so its safe to say it was a pretty good day. Well I'm out write again when I can.

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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So i cant wait Oz and me are going to turn with each other, become wolfs together. Finally I don't have to be alone anymore, i can turn with the man I'm falling for. I hated being alone not having anyone there to share this life with, but no longer will have to be. It really is great! We just shared are first kiss which was amazing I though I was going to pass out, i was so weak in the knees it shocked me that I didnt at lest fall over. Well this will have to be cut short got to go with my Oz man, write again when I'm human.

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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So tonight I had the best night of my whole life with Oz, it started with a great date which turned to a night of beauty. Well it could have been a lot worse I really need to watch the times. I forgot it was the night that i turn. But it was ok Oz and me took off somewhere were we ran wild doing whatever we wanted. Which ended with the best kiss I have ever had in my whole life. I'm in love! Plus Oz even said that he could help me find away to control my inner wolf. Oh how things are starting to look up. Got to go write later after my second date.

Sincerely,

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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Month after being bit

So this the whole month has been behind nuts, thinking I was going to turn into something. When really this whole time I think I have been worrying myself sick from a dog bit, this is crazy. I'm going to go to bed now have a long day ahead of me tomorrow.

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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A month of being bit that morning.

last night was crazy what turned into a ok night turned into hell. I turned into a monster that pretty much took over me, i couldn't help but lose it and take off into the woods of the town. What was worse was i woke up with blood all over me meaning I had to have hurt someone. What am I going to do I sacred with no one to turn to, no one will believe me!

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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Month after and 3 days later of being bit

The last 3 days were the worst I have turned into something I hate, all I can think about is running away from all this. Which is what I'm doing, I'm leaving with some of the money I took from my dads safe, along with my car. Well its kind of my dads but oh well. I cant be here and take the chance on hurting my family. I have to leave and keep what I love safe, I guess I'm on the run now leaving all I have ever known. Question is where will I go?

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[Jadelyn 'Jade' Rose Carter]

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So Oz is going to show me how to take control of who and what I am, which is great seeing that I didnt even know that I could. This is like a dream come true really, and maybe just maybe now I can live that Life I always wanted again. See my family and freinds have that life I left, the dreams that I had for myself!! The only question is will I want to come back here? and will Oz go with me and leave all this? I really Am torn

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