::OZ:: What I Once Had

[Daniel "Oz" Osbourne]

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Oz really didn't have time to become close to Anya like everyone else did as he left shortly after she began hanging out with the group alot. He did know that Xander began dating her and that Xander liked her. He really didn't know how the rest of them felt about Anya but from the tone in Willow's voice, he can tell that they all became pretty close to the girl after he left. Oz frowned when Willow said that she didn't know if her family made it out of their either.

"I'm so sorry Willow. I don't know about my family either." Oz admitted to her. It really sucked not knowing if your own family was still alive or not, or where they were or how they were doing if they are still alive that is. So Oz knew what she was going through when she said that to him and he just wanted to hug Willow to him right now. Oz was glad for the change of topic as he really didn't want to think about the possibility of his family or Willows family not being alive right now.

"Me to Willow, I'm glad we get to catch up." Oz told her with a smile. Oz was really happy that Willow and everyone else seemed to be happy right now, even after all that has happened, they still were able to find happiness, and that is what mattered the most. Willow seemed to have someone she cared about, and they all had stuff going on that made life worth living. Oz wouldn't admit it, but he was a little jealous that they were all still friends and have a happy life right now.

"I do to Willow." Oz replied to her when she said that they will have fun together and that she missed all the times they spent together. Oz missed those days a lot more then he would ever admit out loud. Yeah he enjoyed traveling and getting his transformations under control was important, he missed the good old days. Being with Willow and Xander and Buffy and Cordelia even. Going to the Bronze and listening to music. Even the other stuff, the fighting bad guys stuff, he even missed that.

Oz held her back but felt guilty about it. He didn't want to get in the way of her and Lenore as that wouldn't be right. "Yeah, same here. Well except the guy part." Oz replied to her with a grin. He cleared his throat and pushed her away a little and keeping her at arms length and rubbing her arm softly. "I'm just happy you found someone else." Oz said, though it wasn't completely the truth, he was glad she was happy and he wanted to keep it that way. He didn't want Willow to lose Lenore, even if it meant not being with Willow himself.

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Notes: Awwwww, Oz doing the right thing and Encouraging Willow to be with Lenore

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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It did suck not knowing if they were OK or not, but then again Willow wasn't that close with her mom and dad much anymore. After they tired to kill her it kind of killed it for the witch, being burned at the stake isn't really something that you do to your kid. Your are suppose to love and be there for your kid no matter what they are or what they do. But not Willow's parents. But then again it didn't help that Willow came from a strict Jewish home, her parents were always strict and hard to please. But it didn't matter anymore Willow was happy with the family that she was meant to be with. "Its OK after all they did to me I guess I should be to upset, but then again they are family you know." Said Willow

It killed Willow having to hear that he still love and cared for her, she knew what it felt like being around someone that you wanted so badly. There was a time when Tara and Willow had broken up and she wanted nothing more to be with her. It killed Willow for there time a part. But she didn't blame Tar's reasons for leaving her, Willow was crazy obsessed in her magic to the point she needed help. But there love was strong and they got back together, even though it wasn't long after that she lost the love of her life forever.

She could tell that Oz was trying to repeat the fact that she had a girl, she could tell just by the way he was acting all the sudden. How he put her at arms length all the sudden and patting her on the shoulder. "Thanks Oz and I'm happy that you are doing OK. I really have missed and been worried about how you been." She knew that they needed to have a bit more fun, change the subject on everything going on here. "So other then everything how have you been doing, how's the whole wolf thing going. You know with controlling it I mean?" She asked.


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[Daniel "Oz" Osbourne]

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"Yeah, the same thing kind of happened with me and my parents." Oz told her. It was kind of similar what happened and then again it kind of wasn't. Willow's parent's tried to kill her, sure they were under the influence of Hanzel and Greta, but still, that just magnified what they were really feeling for her at the time, and that was ashamed that their daughter was a witch. Oz figured they would make up sooner or later, but that clearly wasn't the case. As for him and his parents, Oz decided not to tell his parents about what he was, instead he just lost contact with them to keep them safe.

Sure they probably worried about him. But Oz knew that it was for the best. He wondered if they even knew or cared that he was a werewolf, or where they were right now for that matter. Oz regretted not keeping them in the loop, but he knew that they might treat him like Willow's parents treated her. "Thanks Willow, don't worry about me, I am sure there is someone out there for me." Oz replied to her. Oz was just thankful that she was happy and safe and loved. Oz's time will come when he least expected it to.

"I don't turn on the full moon anymore. But I still have trouble with controlling it when I get upset." Oz told her when she asked how it was going. Oz tried to avoid stressful, upsetting situations, as he doesn't know if he would be able to control it. Sometimes he did control it, sometimes he didn't. So he didn't know if the next time something upsetting happened if he would be able to keep the beast from coming out, so he liked the avoid even putting himself in those positions.

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Notes: ME TO!!!

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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Willow never really talked to Oz about how his family took it, but then again he never really wanted to. He wasn’t much for talking about his family so really Willow was kind of puzzled with it, she was shocked when she realized there were things they didn’t know about each other. “You know Oz you never really told me how did your parents take you being a werewolf ? Or did they even know?” She asked. “I just realized we never really talked about it.”

Willow heart hurt for Oz so much with all this, she hated that he was along. Not only was his family gone and dead with Sunnydale but he didn’t have anyone in his life, she wondered why he had not found anyone since willow. He was a great guy that knew how to show love to a girl. He really was a the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, so she knew if he found someone they would be hooked instantly. Willow really hopes that here soon he finds someone special that will love him for him and not be sacred of what he is, because really he is nothing but a kind hearted guy. “Oz I know there is someone out there for you, and when you find her you will know. She will be beautiful and love you for who you are.”

It seemed that Oz was still doing the same now that he was then, going all nuts when he got upset. That was how he was the last time he was here with them, he saw Willow with Tara and went all nuts. Willow then maybe wondered if there was something she could do about that. “You know what maybe I could help you tame that, I mean if you want to? “ She asked him with a smile. “I’m good when I comes to learning control, I had to do a lot of that. Lets just say I kind of lost it when you were gone.” She wondered if Oz would ask more about it, Oz had no idea of the dark times she went through when he was gone. Willow pretty much almost lost it, hurting and almost killing the ones she loves so dear.


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[Daniel "Oz" Osbourne]

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"I don't think they knew." Oz answered her question. Oz wasn't really sure if they knew or not. He told them he was sleeping at Xander's house, or one of his fellow band members homes, the nights of the full moon when he was living with them, and when he started going to college and eventually left they still didn't know. He assumed that they never knew what he was, just because it was easier for him if they didn't. They never let on that they knew anything anyways, and if they did know, they never told him they knew.

"I guess they didn't. But I don't know for sure." Oz added finally. He smiled when Willow brought up finding someone new for him. "Thanks, Willow." Oz did wonder if he would ever find anyone to love like he did Willow. There was this one Werewolf if Tibet he had a fling with, but they eventually broke up. Oz has never really loved anyone like he had Willow. He wondered if he would ever love someone as much as he once loved Willow. But he was glad that Willow seemed to think that he would someday, because it meant that she thought he deserved it.

"I hope so Willow." Oz added with a smile. And hoped he did. Maybe he was hoping that Willow would be single if he ever met her again and would take him back. That might be why he never fully loved anyone else. Now that he knew she was happy with Lenore, then he knew it was truly over. So maybe now he can let go and find someone else. He nodded softly when she told him that she might be able to help with him controlling his transformations again.

"I won't say no, but I tried to control it for a long time, so I don't know if it is possible." Oz replied to her offer. He was glad that she offered, but he doubted she could. He wondered what she meant about losing it when he was gone. "What do you mean?" He asked, a little concerned that she may have done something that she regretted. Willow was an amazing person and it would suck if him being gone made her do horrible things, or if anything added to her doing horrible things in some way.

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Words: 393
Notes: M TO!!! Surprised they haven't run out of stuff to say yet. I guess they have been away from each other for so long that they have a lot of catching up to do.

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[Willow Danielle Rosenberg]

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Oz really was a great person and Willow only wanted the best for him, she wanted nothing more for him to be happy and find someone. She wanted him here more then anything and was happy to have someone that she could talk to, but she hoped that with Oz being here it wasn't going to make things harder for him. She hope that she wasn't going to hurt him with her being with Lenore and all. She wanted nothing more but to keep him around and have his friendship but she couldn't at the same time hurt him. It wasn't fair to someone she cares about so deeply.

Oz had asked Willow about what she meant by losing contact and she knew that she needed to tell him something. He had the right to know what Willow had all gone through, after all they told each other everything that's how close they in fact were. "Well lets just say that when Tara died I lose control of my power, I went dark there for a while and couldn't stop how I was." She explained. " I got to the point that I didn't care what I did, how I treated anyone, it was almost like I lost control like I wasn't me anymore. I really wish that I could take back how I was, I hated that I did that to beyond. But thank god that part of me is gone and I have gained all control in my magic, something that I think we can do for you as well. Help you take control of what you are." The witch said with a smile. She wanted nothing but to help Oz, she still very much cared about him

Willow then got a text from Buffy saying that she waiting on her at home, they had needed to talk about some trip plans that they all needed to make. "Oh god I can't believe I forgot." The witch said smacking her head. "I told Buffy that I would get back so we could talk about vacation plans that we wanted to make. Sorry we will have to talk about this later." But then she stopped in mid sentence realizing this would be the best time for OZ to see everyone. "tell you what lets go everyone will be so


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[ADMIN ASHLEY]