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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 6, 2012 15:32:14 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color]  ----------------------[/color] Jeremy was board and needed something to do to get his mind off all this stuff going on in his life, it really was to much for him to take. But he couldn’t let Elena see that he felt that way she needed him way to much right now, which was fine he was there for her whenever she needed him. He just needed to get away for a bit and have some fun, which is what he is going to do. So he begin to get dressed and make his way to go do something. He grabbed his wallet as well as his book bag and made his way down the stairs.
But then before he could he remember that he needed to leave a note for Elena, so he made his way back into the kitchen and begin to write her a letter. Hey Elena went out for a bit to have some fun, don’t worry about me. Be back in a little while before dinner, call my cell phone if you need me. Your Bro Jer. After he wrote it he quickly placed it on the fridge, he knew she would go to make dinner and find it stuck there. He then begin to make his way out the door with his skateboard. He didn’t really feel like driving he was more in a walking mood, he figured why not take his skateboard. Were he was going he need to be a bit faster, he was on his way to the town movie theater. They had one of the best arcades in town.
Jeremy loved going there to get his mind off of shit, playing a good first person shooter game was best thing for it. They had this one game there that he could never put down. So he finally had made it to the arcade and begin to make his way inside, he didn’t waste anytime quickly finding a coin machine to get change. After he got his change he knew then it was on ready to take on any game there.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 7, 2012 9:53:57 GMT -6
-------------------------- [/b]  --------------------------[/b] Bonnie had been sitting in her room going to the grimoir from her family for what felt like the 100th time. She really needed to start getting out more. For a moment she thought about calling one of her friend, see what they were up to and maybe hang out with them but then she decided to treat herself to some alone time. Maybe she could catch a movie or something. She closed the old book and walked out of her room and to her car.
Even if she had no idea what was playing, she figured she would just catch the movie that would be starting the soonest. She had not been to the movie theatre in so long so she had not seen any of the movies there anyway. Just some time off could be great right? She wouldn’t have to think or worry about anything. At least as long as the movie was good enough to catch her attention.
But when she finally walked inside the building she found something else to catch her attention, Jeremy. They had not talked a lot lately and have much as she wanted to help him, she couldn’t bring herself to do so. He had broken her heart but he was still Jeremy. Taking a deep breath and trying to calm herself down and prevent her voice from shaking when she would speak she walked over to him. Her legs felt like Jello and she was rather surprised when she actually managed to reach over to him without falling down. At least that was one step done.
“hey” Bonnie spoke but it sounded more like a whispered then anything else and she was not even sure if he would have heard her. She cleared her throat. “Jeremy.” She said a bit more loudly hoping that she was not about to make a complete fool out of herself. But this was Jeremy, she was sure he would talk to her no matter what they had been through lately. Hopefully they could smooth things over and maybe be friends? Or at least civil to one another.
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 8, 2012 0:07:15 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] He continued playing killing everything that came his way, he was working on trying to get the high score he was yet to have on this game yet. Jeremy was digging this getting his mind off of everything that was going on in his life right now, not having to worry. He doesn’t have many good moments any more it seems they are all taken away from him and Elena both, oh how he misses the way things use to be. When life was easier and the only real thing he had to worry about were his grades, or what girl he was taking to the dance.
Then all the sudden he hear a quite yet familiar voice coming from behind him, it was a voice he had not heard in awhile and knew he missed. When he turned around there she stood Bonnie the girl that had his heart, the girl he had missed so much. They had broken up shortly after he started seeing Anna, even though he couldn’t help it. He really didn’t want to be seeing her but she was just there it seemed, all though he had seen her in awhile. He didn’t give it long before she came by again bugging him, even though he really didn’t want her to he wanted to be left alone. He didn’t like her showing up all the time, it seemed like it was always not at the best of time ether.
He was so happy to see Bonnie she looked like she was doing really well. “Hey Bonnie how you been? Have not see you around lately.” Jeremy was so nervous he didn’t even really know what to say, but he did know what he wanted to do. Give her a hug and tell her how much he has missed her, but he knew Bonnie wouldn’t like that with her still upset with him. He then looked around and noticed that she was alone. “Bonnie can I ask are you here by yourself?” He asked sounding lost.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 10, 2012 9:40:39 GMT -6
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Coming here on her own clearly was not a good idea, she knew that as soon as she saw Jeremy. She wished she could hate him, she wished she could move on but Bonnie still cared deeply about him, perhaps she was even still in love with him, but she didn’t want to think about that. He had hurt her so much before and who was to say that he would not do it again? Bonnie wished she would have just walk away instead of calling after him, maybe she still had a chance but before she could even think about doing anything he turned around.
Bonnie gave him a half smile and felt her legs getting weaker under her. He should not still have that effect on her. Why did he still have that effect on her it was not fair? She chewed on her lip trying not to think about everything that had happened between them, they needed to talk and if she was going to talk to him, she wanted to do it clear headed, she didn’t want to start a conversation with him where she was still mad at him but at the same time images of Anna kept showing up in her mind making it that much harder to think about anything else.
“I’ve been good, you know keeping busy.” The main reason why he had not seen her around lately was because she didn’t want him to see her, she didn’t want to see him so she had done her best to keep away from him and hope for the best. But of course, Bonnie had knew that she could not keep hiding away from him forever, they had friends in common, Elena was her best friend and the sister of Jeremy, they were bound to run into each other. “Umm yeah I wanted to catch a movie.” It sounded silly now. “Do you umm do you have time to talk?”
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 11, 2012 0:26:57 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] Bonnie looked like she was doing just great, she was even more beautiful then he remembered. In away he almost wishes that she wasn’t here, because all it had done has made him realize that much more how much he wants to be with her. Things just hadn’t been the same without her in his life, he has felt like he has had a missing a piece even. There was so much about her that he missed, He missed talking with her, being with her, watching her smile, and he even missed watching her do spells.
He felt so nervous right not like he didn’t even know what to say, he was shaking all over. He felt like a boy who just saw his first crush all over again, Jeremy loved her so much and just wanted them together again. But he knew with all that was going on with him was too much for Bonnie and he understands that, he just hope that she knows how much he loved her. He will never stop loving her and he will wait till the day that they can be together again.
It was nice that Bonnie had been keeping busy, it meant that she was doing ok with out him. Or it could have meant that she did in fact miss him as much as he did, so she was trying to keep busy to not think of him. But with his luck he doubted it, plus he really did do a good job at making her hate him. “Well that’s good that you are doing well and keeping busy. I’m doing the same myself.” Jeremy has been trying to do the same keep busy so he didn’t think about her, the only thing is that it wasn’t working.
Jeremy was really happy to hear that she did want to sit down and talk with him, it had made his day he could care less about playing games anymore. “Yeah sounds good too me, we can to that snack bar over there and talk. Sodas are on me” He said to her with a smile.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 12, 2012 10:34:16 GMT -6
-------------------------- [/b] --------------------------[/b] Bonnie wanted to reach over, take his hand and hold him close to her, but it was not smart, she was barely holding on as it was, if she did something like that, there was no way she was going to be able to hold it together. She couldn’t hate it, but at the same time she knew that she could not trust him, or at least that was what it felt like. She wanted to be able to trust the person that would hold her heart. She didn’t think she could trust Jeremy again. She hated to think this way but what was she supposed to do?
This was so awkward but she knew it needed to be done. It was like a band aid that they needed to take off quickly so it didn’t hurt for too long. But they had been waiting for quite some time and probably too long before talking which was making it that much harder. Bonnie looked around wondering if he was alone here. What if he had moved on, what if he had found someone else? Could he have found someone else so quickly? She sure hoped not. She knew she was being selfish but what was she supposed to do really?
When he said that he had been keeping busy Bonnie had to stop herself from asking if he was keeping busy with Anna, she was still bitter over the whole thing but she wanted to have a civil conversation with him and clearly asking him a question like that would not be civil. If she wanted to talk to him, she had to give him a chance right? At least a chance to talk, it didn’t mean that she was going to let him have a chance with her again but they had to clear the air, it was no way to live. “Busy is good…”
Bonnie laughed a bit when he said that sodas were on him. She didn’t know why but she thought it was a rather cute thing to say. “Sure let’s go.” She said before walking over to the snack bar and getting in line with the few people that were there so they could order something to drink. She had no idea what to say, so she decided to stay quiet for now.
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 12, 2012 23:29:55 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] He knew they were going to have a pretty deep conversation about them, it was going to be hard for both of them. But it needed to be done he needed to man up and talk about what had been going on. He needed to tell Bonnie how he really felt about her, he needed to tell her how much he wanted her back. He couldn’t take this anymore them not talking like this, he missed her way to much. He needed to have Bonnie back into his life, even if she didn’t want to be back with him he at lest wanted that friendship back. But he is still very much in love with her, and that may never change.
He guess that keeping busy was good more like tiring, it seemed all he ever did was school or helping out Elena. It seems lately grades have been tough to come by, he has been trying to make sure he did well enough so he could pass. As for helping Elena it been tough trying to get back Stefan Humanity, he really could careless for the vampire. But he knew that deep down in there he did care for his sister, so that was enough to help him. Plus he knew how Elena felt for him, he understood how she would do anything for him because she loved him. Jeremy Understood because that was how he felt for Bonnie. “Yeah I guess Busy can be good, I’m just trying to make sure I pass school really.” He said with a smile.
Jeremy followed Bonnie over to snack bar were they stood to order drinks, he noticed that Bonnie seemed rather quite. When they made it up there the man asked what they would have. “Well I know we need two sodas and a pretzel.” He then turned looking to Bonnie. “What you want to eat? Anything you want on me.” He said giving her a smile. He hoped he wasn’t over doing it, but he was trying to show Bonnie how much he wanted to take care or her.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 13, 2012 13:51:26 GMT -6
-------------------------- [/b] --------------------------[/b] Maybe she should have never kissed him that night, maybe she should have left it as friends for them. Things would have been easier, things would have been far simpler for them had they remain friends. Love was a funny thing, made her do crazy thing. For a moment she wondered if Jeremy still loved Anna. Perhaps the way he felt for the vampire was too strong to overcome. Something she could never compete against and if that was the case she didn’t want to have to live in the shadow of some dead vampire, she knew she deserved better than that. No matter how strongly she felt for Jeremy.
Her eyes looked away from him, because it was easier that way. He looked rather uncomfortable not that she could blame him, she was not really comfortable in this situation herself but she had been trying to make the best of it but now it was time to woman up. She chewed on her lower lip when he mentioned school. Was Jeremy failing? Elena had not mentioned it but then again it was not like Bonnie had asked her friend any questions about Jeremy. “Things are not working well at school?” she asked him. It was a stupid question all things considered and not really something she wanted to talk about right now.
Bonnie was not really hungry but a pretzel did sound delicious right now. “I’ll have a pretzel as well, you really don’t have to pay for me Jeremy, I can buy for myself.” She told him with a smile. She wanted him to know that she did appreciate the gesture but he really didn’t have to do that for her. She was not going to argue with him if he ended up buying her food but still she felt bad to take it from him when you put into the consideration how mad she still was at him. But she was sure that he knew that she was not just using him.
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 13, 2012 23:53:30 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] Jeremy was trying so hard to be good to her, he wanted to show her so much that he still did love her. There was no one else that he has ever cared for like he does her, and nothing will ever change that. Not even Anna no matter how many times she come to talk to him, no matter how many times she tells him that she loves Jeremy. It doesn’t matter nothing with change how much he loves Bonnie Bennett, he just hopes that one day he will get to be with her again and hold her in his arms.
He could tell that Bonnie felt a bit uncomfortable with everything, it was the last thing that Jeremy wanted. He didn’t like that she didn’t feel like she could talk to him. But he wasn’t going to say anything to her, it could make the situation right now a whole lot worse. “Things in school are doing ok I guess, just have something trouble in math. So I’m studying really hard to make sure I get the passing grade, I just cant fail. Plus Elean might kill me if I did.” He said laughing. The truth was he might do a lot better in school if he wasn’t thinking abut her all the time, all Jeremy thinks about is the day she will be back in his arms.
Jeremy didn’t know why Bonnie felt so bad about him getting the food, he wanted to do something nice for her. “A pretzel as well no problem, and no I god the food don’t worry about it ok. If it’s a big deal you can always buy next time.” After Jeremy got there food he begin to walk them over to a table. “Hey we can sit at that table over there and talk, that sound good to you.” He asked Bonnie.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 14, 2012 10:13:59 GMT -6
-------------------------- [/b] --------------------------[/b] This was now how things had supposed to be. Things should have been different for them, they had cared so much about each other but then Anna had been around again and well Bonnie had broke up with Jeremy without giving him a chance to explain. But in her mind there was nothing that he could explain. He had been with his ex and nothing he could say could make up for that. It was not like he had been trying to save the world by kissing his dead girlfriend.
Bonnie had to admit that she was a bit worried about the fact that Jeremy was falling behind in school. They had all so much on their plates it was only normal but at the same time, he needed to take care of his school work. School sounded so stupid when shove between their lives and trying to save the world, but what were they going to do? Stop living? Stop try8ing to be as normal as they could? Of course now. Bonnie had long understood that it was all part of the game, part of the choices they had made or well the choices that had been made for them. “She may not kill you but yeah she will be pissed.” Bonnie laughed.
When Jeremy said that she could buy next time, Bonnie simply nodded slightly, a nod that was barely noticeable. It meant that there was the possibility they could see each other again after this. She wished it was true but she first had to see how this conversation was going to go. “Yeah sounds good.” She said following him and sitting down taking her soda and taking a sip of her drink trying to find the words. What was she supposed to say? “Look I wish things were not awkward between us, we have friends in common and well I hate to have them be caught in the middle of it all.”
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 16, 2012 16:59:38 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] Jeremy wished that Bonnie would give him another chance, he wanted so badly to tell her how he felt let her now how much he loved her, hell he wanted to say it right here and now. Say I love you Bonnie please come back to me, but he was sacred that might make her leave. Or with his luck it could make it even worse like make her leave, or maybe even not speak to him anymore. But he was having trouble holding it back, he knew that at some point tonight he was going to have to tell her what was on his mind. It was eating at him not telling her how he felt, it was killing him not to say Bonnie I love you.
She was right Elena would be pissed which was why he was trying so hard, but his sister also knows the stress his is being put threw. For one thing she knows and understand how hard this brake up has been for him, it really put him threw a lot of depression with out her. Elena very much wants them together as well, she though they were cute being together “Yeah you are right about that she will be pissed. If anyone knows how she is it would be you.” He said laughing with her. “Well we know how my school is going how is your magic going, leaning anything new?”
He felt the Same way that Bonnie was feeling right now, he didn’t like that fact that things were awkward between them at all. Because they did hang with the same circle of friends, well she was best friends with his sister after all. ‘Yeah I know what you mean I don’t like the fact that things are awkward between us ether, I hate the fact that are friends are caught in the middle as well. So what you think we should do about it then” He asked like that wanting to more of what she wanted, he wanted her back so bad he was going to do whatever made her happy.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 20, 2012 10:03:23 GMT -6
-------------------------- [/b] --------------------------[/b] This was probably going to be the most awkward conversation she would ever have to have with someone. But she knew it was for the best, she couldn’t stand to lose Jeremy and that meant that she needed to talk to him. No matter how much it hurts even if he ended up telling her that he was still in love with Anna. She didn’t want to hear him say those words but if it came to that, she would deal with it, she would find a way to be able to move on. Get on with her life and be his friend again. If that was all she could get then so be it.
Bonnie couldn’t help but laugh. She could easily see the fit that Elena would throw if Jeremy failed. But she also knew that Jeremy was smart and that he would be able to make things work and get his grades up. They had all been through so much recently, it was only normal that they were having a hard time with something like school which didn’t seem all that important in the grand scheme of things. She took a bite out of the pretzel thinking for a moment. “My magic is good, been working really hard on it, I can do a few cool things now.” She still had not managed to find a better way to protect herself but she knew the stronger she got the easier it would be.
What could they do really? The could fake that things were not awkward but Bonnie didn’t want to lie to the people around her or to herself. “I want us to move on, I don’t want to be mad at you anymore.” She said softly. “I was really hurt Jeremy. I still am, I just don’t understand why you had to do it…” she looked at him, as if she was waiting for an answer. “
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 21, 2012 23:17:41 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] It was good that Bonnie magic was coming along with her magic, it made him happy to know that everything was well with her. She seemed to be doing better then he was, part of the reason he was at the arcade was to get his mind off of her. He thinks about her twenty four seven it seems, when he is at school, at home, doing home work, and sleep why bother. He hasn’t had a good night sleep sense he lost her, all he does is think of her awake and asleep. He hates what he is having this power, being a medium seeing people. it’s the soul reason that he lost her, he wishes that Bonnie could take it away.
She finally has mention something about them, it was about time someone said something about all the tension. But what sacred him was she said move on, was she talking move on from all of this and try to work it out? Or was she saying move on and they are done, because Jeremy doesn’t know how he is going to take that. He cant live in a world not having her in his life, he loves her way to much it will kill him deeply to lose her. He wants so baldy just to hold her tightly and kiss her sweet lips, tell he how much he has missed her. But he fears he will never have that again.
She wanted an answer for everything that had happened why he had to do what he did, he so much didn’t mean to hurt her or what any of this to happen for that matter. “ I’m sorry I hurt you Bonnie more then you know. I didn’t ask or want to see who I see, wish this power could be taken from me. But even if I do see Anna I don’t want her Bonnie. I want and love you more then you know.” He said trying not to cry. But then as sacred as he was he had to ask. “Do you still love me?” He asked waiting to see what she would say.
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Post by sof2 on Sept 24, 2012 10:35:35 GMT -6
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Bonnie was good at acting like things were great. She needed to make people believe that she was being okay otherwise she knew that she would simply lose it. She had reached a point where if someone was to ask her how she was really doing she would most likely start crying like there was no tomorrow. It was not something she wanted but at the same time it was the point she was at now. Maybe talking with Jeremy would help. Or it would make things even harder for her to deal with. But she wanted to believe that things would be easier once she had managed to talk to him, tie up the loose ends.
Bonnie let Jeremy talk even if she was scared of what he would say, but whatever it was, she knew that she needed to hear it, even if it was just him telling her that he was done, that he realised that he was still in love with Anna and that they should just remain friends. She didn’t know what she would do if he told her that but at least she would know. It was the whole not knowing that made things even harder for her to deal with. She needed to know so she could finally move on with her life. Even if she wanted to hold on to him, she knew that she could not force those things to happen to her.
But when he said that he loved her, she felt like she could finally breathe again. She looked at him, the words not coming out of her mouth, stuck inside of her mind. “of course I still love you.” She said finally, feeling as if a weight had been lifted up her shoulders. “Even after this I love you Jeremy, I just, I don’t know how to trust you again.” The words hurt her, but she needed to say them. If they wanted to try and make things worked, they needed to be honest with one another. It was the only way that they could even stand a chance. She didn’t want to keep anything a secret from him.
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Post by Jeremy Grayson Gilbert on Sept 25, 2012 23:20:43 GMT -6
---------------------- [/color] ----------------------[/color] He hoped that he didn’t scare Bonnie off telling her how he felt, but he just couldn’t hold it in anymore He had to tell her how he truly felt. How he still loved her and never stopped, how he wanted to be with her and no one else. She is all he ever thinks about, she is all he ever dreams about, and she is the only one he wants to be with. Sure he may have had a past with Anna and may have loved her at one point, but that was before he realized how much he loved Bonnie. And now that he knows and realize that, she is all he that he could ever want.
He loved getting to hear that she did love him, it was the one thing that had been going threw his head for days did she in fact love him? So hearing that she did made him so happy knowing that she still loved him. “I’m so happy to hear that Bonnie I was starting to worry that you didn’t anymore.” He said with voice breaking still trying to fight back the tears, which right now was a shock for Jeremy he wasn’t really the crying type. Which was something else that should prove how much he loved her, he has never shown his feeling to anyone like he has Bonnie in this moment.
He couldn’t blame her for not wanting to trust him, he knows that he did hurt her. But he want to make It up to her and show how much he truly does love her. “ I know I hurt you Bonnie, but I love you and I want to try and make it up to you. Just tell me what I got to do, I will do anything.” He then got up from his seat going over to the seat next to her. He then placed his hand on her face, looking deep into her eyes. “I love you Bonnie, please I cant stand no being with you.” He said waiting to see what she would say.
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