turn back time ::Michael::

[Maria Lucy Deluca]

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After her small chat with Liz and Kyle it was safe to say that Maria was freaking out. She had done her best to stop herself from going completely insane and throwing a fit when she had been speaking with Liz because she knew that Liz needed her right now but now that she was not with Liz anymore it was okay for her lose control. As she drove back to her apartment she could feel her heart starting to beat faster into her chest. She knew that she was going to freak out but she needed to at least make it home before she did freak out. She needed to find the strength to wait a little bit before she did. Michael…how was he going to react when he found out about Zan. This was too much. It didn’t take long for Maria to have to park her car on the side of the road until she had managed to catch her breath again. She buried her face into her hands. “what are we going to do?” she whispered to herself.

Once she was calm enough she started to drive back to her apartment. “please be home. Please be home.” She said as she almost ran to the building and up the flight of stairs. She moved her hand to the doorknob and let out the breath she had been holding as she noticed the door was not locked. It meant that Michael was home and as soon as she saw him she felt the tears falling down her face. It was like she knew that know that she was around him she would be okay. Whatever life threw at them they would be able to deal with this together. And in the end it was what really mattered, that they were together in this. She knew that she could not be calm and rational about this whole thing but Michael would be able to make her calm. Maybe he would even be able to have a way to make everything better.

Looking at him, Maria did her best to wipe her tears away. “Michael I have to talk to you…” she told him before sitting down on the couch. How was he going to react once he found out that Zan had been here but now he was gone and that it meant that someone had taken him most likely, someone had taken the little boy and there was no good reason for it. She was afraid that it could have been the government and that meant they had found out what he was. She looked over at him. “Please don’t freak out until I’m done you have to promise me you won’t freak out.”

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Notes: home sweet home

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[Michael "Mike" Andrew Guerin]

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Michael couldn't believe that he got the job, he was now a security guard once again. Making a mental note not to steal any Peace Snapple again, as he didn't want to blow it this time. Michael returned to Maria's apartment, all was quiet, so that meant that Maria wasn't home yet. Michael decided that he would surprise her by making sure the dishes and the clothes were done so when she got home, all she had to do was relax for a bit, which meant that he could relax with her. So his motive wasn't entirely unselfish, he did want a reward from her.

The dishes were done and he was about to get to the clothes when Maria finally got home. "Hey I have big news." Michael began to tell her, but he saw the look on her face and everything seemed like it slowed down. This wasn't normal Maria moodiness. This was more, much more, and probably worse, much worse. He took a deep breath and pulled Maria to him. "Whats wrong? Do we have to run again? I am not leaving you, we will go together if we have to." Michael told her, there was no way he was going through the hell of being apart from her again.

"Maria, what is it?" Michael asked her when she told him that she had to talk to him. If they did have to run again, then she was in no hurry, so it couldn't be that. She would run into the bedroom and begin packing right away if they had to run, so what was it then. Michael was worried. What if one of the others were hurt, or worse, captured or killed. Michael didn't know how he would handle it if he found out Max or Isabel or even Kyle or Liz were hurt or killed. He would want revenge and he would get it, even if it killed him as well.

"Maria, I promise you. What happened, is someone hurt? Is someone... dead?" Michael asked her, he just wanted her to tell him. Michael really couldn't promise he wouldn't freak out. If one of the others were dead, then he would freak out in his own way, and that is what Maria wanted to avoid, him going on a rampage for revenge. So he would do his best to stay calm for her and keep his promise, but it was gonna be hard for him if it was as bad as he thought it was. He only knew that he had to remain strong for Maria, as clearly she was a wreck.

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Notes: Welcome back

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[Maria Lucy Deluca]

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Maria was afraid of Michael’s reaction. She didn’t want to have to run again but if he though it would be for the best she would follow him. What really scared her was that perhaps he would not want her to follow him, maybe he would think it was too dangerous to run together. He had told her he would never leave her again and while she trusted him, it still scared her. She didn’t think she could deal with losing him again. She cared about him too much, she loved him too much to be away from him again. He was the only one for her. She needed him in her life more than anything.


As she walked inside, she didn’t even noticed that the dishes were done. She could not really see anything at that moment. Her focus was only on him. She did hear what he was telling her but she could not even focus on that either. almost as if he could understand the worry in her face, he told her that he was not leaving her. He could read her so well. Usually this would make her heart skip a beat and make her fall in love with him all over again. But not this time. “I don’t think we have to run. And we can’t run even if we have to not just yet.”



Maria licked her dry lips. “no one is dead. I don’t even know where to start…” Maria sighed. “Liz found Zan. And she was going to adopt him until we figure something out. Things were going well for this, the paperwork, everything until she went to the place where he was and they realized they had lost him. Now we don’t know where he is…someone took him.” This was of course the short version of the story. It was not like the details of it all would change anything. “someone took Zan, they have to know he is not a normal boy…”

“we don’t know who could have taken him, the place where he was, they didn’t even realized he was gone until Liz showed up to take him. Michael what if the FBI knew who he was, what if this is how we all got in this town…” she asked him before wrapping her arms around him pulling him close to her. “I am so scared right now Michael…I don’t know what we are supposed to do. We have to save him, we can’t leave him behind…”

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Notes: home sweet home

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[Michael "Mike" Andrew Guerin]

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Maria was being a little cryptic with him right now. It didn't really bother Michael, he knew with all they had been through that it was hard to just let it all out in one breath and she needed to mentally prepare herself for the bad news. He just hoped it wasn't end of the world news, the type of news there was nothing they could do but run away from the thing that was trying to kill them this week. Michael took her into his arms, holding her for a few moments to calm her down, to allow her to get whatever it was that was bothering her off her chest.

He was glad to find out no one was dead. "It's ok Maria, calm down and breathe." He told her, rubbing her arms softly, that always seemed to calm her down when he touched her, even so simple as rubbing her arm. "Zan?" Michael asked, the truth was he hadn't thought of the little guy for a long time. He was so wrapped up in his own problems, he never considered Zan was ever gonna be in trouble. Zan went to a good home away from all of this as far as he knew, and now to find out he was in more danger then all of them made him sick in his stomach.

He felt like a jerk not even thinking about him, he was kind of Zan's uncle and he was family in a way. He felt like a crappy person right now. "I had no idea Maria, I thought he was safe with a foster family somewhere, a good one, not like I got, but a loving caring one." Michael told her, blaming himself as he should of tried to find out more about Zan's life, he was the protector of the group and he didn't protect their littlest member. "Its ok Maria, we will find him. I won't let him down again." Michael told her, moving his hand up to her neck, he was concerned for Zan, but Maria needed him right now too.

Michael held her as she threw her arms around him. "It's ok Maria, It's ok." He told her, inside he was a nervous wreck, but he had to be strong for Maria and Zan right now. "Look at me." He told her,, moving her head so she was looking him in the eyes, he kept his hands on her neck tenderly. "I will do everything I can to save him. If it is the FBI, I will fight them all if I have to, to save him. He is never gonna be left behind, not if I have anything to say about it." He told her before pulling her back in for a hug. "I promise Maria, everything is gonna be fine." He told her.

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Words: 475
Notes: I'm super happy you kept Maria <3

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[Maria Lucy Deluca]

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How in the world was she supposed to break the news to him. First telling him that he had found his nephew but then telling him that had kind of lost him. She should have brought him to speed when she had first found out about Zan. But she couldn’t at that moment, Maria had been so afraid. She had been unable to believe that they would be so lucky. That for once, life would be great to them. She had been sure it was some sort of plan to make them all and easy target and right now, the more she thought about it, the more she was sure that this was what had been the plan all along.

As soon as his hands touched her skin, Maria could feel herself calming down. She could feel herself being able to breath again. How could one person have such a strong effect on her? she was no complaining but it was quite unbelievable the way he could make her feel. Almost as if there was a power that they had yet to uncover in Michael that made her just calm. It took the Maria crisis out of Maria. “Yeah Zan.” Maria said not adding more wanting him to have time to deal with the news he had just gotten. She knew it was a lot to take in and she didn’t want to push him into dealing with something he perhaps was not ready for just yet.


“do not beat yourself up Michael. We all though he was safe. We all pushed it to the back of our minds, hoping that he was safe and went our separate ways. None of us thought about keeping tabs on him. No one is to blame on this. We all put our faith in the system and maybe we shouldn’t have. Maybe we should have been more careful but it’s too late now and we simply need to take action on this…” every time Michael would talk about his foster family, it always broke Maria’s heart. She knew things had been hard for him and she hoped that now he felt safe and felt like he actually had a home with her. “you have not let anyone down Michael!” she told him raising her voice slightly. Not because she was mad at him but because he could not feel this way.


It took a few seconds but finally Maria looked up at Michael and let herself fall into his eyes once more. “okay…” was all she said. she could not say anything else because she knew there would be no words that would make things better. “I trust you.” She finally added. She knew that if Michael was saying this it was because he really was going to do everything that he could. “but we are doing this together you are not leaving me behind on this one.” She warned him.


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Notes: Maria is my bb couldn`t let her go

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[Michael "Mike" Andrew Guerin]

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Maria looked so tiny in his hands as he held her closer to him. He always like the fact that he was so much bigger then her, it made him feel like he was useful, that she needed him to protect her. It made him feel better in a way, knowing that someone wanted him around, that someone needed him for something. Sometimes he forgot that this was the case. Especially the last 5 years, he felt like no one needed him. but even before that, they all had each other, and it made him feel like an outcast. It wasn't till Maria and him became serious that he felt wanted, needed.

That he felt like he had a home. She was the only person ever that made him want to stay on earth. Michael nodded at Maria's words. No one could really blame him for feeling like it was partially his fault. It was always Michael's fault in Max and Isabel's eyes back in the day, so why should things change now? "I can't help it Maria." Michael told her holding her close to him. He knew that she was the one freaking out, but he couldn't help but feel bad about it as well. He was trying to keep it together for her, but he was losing his grip and he just wanted to break down, let 5 years of emotions flood him at once.

She then raised her voice at him. Something Michael was all to use to at this point. He nodded. "When we find Zan, I don't care how much Max disagrees with me, We are all staying together. We are stronger together and I won't let another one of us get kidnapped." Michael told her honestly. He nodded when she said that she trusted him. There was one thing Michael could always be trusted in, and that was when it came to friends and family, if he said something, he meant it, and there was no way he was gonna fail, not again, not this time.

"Maria, it could be dangerous." Michael told her when she said that she was going with them, that she was gonna do it together with him. Michael didn't know how he felt about this really. On one hand, if it was the FBI or whoever, then her life would be put into a lot of danger and Michael didn't want her to get hurt. On the other hand, he knew how unfair it must of felt to her being left out of stuff like this when she wanted to help. He nodded finally. "OK, but please be careful, I can't lose you, not again." Michael told her honestly, he would rather die then lose her again.

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Notes: YAY!!!

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[Maria Lucy Deluca]

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if there was one place in the world where she felt safe it was in Michael’s arms. How had she managed to deal without this for five whole years? Five years without being able to find herself into this place. As simple as it was, it made her feel at home. People often said that home was where the heart was but really to her home was where Michael was. she had not felt at home for five years but now that she was here in his arms, she knew this was her home, this was the place where she was supposed to be. She didn’t want to be anywhere else. She didn’t want to be with anyone else. He was everything that she could ever need.


“I know you can’t help it space boy. I know it’s in your nature. But I just wish that you would see that you are a wonderful person, that you do great things and that when things do go wrong, it’s not your fault. I know you would have done everything that you could to take care of Zan.” She said hoping that he would believe that he was indeed a good person who did deserve great thing. She rested her head on his chest taking the time to listen to his heart beat slowly calming her down. She could feel it beat fast and she knew that just like her he was also freaking out but in true Michael fashion he was holding it all in.



It was not that she wanted to raise her voice at him but at the same time she could not help it. She was ot raising her voice because she was mad at him but because she hated when he though that he was not good enough. And he didn’t have to say the actual world for her to know that this was how he felt. She could hear it in his voice, see it in his eyes. She knew him well enough for that. “I think we are going to be stronger together, you know we would all worry about one another if we were apart.” She added. She just hoped that Max would see things in the same way.



“I know it’s dangerous but you need to remember that it means its dangerous for you as well and I’m not taking a chance of you getting hurt because of this.” She told him. Yes she was scared but she also knew that they could do this together. She was not getting left behind this time around. “I wil be careful Michael you don’t have to worry about this. I know I don’t have powers like the rest of you but I can take care of myself and I also know when to move so I am not in the way.”


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[Michael "Mike" Andrew Guerin]

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Michael never really had enough time with Zan. He had a few moments with the baby. But he knew one thing, and it was absolutely set in stone. Zan was like family to him. He would do anything for the kid he guessed he was a kid now. Michael felt like the kids uncle, even though they weren't really related, he would treat Zan as such. "Thanks Maria, its easy to forget that not everything is my fault." Michael told her honestly. She was right as always, Maria was always right. He felt her hand on his chest and knew that he was right when he said to himself that Maria was his home.

"I agree, Maria, you are always right, I love you for it." Michael told her when she said that they were stronger as a group. Michael would always agree with that statement and for the last 5 years he had felt weak, powerless to do anything if something bad happened. But not anymore. And if Max didn't see it the same way as Michael and Maria did, then Michael would make him see it the same way that they did. They all just needed to be together right now. That was just the fact of the matter, and if they weren't, then there was no reason to go on living anymore.

Yeah he knew it was dangerous for him as well, but that was his job. It was his job to protect everyone. He nodded thought. "I will be careful to Maria." Michael said to her honestly. Michael and careful were old enemies. He never use to be careful, because, well back then he felt like he had nothing to loose. He had no family, he wasn't close with Isabel and Max yet, and he had no Maria, no Liz, no anyone yet. So once he got all those things, once he found his family, his real family, that is when he decided to be careful finally, and if Maria was careful, then he would be as well.

"OK, Maria, I won't let anything happen to you, just so you know." Michael told her, even if it meant his own demise, he was gonna save Maria from harms way, that was just how it was gonna be, and she had to know that. If she couldn't handle it, then maybe it was a bad idea if she helped them. "You mean to much to me for me to loose you again." Michael added, he just wanted to talk about other things, nice things now, their world seemed to be crashing down again around them, and he wanted things to return to normal once again.

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Notes: <3

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[Maria Lucy Deluca]

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Zan had been supposed to be able to have his own life away from the aliens not that Maria didn’t think that they could have taken good care of him but it would have been safer for him, but now that he was back, and well had taken from them maybe it would have been better to keep the little guy. But they could not go back and change it they could simply try and find him. She knew that Liz was working on a plan and from there they would be able to decide what would be the best course of action. Which was a good thing right now since Maria had no idea what to do next right now.



“I am not always right Michael.” Maria said with a small laugh. “ But let’s just say that I am right this time around.” She told him smilling and kissed his lips softly. “I love you to space boy.” Who would have thought that this would be how things would have turned out for them. If when she had first found out about the aliens someone had told her that she was going to end up with Michael Guerin she would have thought they were insane but now she wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of her life with him. He was everything to her and she could not imagine going back to living without him.


“as long as you are careful.” She knew better than to ask him to stay behind, she knew he could not do this, and she could never ask him to do it either. It was not part of who he was. He needed to help others, he needed to be there for him. There was not much that she could do to stop him, and she knew that she could not, she also didn’t want to. Even if she knew it put him in danger being this way was one of the many reason why she was in love with him and only him.

“I know you will always protect me, im not even worried about this.” She whispered. “I know that I am forever safe with you.” Maria knew that Michael would do anything in order to keep her safe she was not even worried about that. “you will never loose me again Michael. You and I we are together now and I am not going to let you go.” She said. “come one let’s sit you said you had something you wanted to talk to me about…” she just hoped that he had some good news for her because otherwise she didn’t know what she was going to do.



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