Dear Journal...Love, Isabella

[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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Love,

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[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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So it was definitely an interesting day yesterday. Would have written earlier but since last night was a full moon had to get stuff done before I went to the storage unit. Anyway, so I had to go ask my principal for his permission on some community service assignment (which was stupid in my opinion as I was in a community service class but you know, rules are rules and all that). I was not at all happy about this as from the rumors I heard the principal was a hard ass...plain and simple.

This was definitely true, but there was something else about him. I didn't know what it was at first but he intimidated me, more than most people. However after I got his permission he made a comment about the full moon and that's when it hit me. He's a werewolf too. I'm not sure what that means for me really, probably nothing, but the wolf doesn't seem to grasp that. She was particularly brutal last night.

Alright, must get coffee.


Love,

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[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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Quick rant before I have to go. Why is it required for a high school student to be social?! I was informed by my counselor today that I had to join a club or a committee of some sort as I was too much of a loner so now I have to join something in order to get a 'social credit' or something along the lines...I cannot wait to graduate.


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[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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Tonight should be interesting. I was informed (not asked by the way) that I was not to lock myself up...instead I would be going running. I pray that nothing happens but for some reason I could not say no.

Why can I stand up for myself on paper yet not in person?

Love,

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[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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Why do I even bother doing this to myself? I have no idea what I was thinking when I agreed to run with him tonight. If I hurt someone I know it will destroy me, and yet there is not one part of me that can say no to this man.

Am I a fool? Probably. Am I going to stand up to him? No.

Love,

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[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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I love working at the hospital with the kids...but why does me working there have to be result in me getting dragged to work related functions? I am off to some crazy formal banquet and not looking forward to it at all.

Can a journal wish me luck? If so bring me luck.

Love,

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[Isabella Anne Matthews]

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So today was a weird day. Full moon was two nights ago and while it wasn't as painful as it usually was thanks to the company that Mr. Cross...Gabriel provided...it still was weird. I'll write more later, I'm going to go take a walk around the lake at Mid Rivers.

Love,

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