::Anna:: The Reason Is You

[Jeremy Grayson Gilbert]

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Throwing the phone down on the table mad he didn’t understand. Things were going so well. He though they had worked it all out, he should have known better. The truth was Bonnie was trying to change the visions that Jeremy had been having, it seemed she didn’t like that he saw the other side. He guess that she was worried he would see her again, which he wasn’t going to. Jeremy couldn’t help that he cared for her, he said goodbye to her and sent her away. What more did Bonnie want really. He couldn’t prove anymore about how much he loved her, he tired all he could.

It made since now to why she had left for the weekend now, She was upset to all that had talked about. She wanted a witch named Willow to help Jeremy with these visions, but he said no feeling like nothing was wrong with him. He should have known she left because she was mad, it seemed she didn’t agree. It hurt Jeremy so much that he had to do it on the phone, that she couldn’t tell him to his face why they were done. Maybe she was right Jeremy did deep down still love Anna more then she will ever know, but that didn’t matter she was never going to come back to him again. At lest not in the form where they could touch. Everything for them was over so she didn’t need to worry.

This was his final straw Jeremy was done he couldn’t take this anymore, he was done being the one on the straight and narrow. What did it matter anyway he had lost it all it seemed, he didn’t have anyone anymore. Everyone he loves ether dies or leave him. What was worse Bonnie sent away the other girl that he felt for, and still in the end left him. Again he was done Jeremy was now on his way to meet some friend.

He was on his way to the corner where it was easy to score some, if Elena knew he was there she would kill him but at this point the didn’t care, again he was done! He begin walker over waiting for the man he always use to meet, hoping after all this time they could sill make a deal.

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[Annabelle "Anna" Pearl Zhu]

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Anna was happy, for the first time since her mother died, she was completely happy. Heaven was really nice and it was easy to get lost and forget about time and everything going on in the world. Best of all, she was with her mother whenever she wanted to be and if she wanted to, she could look down on Jeremy and see how he was doing. It became basically her favorite pass time, to check on her old boyfriend. Sure, watching him with Bonnie was awkward and disgusting, and she often looked away, but when he was hanging with friends and happy, it made her smile.

She hated what was going on with him with his sister and Stefan and everything else, but he was dealing really well, and she was his biggest cheerleader. One day she was watching him in his room, she was respectful and would look away if he got undressed or wanted alone time, she wouldn't peak, though it was tempting, she decided against it, as she wouldn't want him watching her get undressed. Today was different, He was on the phone with someone and Anna couldn't hear who it was. They got into a fight and Jeremy hung up.

She could see it on his face, sadness and anger and regret. It killed her, and she wished so much that she could go to him and cheer him up, tell him everything was gonna be alright, that he was gonna be alright, even if he couldn't see or hear her. But she was trapped out here. Then she felt like she was being ripped from heaven and she felt like she was falling, but she wasn't. She closed her eyes partially out of fear, not knowing what was going on and why, she heard a voice in her head tell her to stop Jeremy, to protect him, to be there for him.

She nodded at the faceless voice, not even knowing who it was, not even caring in the least. She was gonna regret not being in heaven anymore, but her mother would understand, and one day they will be reunited, she just felt it. But for now, she had something to do. She landed on her feet on the concrete and opened her eyes. She thought she was just a ghost again as Jeremy rounded the corner towards her. She knew this spot to well, the sellers loved selling here and she hated it. Ugh, Jeremy, what are you doing?

She ran up to him. "Don't do this Jeremy, listen to me, come on, see me, I'm right here, don't do this to yourself, everything is gonna be alright, I promise." She pleaded with him shedding some tears. Anna assumed he couldn't see her and that she was a ghost, but she had to try and stop him from making this huge mistake. She just had to, it was like her purpose.

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Notes: Me TOO!!!! I am so glad I did this, I love Anna.

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This was it he was done on his way to talk to the guy and make a deal, Jeremy was really on his way to going over an edge again. He didn’t care anymore he was done being the straight and narrow Jeremy, this was it he had lost it all and had no one. He didn’t feel any reason that he needed to try anymore. Bonnie was gone he was alone, Elena had Stefan and didn’t need him, but the one thing that killed him most of all was that everyone he loves leaves him and dies. It just didn’t seem fair anymore to try and go on anymore.

Then as he was walking along he felt something, something that didn’t feel right. Like a force pushing near him, he could fell it in the air. Great this was the last thing he needed something about to happen to him, or someone or something about to mess or talk to him which was the last thing he needed. It was the whole reason Bonnie hated him in the first place. There would only be one person that he would be ever happy to see, but she will never come back to Jeremy.

As he walked her felt it again this time stronger and this time he had a better sense, he knew that he had felt that presents before. Then there she was standing in front of him, it was Anna back like nothing had ever happened, like him and Bonnie had never sent her away. He could see the tears rolling down her face begging him to stop, it seemed that she been there watching him. “Anna how you here I mean Bonnie and me sent you away? I mean you were in heaven with your mom right?” He asked in a lost like tone of voice.

Then Jeremy noticed that something didn’t feel the same, it was a lot stronger then he had ever remembered. There was something about her that was different. Jeremy took out his hand to her face, placing it on her cheek. He could feel her and everything about her felt real like she was really there with him, he could even feel the warmness of her skin. “Wait are you a ghost or you really here Anna? Oh god please tell me this is real” he said with tears now in his eyes.

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Jeremy saw her. He actually saw Anna. She was excited, she wanted him to be able to see her again, but more importantly, he stopped. He stopped what he was doing because of her. Anna didn't want Jeremy to hurt himself, do something stupid to his body cause of Bonnie and him breaking up. It hurt her so much to watch him be self destructive and her stopping it made her feel important. "I don't know what happened. I saw you coming here to do this and I wanted nothing more then to stop you and here I am, to save you." Anna replied to him.

"I was with my mom, but I got sent back I guess, to help you." Anna told Jeremy, smiling at him, she was just happy he could see her. Anna hated it when Jeremy avoided her ghostly form. It made her feel alone, but then he asked her if she was a ghost or if she was really here. Anna didn't think about it, she didn't know if she was a ghost or something else. She assumed that she would just be returned as a ghost, but then Jeremy came up to her and placed his hand on her cheek. She gasped, she could feel it, and apparently he could feel her to.

She placed her hand on his and held it to him, shocked that it felt real. Normally when she was a ghost, she could touch him, but he wouldn't feel it, and vice versa, but now, she felt it, and she began to cry. "Jeremy." She said his name, she breathed in and the familiar sent of blood filled her nose for the first time since her death. She felt... hungry. She knew what she was now, once again. A vampire. "I'm really here, I am not a ghost." She told him, thankful that she got another chance to be with Jeremy, if he wanted to be with her, a new lease on life.

"Jeremy, leaving you, going to heaven was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I should of fought. I should of tried to stay, but I gave up. Please, Jeremy, tell me you want me to fight for us, tell me you want me to stay." Anna told him, tears streaming down her face, she didn't know if she could take Jeremy telling her to go away again, telling her that he didn't want her in his life. She was no longer a ghost, she could be with him physically and mentally, she could love him. It would devastate her if he rejected her now. "I love you, and will always." She told him, hoping he felt the same way.

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Jeremy couldn’t believe this it was Anna, after everything that happened she was here and not a ghost. He could actually fully see her, feel her and more of all the one thing he loved smell her. He missed that smell that she had, the smell of flowers and clean fresh Landry. It was so crazy that she was a vampire really, seeing that she was way to beautiful to ever be a monster. She was a kind hearted sweet soul that Jeremy always wanted to be near. “What you mean Save me Anna I’m fine.” he told her with a smile, so happy to see her.

Jeremy couldn’t believe what he was hearing, it was like for once in his life time someone had answered a prayer. He couldn’t believe it he was so happy to see her, he missed her so much more then she would ever know. But really more then Jeremy even knew. He though that he was done and over with Anna, but know that she was there he could feel the feelings still there like they never left. Maybe that’s why Bonnie left deep down she still knew. “Well I’m glad you are here but I don’t need to be saved. But if you insist then I wont say no.” He said with a smile.

He couldn’t believe this she was there, he could feel her skin touching his it was real! She really was there this was not fake nor a dream. “You really are here.” He said in a shocked like tone. “I cant believe this after so long I can feel you, not only are you back but you are back as you.” He then wondered if she still was a vampire? “Are you still… you know a vampire?” He asked. Not that Jeremy minded her being a vampire didn’t bother him at all. He just wanted to know that was all.

He felt the same way that she did, he never would have told Bonnie but sending her on her way was one of the hardest things that he ever had to do. It killed him having to say goodbye, he wanted nothing but to have her still there. Which is why he agreed with her, he very much wanted her there and this was something he would fight for. “I will fight for us I missed you more then you know Anna. I have not stopped thinking about since that night we sent you off. I promise I wont send you away again, I promise. ” Said Jeremy making sure he knew she was here to stay this time, he wanted nothing more but to have her near. He looked her deep into her eyes feeling the same way she did. “I love you to Anna, I always have.” He told her before going in for a kiss.

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Being back with Jeremy, feeling his big and strong hand on her face made her want to melt and just let him hold her for ever. But Anna knew they both needed to catch up still, Jeremy had questions and so did Anna, and the holding and such can come afterwords, right now. She smiled at him, loving the way that his skin was soft yet strong and firm too. He worked, he used his hands, which meant they were toughened, but they were soft as if they were soaked in lotion, and she loved it. His smell also drove her wild, but for different reasons.

"They said something about ruining your destiny, and I had to stop you from doing so." Anna told him, they were vague on the details, but Jeremy's destiny was not a drug addict looking for his next score. It was more important then that. She wish she knew the answers, but that would have to be enough for now. "I'm sorry, I wish I knew what they meant, but I am suppose to make sure you follow through with being who you are meant to be." She told him, it was odd telling him this, as Anna only knew Jeremy as the person she was meant to be with, and didn't know what else he could be meant for.

"I just want to be with you again. Besides, we saved each other." Anna told him with a smile, it didn't matter to her what she was suppose to save him from, she guessed in this moment, Anna had to save Jeremy from himself and making a huge mistake, but overall, what else did he need saving from? Anna didn't know, but a 500 year old vampire watching over you could never be a bad thing, could it? "I know, its crazy, I thought I would never touch you again." Anna replied to him, he then asked if she was still a vampire.

She nodded cautiously. "I am, does it change anything? Do you not want to be with a vampire?" Anna asked him, getting a little nervous. Her fears were whipped away as he told her that he wanted to fight for them, and that he promised he would never send her away. "You mean it Jeremy? I wouldn't be able to bear it if you sent me away again. Even if you just wanted me out of your life and not back in heaven, it would still devastate me." She told him truthfully, Again, her question was answer as he told her he loved her to and always will.

She smiled at him, letting herself cry for the first time in awhile, she felt him pulling closer for a kiss, and she wanted it too, she didn't care how long ago Bonnie left him, or how fast they were moving now, she leaned in and greedily kissed him back, feeling like the luckiest, happiest girl on the planet.

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Jeremy didn't want to tell Bonnie this but even though it seemed right sending off Anna it sure as hell didn't feel that way. He was scared that he would never see her again, which he didn't want. But at the sometime it wasn't right that she was a ghost. How did it really count seeing that Jeremy was the only one that knew that she was there, the only one that could see she was there with him. Until now that had all change, Jeremy did know Anna was there and this time he could touch her, feel her, which meant he could show how much he cared by leaving a sweet kiss.

Jeremy wondered what she meant by Destiny? What was so great that he had to do which meant keeping him safe. Being a Gilbert who knows what that may hold for him, it could be good or bad really. But it must be big whatever it was seeing that they brought back Anna. "I wonder what they are talking about? What is so great about me that I have to have a Destiny?" Said the lost Gilbert. "But ether way I'm still happy that you are here Anna, no matter what. Things are not the same with out you".

She wasn't the only one Jeremy did want to be with her as well, more then she knew. He just wanted to be there to hold her and keep her safe.Give her the love that he never got to give her because there time was cut short. " We did save each other didn't we." He said with a smile holding her tightly. Jeremy was so happy that not only could he see her again, but they could touch. He actually could feel the girl that he loved and missed so much. "I love that I'm getting to touch you, I mean this is the best feeling ever I think." He told her while still holding her close.

She seemed worried sacred that Jeremy wouldn't like that she was a vampire, but he didn't mind at all he love her anyway no matter what she was. "No it doesn't change anything nor has it ever, I still love you more then ever." He told her He felt so bad and could see sending her way really did a number on her, which made him feel so bad for his bad deeds. "Don't worry never again baby, I will not send you away anymore." He went in for the kiss keeping her close, feeling her cry while on his lips, and tears roll down her face. "Don't cry Anna its OK I'm here babe." He told her while holding tightly never wanting to let go.

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Anna felt that her leaving was the best thing for Jeremy at the time. That is why she allowed it to happen. She didn't want Bonnie to feel threatened anymore and end up hurting Jeremy. Bonnie could of been with Jeremy, Anna couldn't, it was as simple as that. But Anna would be lying if she said that it was what she wanted. It was the last thing she wanted, to be booted out of Jeremy's life all together. Sure he ignored her from time to time, sure he wasn't always thrilled when she would show up out of the blue, but she was at least part of his life.

In heaven, all she could do was watch and Jeremy had no idea she was watching. "I dunno." Anna said with a grin, she had no idea what his great destiny was, all she knew that drugs and other stuff, that would ruin his body and mind, were suppose to be stopped instantly. She was a little freaked that her Jeremy was suppose to have some destiny and she was the one that was suppose to watch over him to make sure it happens. What if it was something Anna didn't like? What if it was a bad thing? Heaven, whoever in heaven, wouldn't of sent her back if it was a bad destiny, right?

"They just told me to watch over you until you full fill it. I am not complaining." Anna told him with a smirk. She smiled when he said that she was glad that she was here, it didn't matter why. "Jeremy, that makes me the happiest girl on the planet." Anna said, she always felt like a school girl around Jeremy, she was not that way around other people. "Yeah, I missed this so much and wish we had more time before, but now, now we have all the time in the world." Anna told him while he was holding her. She loved being in his arms, it just felt right.

She smiled at him, before Jeremy was a little freaked that she was a vampire, but he seemingly got over it. "At least I am not a ghost." She said trying to lighten the mood. Hearing him call her baby and tell her that he would never send her away made her smile. "I will never leave you either, not again, I promise." She told him, rubbing his arm and noticing that he had been working out. He is no longer the scrawny loner she knew before she died, he was growing into a man and she loved it. She kissed him greedily back, she wanted it so bad for so long and she finally got it.

"So... now what?" Anna asked him as the kiss ended. She knew what she wanted, she wanted to take him home and spend all night talking, kissing and holding him, more then anything, she wanted to get away from this street corner, as it was a bad corner for Jeremy to go to.

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Love can really influence a person to do dumb stupid things which was just what he did with Anna, he never should have sent her away but it was what Bonnie wanted in that time. With how in love they were becoming he did what he though was best, plus maybe in away he was trying to make to where he didn’t think about Anna all the time. Or make it to where he didn’t see and thing about her non stop, because the reality of it all was that he was not over. Seeing her now he really knew how he still felt about her, all those feelings where back just like that. He still loved her and wanted very much wanted to be with her. Bonnie must have known it too seeing that she didn’t want them to see each other, but it was too late she was gone and Anna was here. Standing right in front of him more beautiful then ever.

He wondered why they had her here watching over him, it made him wonder what the future could hold for the young Gilbert. But at the same he was scared to know, it must be something crazy if it was enough to bring back the love of his life. But he didn’t care what it was for all he cared about was she was here back with him, and he didn’t want her going anywhere. She seemed to not have any idea to why she was there ether, not that it mattered he was happy she was there ether way. All though he did wish he knew how they brought her back, it seems in this town it happen all the time. “Well ether way of how you got here I’m happy, I mean this seems like a dream its so good to be true.” Said the young Gilbert.

“Well I’m glad that out of everyone they could pick to watch over me they picked you.” He told her with a smile bringing her close. She looked so happy to the point Jeremy was waiting for her to have tears in her eyes, he was trying not have any in his. But it was really hard seeing how much he missed and loved her. “I’m so happy that we will have this time with each other, you don’t know how much I have wanted and missed you. Bonnie we don’t have to worry about her hating on us, she for some reason up and left me. Some girlfriend huh, I know you never would have done that to me.” He told her letting out a sigh. “Which is why I feel so bad for sending you away. I’m so sorry and I hope you can forgive me.”

It was great that she wasn’t a ghost because now they could be close with each other more then they could, even though it never really matter he still loved her either way. He loved hearing her say that she would never leave him ether, it made him happy to know that it wouldn’t be done to him again epically by the girl he was medley in love with.

After there long romantic she asked what now, with a smile he looked deep into her eyes. “I think I want to do this again.” He said going in for another sweet kiss. Letting up he looked at her still so happy to have her here. “Well I guess what now is to let everyone know you are back.” He told her still in shock this is all real.

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"I know." Anna said smiling. It did seem like a dream that was to good to be true. Being back with Jeremy, alive, or as alive as a vampire can be anyways, once again. To be able to touch him and hold him and kiss him, and hopefully a lot more if he let her. She did have to admit, that sometimes when he was undressing that she couldn't resist and did look from time to time, she just couldn't help it, he had a great body and sometimes she just had to see it. She blushed a little at the thought, deciding that if he wanted to know what she saw while watching him, she would tell him.

But still, the nagging thought of why she was sent back was bothering her too. She wanted to know why Jeremy was so important to whoever upstairs grand plans. Jeremy was a Gilbert, so his family had a long history with the supernatural stuff of the world. His uncle was a hunter, his sister was a doppleganger who was dating a vampire, they had the Gilbert rings, there was just so much to their family that Jeremy not having something to do with it was impossible. But what? That was the question, and Anna didn't even know where to look for the answer.

Thinking even for that brief moment about his uncle, she felt a little anger rise within her. John Gilbert killed her after all. She hated him, but then again, maybe he just killed her quickly out of pity to let her avoid the huge amount of pain and torture she was gonna be put through? Did John really spare her that pain? She would never know, she never saw him in heaven or on the other side and guessed he was in that other place, if that other place even existed. So it was a mute point, but still, part of her wanted to know, but it wasn't gonna happen.

"Yeah, me too." Anna said with a smile, she was just glad they didn't pick Vicki. She would have to stop watching Jeremy if Vicki Donovan was the one chosen to watch him. She would throw up if she could just thinking about it. She loved how she was the 500 year old vampire and he made her feel so small and powerless as he took her in his arms. She frowned. "I don't want to talk about Bonnie ok. She sent me away and broke up with you." Anna told him. She didn't hate Bonnie but she wasn't about to send her a christmas card any time soon either.

"Its ok, I know why you had to do it." She told him placing her head so that it was laying against his shoulder, placing a soft kiss on his forearm. "I forgive you, just never do it again, ok." Anna told him a smile hiding her fear. Jeremy and Bonnie trying to send her away again would destroy her. He then placed another kiss on her, which she didn't mind at all, she didn't care if people were staring now, she was back and she wasn't about to let go of Jeremy for any reason at all. She was to scared to pull away right now anyways.

"I... I guess. But do you think anyone else would even care?" Anna asked Jeremy. It wasn't like she was really friends with any of them. She barely knew Stefan and Damon and she only met Elena a couple of times, mostly as a ghost. "Can't we just go to your house and into your room and cuddle and talk all night?" Anna asked him. "I mean, we can tell everyone tomorrow. Right now I just want you to myself." Anna said with a smile.

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All this was still so unreal he couldn’t believe that the love of his life was really here, the only real person that could get him to change who he is. That was Anna, he loved her so much that at one point he would have even been a vampire for her. There was just something about being around her he didn’t feel with anyone else, she was the only one that he would change himself for. But he would never tell or let Bonnie know that, other wise she may hate him forever for it. He hoped that one day she would understand the choices he is making now with Anna. He didn’t want his sisters child hood friend hating him forever. Elena may not like that to much. Plus they have known each other way to long just to let it go that way.

He smiled when Anna said she didn’t want to speak about Bonnie anymore, he was right there with her he was done speaking on the matter as well. It would take a long while before he would be ok for what Bonnie did, he doesn’t even know how long it will take before he can even look her in the eyes again. It was so hurtful how she had done him in this, it just wasn’t fair at all. But he was kind of happy it did go down seeing that now he had been giving something even greater, and that was the girl of his dreams Anna.

Right now he felt so peaceful and happy, just standing there gazing into her beautiful eyes and that smile. It was almost like in away it had put him in a trance, all his worries that he had before this was just gone, no more sadness. Just peace here with her, feeling more loved then he had in a long long time. It was the love that he never had with anyone else but her. “I agree lets no talk about it anymore, what I would really like is to hear more about you.” Said Jeremy.

He was so happy that she didn’t hate him for sending her away and that she understood why. It really It wasn’t just for Bonnie, it was so much more then that. But now looking back on it he should have asked what she wanted not what he though was best. “I only did what I though was right and that was putting you to rest, putting you at peace to be with your mom.” The young Gilbert explained. “But now I realize I should have asked what you wanted, I really am sorry.’ He said holding her tightly. He could tell that she was trying so much to hide her fears for what he had done, But he knew Anna better then that and knew that it had hurt her. Which he may never forgive himself for doing to her. Kissing her he knew people had to be staring but he didn’t care, all he cared about was her in this moment.

He loved her idea of wanting to go back to his place, plus she may have had a point. It could wait they would tell everyone at a later time. “You know I like the way you think, lets go do that.” he said with a smile. “We have the house all alone Elena is gone for the night, so we wont have to worry about being bothered or having to explain anything just yet. I will be just you and me like we use to”

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"Me? What do you want to know about me?" Anna asked him. Really, Jeremy knew a great deal about Anna already. Sometimes when he let her in when she was a ghost, they would talk and sometimes he would play music for her that she wanted to hear. Or they would watch TV together. Anna often watched TV and movies with Jeremy, even if he didn't know she was there. She liked seeing him relaxed, not worrying about his sister and her wayward boyfriend, or formerly wayward as the case may be. Not worrying about the current great disaster in his life. Just being him and care free.

It didn't happen very often, she in fact never knew a Jeremy that was always care free. That probably all changed for him when his parents died which happened before she met him, so she came in at the worst possible time of his life. She wanted him to not have a care in the world, and maybe now that Anna was around, Jeremy would act carefree. "God, I have a craving for ice cream." Anna said, her not so subtle hint to him to take her to the ice cream parlor. What, she has been dead for quite some time now and there is no ice cream in heaven, you would think there was.

She grinned at him, hoping her new, old, whatever, boyfriend would take the hint and take her to get ice cream. "I'm sorry ok, I have been dead and I couldn't exactly eat ice cream whenever I wanted it." Anna told him. That was the weird thing, is when she was dead, she still had cravings for food, mainly sweet stuff and coffee, and even alcohol, though she never drank much when she was a vampire, watching people eat and drink stuff made her want it as she couldn't eat and drink it and it drove her nuts sometimes.

She shrugged, truth was, she didn't know what she wanted when it was happening. She wanted to find and be with her mom, sure. But on the other hand, she wanted Jeremy to see her and not ignore her all the time. She knew that they couldn't be together, but he blocked her out and she just wanted to see and talk to him sometimes. "I didn't know what I wanted." Anna told him truthfully. She was at times confused as a ghost, but she was thinking clearly now. "I... I wanted what was best for you at that time." She guessed that was true, even though what was best for Jeremy meant sending her away.

She smiled at him when he agreed that hanging out in his room for now was the best thing to do. "So, maybe we can get some ice cream to take back to your room?" Anna hinted again with a smile. She didn't know why, she just wanted anything sweet right now and she was gonna take advantage with her new found ability to eat anything whenever and wherever she wanted to. "Don't think your gonna get lucky tonight mister. What kind of girl do you think I am?" Anna asked with a wink. Though she was serious. She wasn't ready to go that far with Jeremy yet and wanted it to be special.

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He loved hearing about the girl he loved more then anything, yes she was right he did know a lot about her. But it had been a while that they had talking seeing that his dumb ass had helped sent her away, so now all he wanted to do was hear how she had been. “Well I like to know what it was like you know being at peace with your mom, I mean if you even were I know you really didn’t want to go. But I’m sure you were happy to see your mom right?” He asked her curiously.

He couldn’t’ help laugh a bit when she asked for ice cream, he would have though a vampire being gone this long would want something else. Like blood or something, he didn’t think she would want ice cream. She really was sometime unpredictable, but that was something that Jeremy loved so much about her always making things fun and interesting for them. “Really you want ice cream? I would have though you want something like I don’t know blood? I mean you did just come back didn’t you?” he asked. “But I would very much love to take you for ice cream, its my treat.” It did make sense to why she wanted it so bad, Jeremy would want to eat and do all the things he missed so much if he was dead. “You don’t need to say you are sorry, if anything I think its cute.” said the young Gilbert. There was so much he loved and missed about Anna, her being her cute self was one of them.


Anna has always been so good to him always wanting what was best, she really was the one person that care for him more then anyone ever has in his whole life, well other then Elena she has always been there. He looked deep into her eyes before asking her. “Well you want to know what is best for me now? Being with the girl I care about and that girl is you. I couldn’t imagine wanting to be with anyone else right here right now.”

He thought that getting some ice cream and taking it back was a great idea, but then again he remembered that Caroline and Elena just had a girls night which led to lots of ice cream. “Yeah we can do that but you know I think we have a few different kinds at my house, what is it that you like?” he asked. He smiled when she told him to watch it, she didn’t need to worry he wasn’t going to try and thing. All he really wanted was to hold her in his arms all night. “don’t worry I didn’t think that at all, I would never do anything you didn’t want.” he told her. “As long as I get to hold you all night I’m in heaven. I can hold you right?” he asked with a sweet smile.

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[Annabelle "Anna" Pearl Zhu]

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"Well, at first it was great we were..." Anna said, pointing up at the sky, signaling that they were in heaven together. "I... I guess it was heaven. It wasn't a bad place, that was for sure. It was great being with her, and I was thankful for that time, but on the other hand, I missed you so much. I...I couldn't help but look in on you from time to time." Anna told him with a smile. She was glad that he wanted to know if everything went alright with Bonnie's spell. It meant he felt guilty about it. And she kind of wanted him to feel guilty about it.

Not that she was vengeful like that, and she was so over it, but it was done now, it didn't matter anymore. "I saw the breakup with Bonnie. I really wanted out of heaven and wanted to come to you. Somehow it happened." Anna told him honestly. She wondered if she would of still been sent if she didn't see it happen. If she was content in heaven. She grinned at him as he teased her a bit about wanting Ice Cream instead of blood. "I am sure the cravings will return, they always do. But I feel full right now." Anna told him honestly.

It was only a matter of time till she did want blood, but it was like she was sent down with a full tank, so to speak. She had no desire for blood in this moment, but she would need it eventually. She was probably sent back like this so she didn't freak out and end up killing Jeremy or other people around her and could stand to go awhile before needing it. "Stop Jeremy, you make me blush." She told him when he said he thought it was cute. "Well, your the cute one, your arms in that tshirt, you are getting ripped." Anna told him fanning herself a bit to emphasize her point.

She smiled as he said being with her was what was best for him. "I feel the same way, being with you, with my mama looking down on me, its right where I belong." Anna told him with a kiss on the cheek. She enjoyed being the center of his world right now. It was so much better then being ignored every day. She shrugged when he asked what kind of ice cream she wanted. "Any kind will do, I just want something sweet right now." Anna told him, which was the truth, vanilla, chocolate, strawberry or something else it didn't matter. So Anna began to walk past the ice cream shop since they didn't need to stop there.

Anna didn't know if she was ready for something like that with Jeremy. She had done it in the past, even though her mother never approved of it. But it didn't feel right doing it with Jeremy so quickly, they barely had time to get together before she died, the romance was still young. "Of course, I would be highly disappointed if you didn't hold me all night long." Anna told him with a smile, and it was the truth. "Someday I will be ready though. I promise." Anna added with a grin. She took his hand in hers and held it gently.

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[Jeremy Grayson Gilbert]

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Jeremy wondered about Heaven and if there really was one, which with how she was talking it sounded like there really was or something like it. Which made Jeremy happy knowing that she was somewhere happy and at peace. Ever since he had sent her away he has done nothing but worry about how she has been, and if what he did was even the right choice. “Well I’m happy that you were at peace and got to be with your mom, but I have done nothing but worry about you. Mad for what I did, it makes me feel a lot better nothing you were ok.” Said Jeremy “So you looked in on me huh, what you see?” He asked her, hoping she didn’t see him with Bonnie. It would be the last thing he want her to have to see and deal with.

It seemed she did have to see the break, but that’s better then her seeing anything else. He didn’t want her to check in on there movie nights when he would hold her, because he knew those were nights Anna loved to have with her. “Well I feel bad saying this because I do care about Bonnie feelings but I’m glad it happened, I’m happy that you got to come back and be here with me.” He told her. “I have never stopped loving you Anna.” He worried for Anna he knew that at some point her cravings would come and could be bad, seeing that she had not had blood in awhile seeing that she was dead. “Well whenever you need some let me know I will make sure that you get it.” He told her, wanting to help her as much as he could.


Now she had made him blush a bit talking about how he had became ripped in his shirt. But that was from all the training he had been doing since she left, he had been working on becoming a hunter after all that has happened in this town, working a lot with Alaric after school and even Matt. “Well lets just say since you have seen me I have been training a lot more, its all I do now really other then work and school.” Said the young Gilbert. “I want to be a hunter with Alaric.” He wondered what Anna might say to that seeing that she was a vampire, but she didn’t need to worry for the sheer fact he could never hurt her.


Jeremy was happy that she took up on the offer, he took her hand as they walked past the ice cream shop since they didn’t need to go there. “You know I have all those flavors at my house, Carolina and my Sister went nuts.” He couldn’t wait to go home and just hold Anna all night, it was like his dreams had become real. All though Anna didn’t need to be worried about anything happening, he cared to much about her to let things go to fast. “Don’t worry I will hold you all night and never let up.” He told her. “But don’t worry I have all the time in the world for you babe.”

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