I Want To Be Yours(Cordelia)

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Cordelia had thought of re-seeing the movie another day, maybe with some of her friends. She thought that Xander would enjoy it, even though it didn't have superheroes and it wasn't really that big on action. Point was, when she was in a dark room with Benny it seemed as if she couldn't control herself as she was basically all over the vampire. He just turned her on for some reason, maybe it was his face or the way he looked at her, hell it could even be the compliments that made her melt. It could also be the fact that she had just came back alive so she hadn't really gotten it in, in awhile.

"You just earned yourself some points," she told him with a smile after they kissed. She knew Benny had been alive for like ever so he had a lot of experience in kissing and she didn't want to think about the girls he had been because obviously he was all evil before and usually evil people were all about the killing and sex, at least Angelus was like that. Angelus was one of the biggest asses Cordy had met and she was glad he was locked up. At one point in her life she did find the bad boy image really hot but now it was just annoying as the guys were either insecure or way too confident which led them to become a bad boy, thank god Benny was in the middle.

She didn't get why he asked her if he was just wondering, he must have had more to say but didn't feel like sharing at this moment so she let it slide. The girl shrugged, "I dunno, I mean fate deals with how we end up here for example it was fate for us to go to the movies and have a total hot make-out sesh," she said with a grin. "But destiny, that's tricky! I mean it's where we'll end up...together," she didn't know why she was including him but she just felt like he should be, it did make sense and it wasn't like she was breaking up with him but with her luck he would end up dying saving someone or the world.

Cordelia smiled at Benny, she loved to hear that, he was willing to wait for her if she said no. "Well isn't someone a determine one," she added with a wink. Cordelia cuddled up against him as he kissed her hand. This felt really good, she hadn't felt this way in an extremely long time, she could see herself loving this guy somewhere down the road and that kind of scared her. She hadn't been in love in a couple years actually, and she had hoped that she wouldn't love Benny right away, she was still scared of something happening to him.

"No pressure here!" She told him with a smile. "Trust me, if you were putting me under pressure our relationship would have been done so quickly you wouldn't even be able to say my name," she told him honestly. "But you're a complete gentleman," she said with a small smile. He honestly was, he could be forward but knew the right times to be forward and him asking her if she was ready was really good of him. "You have a say in the matter but, I'm the boss you gotta remember that," she said jokingly.

Cordelia laughed along with his chuckle. She grabbed on to his thigh and rubbed it gently. "I think my effect is way better though," she said with a slight giggle and stopped then went to lay her head on his shoulder. "Hm, well we could just walk somewhere or attempt to watch another movie but I wouldn't count on us watching it," she said with a little laugh. "Um, what do you feel like doing?" She asked the man curiously, she wanted to know what he was in the mood for...besides sex.

Word count: 665
Tag: Benny
Outfit: Here!
Notes: <3

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Benny chuckled when she told him that he earned some points. Benny wondered however what Cordelia meant by it. Benny decided not to ask Cordelia on the matter, he figured it was a good thing though. "Well, I try." He replied. Cordelia was really unlike any women Benny had ever met. She was really special to him, even though some of the stuff she talked about confused him, he could tell her heart was in the right place. Can you blame him for being behind on the latest topics and trends? He has been in purgatory for 50 years after all.

"That makes sense." Benny replied to her with a grin. He liked that she kinda included him in her destiny part. It meant that Cordelia must really like him and could see a future with him. Benny was dreading thinking about a future with Cordelia. Not that he didn't want to be with her, but he knew what it meant. It meant that she would grow old in front of him and he would stay young forever. It was not a good thought to think about, but thinking about being with Cordelia for a long time was amazing, just thinking about how it will end wasn't.

Benny guessed that she was correct on what Cordelia said about the differences between destiny and fate and nodded at her. "So fate is us meeting and destiny is how we will end up." Benny said to her with a smile. That was kind of comforting to think about. Benny cuddled with her a little bit more now. He didn't really want to think about a future without Cordelia, as he felt that he was meant to meet her, they were meant to get together, and they belonged together, and nothing was gonna convince him otherwise.

"Well you bring out the best in me." Benny told the girl seriously. Benny knew exactly how he felt for Cordelia. It was borderline love already. Maybe not all the way to love yet, but he was getting there. He knew it was to soon to feel that way for Cordelia, but he didn't care. Benny would do anything for her, and he would do anything to be with her, and that was just fact. To him, that meant love. He wasn't sure if it was the correct definition of love, but to him it was, and that was all that mattered to him. "You make me want to be a better person." He added.

"Well, I am glad you think so." Benny told her when she said he was a complete gentleman, although he wasn't entirely sure it was true. Cordelia was basing this on who he was right now, and not what he had done in the past. Which was good, which is what he wanted her to do. He didn't want to be judged for stuff he did 100 years ago, he wanted to be judged for who he was today. He smiled at her next line. "You won't hear any arguing from me." Benny told her with a smirk. He would be glad for her to have the say when that finally happens.

He wasn't really use to being submissive to women. Though he could tell Cordelia was the dominate type, which was fine with him, and he wouldn't argue with her when she finally did tell him that she wanted it. Benny smiled at the thought of Cordelia telling him that they were gonna do it now and him falling in line. Who could resist such a beautiful great women like Cordelia? If she said she wanted you right now, then you had to agree. Especially if you haven't gotten any in 50 years anyways. Benny chuckled at the thought.

"Yes it is." Benny told her truthfully. Cordelia had no idea how much she really was effecting Benny right now. He smiled at her next comments. Well, other then taking her back to her place and making love to her, Benny really didn't know what else they could do. Benny was far from an expert dater. "We could go for a walk if you like." Benny told her with a smile. He really didn't care what they did as long as they did it together. That's all that really mattered to him.

Tags: Cordelia Chase
Words: 720
Notes: <3 <3 <3

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She was really enjoying herself actually. Well, she knew she would enjoy herself but it was nice to be with a guy who liked her for her and actually stuck around. Benny had instantly made a move the night they met while other guys well...they took a while to ask her out and because of this it led to a doomed relationship. Doyle had died so the two never tried out dating and then there was Xander where they just started making out, Benny just may be the most normal relationship she had. He had asked her out like a gentleman which most guys don't do.

Cordelia really wanted to know what the future held for the couple, was Benny gonna die? Was she gonna die? The future was just so unpredictable and she didn't like it one bit. "Yep!" She said with a nod and a smile. It was a lot to think about, her destiny, what exactly was her destiny, was it to fight whatever was coming or to live a happy life with Benny? It could be both actually, she didn't really know. But it was a lot to think about considering she would have a big decision to make further down the line of their relationship. She'd have to choose between becoming a vampire or staying human...and she was not ready to think about it right now, she hated thinking about it because it kind of upset her and she knew she'd be thinking about it the whole relationship until she made a decision.

"I know I do," she said with a smile and confidence. The girl had always been confident in herself and if she knew she helped someone she wouldn't be modest about it, it just wasn't her. The thing was, Benny was bringing out the better in Cordelia whether he realized it or not. He made her smile more, laugh more, just be herself and was glad about that. He was a really great guy and he listened to her which most guys never did. Apparently this girl had a lot of issues and Benny was definitely fixing them slowly but steadily which was what she needed. "Good," she said with a laugh after. She liked being the boss as that was who she was but she also liked being submissive if a man knew how to be dominant which wasn't very often since she liked guys who were always the one to back down, but she didn't see that with Benny.

This was actually the best date Cordelia had ever been on. Sure, she had been to fancy places or went to the beach with her dates but this was different. She had been to a ton of movies but going to this one with Benny made her feel really good. It was hard to explain but he made her really happy and the girl was happy enough but he added to her happiness. For some reason she felt like her relationship with him would last, maybe people should call her crazy for thinking that since he was a vampire but just because he was a vampire didn't mean that they couldn't make it work, life was about challenges. Cordelia always beat the challenges well except the time she died. But that one didn't count considering she was possessed by some goddess or whatever the hell that thing was.

"Yes! That'd be so romantic!" She jumped up and grabbed his hand so she could lift him up from his seat, she wanted to hold his hand while they were walking. "So Ben, you need to tell me more about yourself," she told him. In reality she didn't know a lot about him besides him being turned or whatever. She wanted to know him more and if his past was a little disturbing then she could handle it, she was Cordelia Chase after all so really she wouldn't care. She was best friends with a guy who could turn psycho at any moment and that psycho was probably one of the worst killers and sadistic god Angelus was just horrible. She didn't get his issue besides the whole no soul but couldn't he like be neutral or something. He was just crazy, Cordelia wasn't really scared of him like she used to be she got more annoyed if anything.

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Tag: Benny
Outfit: Here!
Notes: <3

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Benny hadn't been on a lot of dates. In fact, he hasn't been on any dates in the last 50 years and not even that many before that. So it was safe to say that this was the best date he had ever been on. And even if Benny had been on a 100 dates, he doubted very many of them could stand up to this one. Making out with the girl of your dreams for almost an hour in a dark theater, yeah it would be anyone's best date of all time. Could you blame him? Cordelia was a hottie after all, and a sweetheart.

Benny kinda dreaded having that conversation with her. About turning Cordelia. Benny wouldn't want to, but is she asked him to and she really wanted it, then he would respect her wishes. Besides he got the feeling she was the type to do it anyways, with or without him, and if someone did it to her, he would want it to be him. Benny smiled when she got up to go for the walk with him. Benny grabbed her hand and took it into his own and held it gently. He really liked holding her soft hand and realized that the by far worst thing about purgatory was the lack of human contact, well other then the defending your life kind.

He began walking with her when she said that he needed to tell her more about himself. "What would you like to know?" Benny asked her. Truth be told, Benny was ashamed about a lot of his past, and hoped she really did want to know to much about that. He would answer if Cordelia asked, as she had the right to know exactly what she was getting into when it came to him and being with him. As for the present him, he really was a boring guy, not a whole lot to him. He decided to start with that, tell her how he was right now.

"Well, I like older cars, cause they look better then the newer ones and are built better to." Benny began. He doubted Cordelia cared about such things but he felt it was a good place to start. "I hate when people are being hurt, as its not right." Benny added, this was probably stemming from the fact that he hurt his fair share of people back in the day and wanted to do the right thing now. "I'm really quite a boring guy Cordelia." He told her truthfully. He knew she would probably disagree with him but it was kinda true.

He really didn't care for much music, though spending a little time with Dean after the fight at Prentis Island, he discovered that he liked old school rock quite a bit. Movies weren't that big back in his day, so he didn't get into them to much. He decided to tell her a little about his past. "The person who turned my called himself the "old Man", a hunter friend of mine and I tracked him down and stopped him once and for all recently" Benny told her, he was able to at least right that wrong in his life so he felt good about that much. "What about you, what do you like?" Benny asked her with a smile.

Tags: Cordelia Chase
Words: 556
Notes: Sorry its not as long as yours

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Cordelia wasn't sure what she would do after tonight, would she be spending the night with Benny? Or say goodnight after all of this? She didn't want to say goodbye or goodnight to him, she wanted to stay with him and that was rare for Cordy to think since she usually got annoyed with a guy if he was with her for too long. But with Benny she just couldn't get enough of him, maybe it was because of all of the compliments, she didn't really know. All she knew was that there was this one guy who seemed to be made for her as if he was turned into a vampire so the two could meet and potentially fall in love.

And she was thinking about the whole turning thing again. She didn't want to think about it but she honestly couldn't help it, she wasn't sure if she could rock fangs. But then she would be immortal and strong...but then there was the sun and she would burn from that unless she got a ring like Benny did. Still a problem though, she wouldn't be able to tan again! So, if she would have to turn she was making sure she had a nice tan and complexion because as if she would be pale, she wasn't going to be pale for the rest of her life. She wondered what type of vampire Benny was though as she heard there were different types. She hoped he wasn't Angel's type, she hated the bumpy faces and that would not look cute on her.

"I wanna know everything," she said with a smile. "I mean I feel like I'm in the dark here," she said with a slight frown. She wanted to know him extremely well, the good side to him and the bad even if it would show his flaws that was the only way she would be able to fall in love with him. "I want to know your past and you don't have to tell me everything but at least tell me where you were born or something," she said wanting to know what he had done as a human. He was turned a long time ago, well she was pretty sure he was. She just assumed that he was born in the 1800's or something since every vampire she knew was born then. Maybe Angel was born in the 1700's, yeah so she knew one vampire turned before the 1800's.

"You should become a police officer," she said being positive. "You like helping people and don't like when they get hurt it's totally perfect," she'd be dating a policeman now that would be hot well a fireman was hotter but whatever. Cordelia shook her head, "Not at all," she said a bit shocked he called himself boring. "I don't think you're boring, to be honest I think you're one of the most interesting guys I've dated," she told him with a smile. She was being honest, she really did find him interesting and she liked what he had to say about himself and the world.

She wondered who the old Man was, he sounded weird but maybe it was because of his name. "Was he surprised to see you?" She asked curiously kind of wanting to know more. "Um well, I like frappuccinos which is a must know and I'm actually a fan of cheap coffee...don't ask," she said with a little laugh. "I like to shop which is another must know," she wasn't sure what he wanted to know. "Oh, I also like going to the movies I guess. Is there anything specific you want to know?" She asked the man.

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Tag: Benny
Outfit: Here!
Notes: Hehe<3 and it is fine!

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"I was born in 1756 in France." Benny told her. Benny was 256 years old and had been a vampire for 223 years of that time and in purgatory for 49 years of it. Benny to wondered what the rest of the evening would bring. Benny really wanted to spend as much time with Cordelia as he could. If that meant spending the night with her in Cordelia's bed then he would gladly take it. If she wanted him to go home at the end of the evening then that was fine to. Whatever Cordelia wanted was fine with Benny, though he would be lying if he said he wouldn't be upset if she cut the evening short.

He chuckled at her comment about becoming a police officer. "Admit it, you just want to see me in the uniform." Benny teased her a little bit. Benny didn't know if he could really see himself as a police officer of the law. He preferred helping people when it came to supernatural stuff. And pulling people over for speeding and rescuing cats out of trees sounded quite boring to him. If Benny were to become a officer, he would have to do it in a neighborhood where there was a lot of real danger and violence. He wouldn't be able to do it in a small town.

Benny smiled when she told him that she didn't think he was boring. Benny could see where Cordelia was coming from. But really, all he did was stay in his camper trying to avoid killing anyone and saving someone if he got the chance to. It was only with Cordelia that he let himself try new things and was seemingly less boring. "Thanks, you are the most interesting girl I have ever met." Benny told her truthfully, there was nothing about Cordelia that screamed boring to him. She was so full of life and interesting things to say that he couldn't imagine her being boring.

"Surprised would be one way of putting it." Benny said with a smile. The Old Man was rarely surprised by anything, at least back when Benny was working for him. But it probably did come as a shock to the old man when Andrea turned on him and helped Benny kill him. Benny didn't like to think about all of this with Cordelia. It really was a bad time for him, but meeting and helping Dean with that nest was one of the most good things that Benny has been able to do in his life since he got back. In fact, other then helping Buffy save Cordelia, it was the only good thing he has done so far.

"I'm not a big fan of coffee. Though it does help with the cravings sometimes." Benny told her with a frown. It was probably something she had heard before, but it still felt odd saying it to her. "I'd probably shop more if I had extra money laying around." Benny told her with a chuckle. "And you mean you like making out with a tall dark and handsome man at the movies." Benny said teasing her a little bit. Benny loved being with Cordelia so he was glad to know this stuff about her. Knowing what she likes might make it easier on him to plan future dates.

"Anything you want to tell about me. I just want to know everything about you." Benny told her truthfully. She was a really awesome person so far and Benny only wished he was as good as her. Benny didn't see why anyone would dislike her, if they did, it had to be one heck of a reason.

Tags: Cordelia Chase
Words: 614
Notes: Hehe, he told her in the Fall for you thread where and when he was born. Its ok though XD I forget stuff all the time.

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"Oh! Wait, I asked you that the first time we met sorry total blonde sometimes," she said with a giggle. Cordelia could be so clueless honestly what was wrong with her? "But god it's like I'm a freshman and you're a senior, that's totally hot," she said with a grin while giving him a peck on the lips. He was such a sweet guy and she was happy to be with him, her life was at a good place right now, all she needed was her best friend to be here and she was set. She really did miss Angel, it had been so long since she had seen him, like how long does it take to take a limb out of the country or wherever the hell he was going?

"You are bad mister!" She told him with a giggle. "But maybe...I do...maybe I don't, I know you'd like to see me without any clothes on," she said with a flirtatious smile. "Or maybe some lingerie that I have at home but, oh well," she said with a shrug teasing him a little bit as she rubbed his thigh. God, Cordelia was so good, she could make any guy weak in their legs but it was more fun to do it with Benny since she knew that they both wanted to have sex. Cordelia wasn't sure if she wanted to do it tonight, she felt as if she should just wait one more night even if she hadn't done it in quite some time she'd have to decide but not right now, she was having a lot of fun.

Once again he had complimented her like he always did, that honestly made her day though so she was definitely not complaining. "I know I am," she said with a smile. The girl was nothing but confident, she knew she wasn't boring so she wasn't going to say she was. She hated the girls that acted like they weren't pretty when they knew they were, that wasn't her she liked to tell it how it was. She was nothing but honest, what was the point of lying? lying got her nowhere, she tried it when she was little and it just annoyed her so she stopped. The only thing sh ever lied about were her feelings whenever she was in a relationship and she didn't know why.

Cordelia didn't get why vampires drank coffee to help with the cravings it just made no sense to her. "Angel does that too unless he actually likes it...whatever, how does it help with the cravings?" Was it the caffeine that helped? Or just that it was a hot drink then again tea was hot and she didn't see any vampire lining up for some tea. Cordelia laughed along with Benny, "Yeah, that too." He was funny too, she was seeing so many sides of him. "But I think I rather kiss my tall dark and handsome man somewhere more private than the movies," she giggled after.

"Well, total bitch in high school but I was popular and nothing really at Sunnydale...but there was," she then stopped herself she wasn't going to talk about Doyle not now, that would be a total mood killer even though he's dead. "There was L.A. and that was fun besides the amount of times I got pregnant," she said with a shake of her head. "I didn't really get pregnant it was all mystical," she told the man. "It's hard to explain," she didn't even know why she brought up her pregnancies were so annoying. "Oh and a demon decided to impregnate my brain yeah don' even ask," she said spilling a bit about her past.

Word count: 618
Tag: Benny
Outfit: Here!
Notes: LOL whoops ive been off this week apparently

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Benny chuckled at her, she was so adorable. Benny actually thought it was cute that she forgot and had, a, as she put it, blond moment. "Its ok Cordelia, it is actually really adorable." Benny told her, kissing her hand as they continued to walk. Benny could tell where they were going now, maybe it was on accident, or maybe Cordelia was leading them that way, Benny didn't know, but he could tell she was leading him back to where he dropped her off the other night. Benny didn't want to assume Cordelia was doing it on purpose as he didn't know.

He felt nervous all of a sudden. What if she invited him in tonight. Would it even work as he didn't know if she owned the place or not. "Yeah, I am bad." Benny said to her with a wink. At her mentioning that he would like to see her without any clothes on he got really nervous. "Of course I do Cordelia, I bet you have an amazing body that matches your amazing personality." Benny told her truthfully. He didn't want to sound like a complete pervert over it, but he would be lying to her if he said he wouldn't like to see it. He very much would.

"It takes the edge off." Benny said to her. Benny really didn't know how else to put it. "Alcohol does to. It keeps me from doing something bad." Benny said to her truthfully. He didn't really want Cordelia thinking about how he would act if he lost control of his hunger. Benny always made sure to drink plenty of blood before meeting Cordelia, and he knew he would much rather die then to scare Cordelia like that and attempt to hurt her in any way. If he ever lost control in front of Cordelia, he would probably hate himself forever.

She said that she would rather kiss him in private more then she would at the movies. This made Benny a little more nervous, but it also made him excited. One thing he was not afraid to hide from Cordelia was his lust for her, as she deserved to be lusted over. That was one way he would enjoy losing control with her. "So is that why we are heading towards your place, or is it just coincidence?" Benny asked her, for really the first time with her his voice was full of lust. Benny didn't know if he could stand not being with her the rest of the night.

"I can never imagine you as a bitch." Benny said, somehow refraining his lust for her and continuing the conversation. "And a beautiful women like you must of had all of the boys banging on your door." He added, actually sounding a bit jealous. Benny understood if she didn't want to tell him about her exes, as Benny really didn't feel like telling her about Andrea, as it would totally kill the mood. So he simply shrugged. "I am the extremely jealous sort, so maybe it is for the best if you would prefer not to tell me." Benny said to her, he really didn't want to know

"Really..." Benny said, it was really confusing the turn of topics she was now talking about. How can you get pregnant, but not really pregnant. Benny again, really didn't want to know and Cordelia did tell him not to ask so he just laughed. "Well, can you blame them, you are beautiful." Benny said to her, feeling that a compliment will make her feel better about the conversation. Benny placed his arm around her shoulder and held her close to him. He liked just being around her.

Tags: Cordelia Chase
Words: 617
Notes: The hornball is back, lol, seriously don't judge him, lol

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"I am an adorable person," she said with a smile on her face. She was enjoying her night and it was good to be out on a date. The girl hadn't really been on one since like ever. The last time she was on one...wow it was probably high school. Oh wait no she had Groo who took her out to dinner or she was taking him out to dinner since he had no money so yeah she hadn't been on one since high school where the boy paid for the date. She missed dating and being with Benny it was a nice refresher of what it was like to be out and about, having fun without worrying about the supernatural, she would have to thank him for that one day he was making her pretty happy.

"You sir, are so hiding your peryness!" She said with a giggle as she nudged him. It was clear what Benny wanted, he wanted to have sex tonight and him being just a bit dirty was a clear indicator but honestly Cordelia wasn't even in the mood anymore. She was tired and just wanted to sleep. The date was of course fun and all but she wasn't too sure if she was ready to open herself like that...okay, those were totally the wrong words to use. She couldn't use let in either so she would just say connect, she didn't want to connect in that way because she kind of wasn't ready. She has had sex a bunch of times before well not a bunch but yeah she just wasn't in the mood it didn't feel right to.

"So you have to drink just to not be bad?" She said rhetorically. "I guess it makes sense gotta be drunk to handle yourself," she said with a little laughter. She wondered what bad things Benny could have done, she didn't think it could be that bad besides the killing innocent people. It seemed as if no one could be worse than Angelus, but she had heard of vampires called originals or something like that who were pretty bad. Sh didn't get why some vampires chose the path of evil when they clearly could be good, maybe it was because they felt superior just because they were stronger or something or they felt like they had to be the predator, she wasn't sure maybe she'd ask Angel one day, she could even ask Benny.

Cordelia was surprised at what Benny said, she didn't even notice they were heading to her house. "I don't even know how that happened," she said a bit shocked at herself. "Sorry but looks like you get to wait a little bit longer," she teased. "To see my body that is," she said with a wink. The ball was so on her field and she had the power right now. "Yeah...I won't tell you all you need to know is about the guy who cheated on me but that's a story for another day," she said with a smile. He didn't need to know about Doyle just yet but if anything went on in the near future with Benny then she would because Doyle was an important guy in her life.

"Still! They should buy me dinner first!" She said as they walked up the steps to the house. "Well," she said looking at the vampire. "Goodnight Benjamin," she said with a smile as she gave him a peck and went into the house. It was a good date and maybe she should have invited him in but right now all she wanted to do was go to bed and then do her nails tomorrow morning.

Word count: 615
Tag: Benny
Outfit: Here!
Notes: Threaad done

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