::Lisa:: I Can't Quit You Baby

[Dean Jonathon Winchester]

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Dean had left Sam at the hotel for a little bit letting Sam get some rest, He needed it after everything. Plus Dean needed to get a away for a while and get a bite to eat. he was driving in the Impala making his way to the town grill, he had been there a time or two and loved the food, but Dean always loves the food anywhere he goes so it didn’t matter much were he went. He just didn’t know right now how the food might sit with him, he had been so busy hunting and working his ass off. He really didn’t even get sleep anymore, he didn’t even know what sleep was.

Things were still pretty much same old same old for Sam and Dean. Sam was doing a lot better now that he had his soul, he was able to tell what was a dream and what wasn’t a lot better now then before. Dean had not really seen Cass much lately or heard from Bobby, it seems everyone is to busy to hang or help Sam and Dean these days. He has been busy with Rufus on a lot of hunting jobs, He didn’t want to bother Bobby anyway he knew he was getting tired of the Heaven and Hell stuff, he was more about the little jobs now, so Dean didn’t really want to call him in less he would have to.

Dean had finally made it to the grill, so he parked the Impala and begin to make his way inside to get food. he walked in to the grill and found himself a table, he picked up the menu to what he might be getting to eat. His stomach still seemed a bit queasy so he really had needed to eat, but it was so hard for Dean seeing that everything on there looked so good.

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[Lisa Anna Braeden]

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Lisa let out a sigh as she parked her car in front of the grill. What a day, she thought to herself as she headed for the entrance. It seemed like nothing had gone right for her. First she had slept through her alarm because of a nightmare, which made both her and Ben late. Then once she got to work, she realized she had forgotten some files that she was supposed to bring with her and her boss had yelled at her, saying that if she messed things up again, she'd be out of a job. But it wasn't like she had deliberately forgotten the files, but that hadn't mattered to the man. Well, if I did get fired, it wouldn't be that much of a loss. I don't really like my job anyway, she mused to herself. But there was Ben to think about. She couldn't just up and quit or get fired. Ben needed a stable environment---especially now that she and Dean were broken up. Dean...just the thought of him still sent shivers of pleasure up and down her spine. Despite his gruff exterior, he was a sweet man...and an excellent lover. But like everything else in her life, that relationship had gone sour. Not that it was his fault. She just couldn't handle him being a hunter and being gone all the time, which wasn't fair to him. He needed someone who could deal with that kind of stuff and be there to support him emotionally. Someone strong, someone---not her.

Pushing these thoughts away, Lisa walked into establishment, scanning the area for a table. Thankfully the place wasn't too crowded, which meant that there were plenty of places to sit. Now she just had to pick a spot. Suddenly, she froze. It---it couldn't be. He couldn't be here. He would have no reason to be...unless Ben had called him, which wasn't likely as there was nothing going on here anymore. Should I go say "Hi" or should I just pretend that I didn't see him? she wondered. The latter option was more appealing as she wasn't really sure what she would really say to him, but that was a coward's way out and she was many things, but a coward wasn't usualy one of them.

Squaring her shoulders, she walked over to his table and as she got closer, she could see that he was reading the menu. Okay, so he probably just stopped in for a bite which means he's not here for a job. So I can just say "Hi" and then be on my way, she surmised. Oh, no. She wasn't a coward at all. Sure. She should just keep telling herself that.
"I recommend the grilled cheese and the apple pie," she stated.

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[Dean Jonathon Winchester]

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Dean looked and looked through the menu trying to find something new to maybe try, but sadly it always came back to the same thing that he wanted to eat. Hamburger, French fires and ice cold soda, it was the only thing that sounded good to him. After everything that happened recently Dean was going to splurge. “Well well what to get, I wonder what the hell is good around here anyway.” Dean said out loud to himself. But it wasn’t long after that someone had chimed in after what he said, but it was a voice he never would have expected to hear. It was the voice that kept Dean going, the voice that made him want to push through life, the only reason that he was still standing tall.

Dean slowly placed the menu down on the table, then looking up at hers slowly. She still looked as great as ever, nothing had changed nor would he want her to. It was Lisa Braeden the only love of Dean‘s life, he had not seen her since he left home. It seemed she was still living in town even after he left. He would have never left in the first place but she couldn’t deal with this life anymore, never being home with her, her having to worry about whether he was dead or not. He couldn’t blame really not wanting to deal with all that, because the truth was Dean could die any day. With Sam and Dean’s job comes with death and lots of it.

Dean was a lose of words he didn’t even know what to say, all he could do was smile at how great she looked how much he had missed her. A part of him just wanted to get up from this table and hold her tight never letting her go. “Lisa hey what you doing here?” Dean said in nervous like tone. “You look like you are doing good, you still living around here then?” Dean didn’t know what to say, he was so nervous and miss her so much. He was sure she was sill mad with him, having to go back to hunting at all. Which why he was shock that she was even talking to him. “I miss you guys.” It just came out he couldn’t hold it back, he had to tell her how he felt.

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From his reaction to her comment, it was apparent that Dean hadn't expected to see her, which was further evidenced by him asking her what she was doing there and if she still lived in town.
"Yes, I still live here," she confirmed. Did he really think that she would move without telling him? I would never do that to him...especially since he and Ben have hit it off so well, she thought. She would never deny Ben the chance to spend time with his own father...not that either of them knew the truth.

Then his first comment sank in and she shyly brushed back a lock of hair. "I'm a mess actually," she corrected. "But you're looking pretty good," she told him, looking down at her white blouse and rumpled blue slacks. And he did. He was dressed casually but comfortably, and was actually wearing an outfit that she had always secretly called her favorite. But that didn't really explain why he was here now. What is he doing here? What---what should I say to him? she wondered. She knew Ben missed him something fierce and so did she for that matter, but that was beside the point. It was better this way. Dean was free to do his job without having to worry about them and she and her son were safe. It was a win-win situation that was for the best. After all, if Dean was worrying about her and Ben, he couldn't properly focus on whatever he needed to do. And she would never want him to be distracted like that. It could get him killed.

At his admission that he missed them, Lisa's smile waned. She didn't want him to miss them. Well, she did, but she didn't want him to feel tied down or anything. She knew he had been practically climbing the walls the last time he had stayed with her and Ben and she didn't want to make him feel that way again.
"Ben misses you too," she finally confessed. So do I, she silently added. But she couldn't tell him that. He would think that she was trying to get him to stay, and she wasn't going to make him feel guilty for her breaking up with him. That wouldn't be fair.

But what was Dean doing here anyways? Surely not just because he missed them. Oh, dang. There's not--- her thought trailed off as something occurred to her.
"Dean, is everything okay here? I mean, there's not like a job here, is there? Because if there is, and I need to get Ben out of town---" her voice trailed off in panic. Why wouldn't Dean call and tell her there was danger here? He would've, wouldn't he? Unless maybe he didn't know what the danger was. Then, as if catching herself, she inhaled and exhaled slowly. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to freak out on you. And besides, that's none of my business anyways," she apologized. Then, "How have you been?"

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[Dean Jonathon Winchester]

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He was happy to hear that Lisa still lived in the house they bought with one another, it sucked that he could be with her. He so much wanted a normal life with her. But Dean should have known that there is never no getting out of this life, once you are in it that it he should have known better then to try and think things would be ok. He couldn’t help but at lest try Lisa was the best girl that Dean had ever been with, he knew she was the one when he met her. That fun weekend they had with one another where Dean was a young hunter, and she was a sexy young Yoga instructor. It was a weekend he will never forget.

He was a bit worried to why Lisa was a mess, he hoped that everything at home was ok with her and Ben. “Why are you a mess what’s wrong? Tell me maybe I can help you.” Dean said reaching over placing his hand on hers, letting her know that he was there. “Just so you know I’m mess as well, I had to help Sam get his soul back. On top of that I’m alone, I don’t get Sleep, I don’t eat, and I don’t have a good girl anymore to love me.” He said giving her a smile. “So life hasn’t been so kind to me ether.” Dean couldn’t keep his eyes off of her, she looked even better then he remembered. But then again she always looked great, there was just something about that smile and eyes that drove him nuts. She really was the girl of his dreams, which is why he don’t sleep well, she is all he ever thinks about. And as for food yeah sure Dean eats, but not as well as he did when Lisa was doing the cooking.

He was happy to hear that Ben missed him, he missed that kid more then anything. He really was like a son to him even though sadly he wasn’t his, but there will always be a part of Dean that swears he is his. But ether way he will always treat Ben just like he was his own.

Dean could tell that she was in a panic, wondering if they needed to get out of town. Not that it matter if he had learned anything from being a hunter its that no were is safe. “No you don’t need to leave town, don’t worry Sam and me have it under control.” Dean said trying to calm her down. “Don’t worry Lisa it is your business I would tell you if something was wrong. I want to keep Ben and you safe, I love you guys.” She then asked again how he was doing, and that was it he wasn’t going to hold back. He was going to tell her how he really felt. “You want to know truthfully how I have been? Not good because I miss you and Ben so much, I worry about you all the time wondering if you are ok. I don’t know if you feel the same, but I still love you Lisa more then you know.” He stopped waiting to see what she would say.

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For a moment, Lisa let Dean's hand rest on hers before she gently pulled away, flashing him a smile to let him know that she appreciated his gesture.
"It's just one of those days where everything that could go wrong, does go wrong," she told him. "I overslept which made me late, then once I got to work I realized I had left some files at home and my boss nearly had a heart attack, and that's that," she told him. She wasn't going to tell him about the nightmare though. She didn't even want to think about that. Besides, it wasn't like it would actually come true anyway...would it?

Her eyes widened when Dean told her that he was a mess himself, having had to deal with Sam coming back without a soul and he was alone which meant that he didn't eat or sleep, and he didn't have anyone special.
"Wha---how did he---? I don't---" Lisa knew she probably looked and sounded like an idiot, but she was really confused. How did someone come back without their soul? And who brought Sam back that way and why? "Who brought Sam back? And how was he surviving without a soul?" she queried, her brows furrowing in confusion.

She then let out a sigh of relief as Dean assured her that she and Ben didn't need to leave town.
"Thank goodness," she said. But she would've if Dean thought it was necessary. She'd do anything to protect Ben. A sort of warmth filled her being as he went on to say that it was her business and that he would tell them if something was wrong as he wanted to keep them both safe and that he loved them. Oh Dean, Lisa thought, trying to keep her emotions in check. He really was a great guy and she had completely screwed it up with them.

She bit her lip as he answered her question, saying that actually wasn't good because he worried about them all the time, wondering if they were okay.
"Oh Dean," she murmured, as she sank into the chair. She hadn't meant to cause him all this pain. She just---she just couldn't handle him being gone all the time, which she figured meant that she wasn't right for him. After all, if someone was going to date a hunter, shouldn't they be stronger than she actually was? At his admission that he loved her more than she knew, she let out a deep sigh. Maybe it's finally time I told him the truth, she mused. But this wasn't the place or the time. He had a job to do and she didn't want to distract him.
"Dean...we need to talk...uh---after your job's done. I---I know you usually just save and run, but do you mind sticking around a little bit after you and Sam are done?" she queried nervously. Hopefully, she hadn't completely screwed things up and he'd agree to her request.

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[Dean Jonathon Winchester]

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Dean let out a breath feeling a bit better he was worried things were really wrong with Lisa at home, when really all it sounded like it was were little things. Work troubles, for getting things, and over sleeping. Dean was worried that she hadn’t been able to move on since he left, but really she was fine it sounded like she didn’t need him at all. Which he couldn’t lie a part of him didn’t want her to be ok with out him. He very much wanted Lisa to miss and want him back, because that’s how he felt. He missed and wanted her back everyday, Dean has never loved another girl like he has her. On top of that when he was with her and Ben he actually felt like he had a family he could call his own. Something that Dean though he would never have with anyone, but she showed him he was wrong.

Lisa seemed really shocked to hear that Sam didn’t have a soul, it really made him happy to see that someone was worried for him. “Well a very special Angel came back and helped him with his soul, but it turned out that something didn’t go right and the soul got broken. So some friends of mine helped him and now he is ok, back to the old Sammy that we all know and love.” Dean explained. “But it still don’t change the fact that I miss you like crazy, my life isn’t the same with out you in it.” Dean said with smile. Dean missed that about Lisa always being a concerned mom, she did the same thing with him when he lived there. Making sure he had lunch for work, worried if he drank to much, and always wanting to know what was on his mind. She was always there when Dean needed her and he we will always love her for that.

Dean was happy to hear that she wanted to talk to him, a part of him was worried if he ever saw her again she wouldn’t look at him. Man he was so glad that he was wrong. She was right thought they needed to talk and spend sometime with one another, but here wasn’t the place. “Actually Sam and me aren’t working a job at the moment so we can talk, how about tonight I’m free. You want to go back to your house over a cup of Coffee? You always did make a good cup of Coffee.” He hope that she would say yes, but at the same time saying going back to her place didn’t sound so great. He really didn’t want her getting the wrong idea, he really did just want to talk and spend time. He waited patiently to see what she would say.

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[Lisa Anna Braeden]

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After telling him what had happened, Lisa saw Dean let out a relieved sigh.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I know when you have problems, they're much bigger than work or something trivial like that. I mean---well, you know what I mean," she apologized. That was stupid, Lisa. You know how he can get, she chided herself. But she hadn't meant to scare him, she just wanted to tell the truth. She had missed having another adult to talk about her day with. Okay, that wasn't entirely true. She had her friends, but it wasn't the same. Ever since she had found about the Supernatural, she had felt---changed---for a lack of a better word. And maybe she was changed. She certainly wasn't as easy-going as she had used to be.

Then she forced these thoughts away and listened as he explained how an angel had brought Sam back without his soul and then they had had to work with him to get him back to normal.
"Well, I'm glad he's okay," Lisa said. And she was. Dean had probably been freaking out when Sam wasn't himself. She knew that if she was in his shoes and it was Ben who had been brought back without a soul, she would've been freaking out. She'd be happy to have him back because, you know, she didn't want her son to die, but she'd want him to have his soul. She had done a little research and had learned that some cultures viewed the soul as a life-force. But on the other hand, she couldn't be sure if that was true or a myth. Maybe I should ask him sometime, she mused to herself.

Then, she smiled ruefully as he admitted that he still missed them like crazy.
"We miss you too," she told him, as she once again tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. It wasn't necessary since there wasn't really a strand out of place, but it gave her something to do. "But Dean, we---I wouldn't want to put you in danger," she said, biting her lip. At his response that they weren't working on a job and that he was free that night, Lisa nodded.
"Tonight would be great, but let's not make it my place. I don't want Ben to get the wrong idea," she responded. And that was important to her: setting a good example for Ben and not getting his hopes up. She knew how much he liked Dean. If he saw them together, he would think that they were getting back together when they weren't. "Do you remember the coffee shop on Main Street?" she asked..

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Dean gave Lisa a smile when she said she was happy about Sam being better, he was happy too he didn’t know how much more he could take of his brother like that. He killed Dean the way that he was acting and things he was doing. But most of all it was the thing that he was saying that killed Dean more then anything, it seemed like half the time they were hurtful yet mean things. It really was great to have the hold Sammy back now, in that time it really did do a number on Dean. Which was another reason he felt like he needed Lisa more now then ever. He would have loved to have her to talk to, she was always great about making him feel better. It really has been hard with out her around, her and Ben. “Thanks Lisa.” He told her. “It means a lot hearing you say that.”

It made Dean feel great hearing that she missed him to, he had missed her so much more then she knew. “Don’t worry you aren’t putting me in any danger, every once and while I do get a brake from hunting. Right now we are taking it easy so Sam can get some much needed rest.” Said Dean. He though that it was sweet that she always worried about his job, she understood how important being a hunter really was. It also made him feel bad knowing that his job was also the reason they didn’t see each other, and Dean hated that.

He wanted to spend sometime alone with her, but she did have a good point with Ben being there might not be a great idea just yet. “Yeah you are right I guess not, and I’m sure he is not in bed just yet. Hopefully he is working on his home work, other wise me and him need to have a talk.” He said smiling at her. Dean was a stickler when it came to making sure he got his home work done, he wanted to make sure he could go far one day in school. Unlike Dean were school really was tough for him, not to mention he was always busy hitting on girls.

Dean did remember the little coffee shop they went to, they did have great coffee but it was nothing like Lisa’s. “Yeah I do remember that place we loved it there, didn’t they also have great Pie? We so should head there, I got my car want to ride with me” He asked Lisa.

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From Dean's smile and his verbal response, it was obvious that her comment had pleased him. I can't even imagine, she thought to herself. She knew how close the two brothers were and having Sam not acting like himself had probably been really hard on Dean...not that he was likely to admit it. But that was just one of the many things she loved about him: he was so selfless, putting the needs of others before his own, though at times she wanted to throttle him because he couldn't see for himself what a great guy he was.

At his reply that they were between jobs at the moment, Lisa threw him a small smile.
"I'll betcha hunting's the only job where it's good to be unemployed," she stated, trying for a joke and hoping it wouldn't fall flat. She was never good at jokes, but she wanted to show him that despite the fact that she couldn't handle him being away on a hunt, she understood how important his work was. Then again, maybe her would-be joke wasn't the best way to do it. "Not that I'm making fun---I know how important it is. Believe me, I know," she hastened to assure.

She was relieved when he agreed that going back to her place wasn't the best idea and that he seemed to understand where she was coming from.
"Thank you, Dean. And of course you can visit Ben---I would never keep you guys apart---it's just...what I have to say...it's a delicate situation," she told him. She wasn't sure how she was going to tell Ben that Dean was his father. Heck, how was she gonna tell Dean he was Ben's father? Would he hate her for keeping it from him for so long? Or would he understand the reasoning? At first she hadn't been sure who the father was, though she hadn't really been with many guys back then, but she had done the math and she had realized that Dean was the only one who fit the timeline. And she had been planning on telling Dean the truth when he had showed up the last time, but then she had found out about what he did for a living and she had chickened out. She didn't want her and Ben to be a weak spot for Dean. What if something did got it into its head to come after Ben to get to Dean? She'd never forgive hersel if anything happened to either one of them.

At Dean's comment about school work, she grimaced.
"He's been trying to slack all of a sudden. I'm not sure if it's because the material's gotten too hard or if it's something else...he won't talk to me," she confessed. And that killed her. Ben knew that he could talk to her about anything and yet, he was shutting her out and she had no idea why.

Lisa let out a little laugh as Dean recalled the coffee shop, stating that he liked their coffee but it wasn't as good as hers.
"Maybe you should tell them that," she teased. Her laugh grew at his comment about pies. "Yes, they still have that apple pie you like," she assured him. In fact, she had been trying to wrangle that recipe from the cook so that she could make it herself. So far though, the man wasn't budging. "Well, I don't want to keep you from your food, so I should probably go," she said. "It was nice seeing you again," she stated as she stood up. Then, she turned and started to walk away.

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[Dean Jonathon Winchester]

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Lisa was somewhat right and wrong, yes it might be nice to be your own boss with this job but there are days where Dean would much rather have a real one. It kind of sucks always having to use stolen credit cards just to get by, eating fast food, staying in crappy motels. But the worst one of it all was not just getting to live a normal life, he would much rather live with the girl he loves. Being the man she deserves and being a father figure for Ben. That’s the life he dreams about, the one thing that he wished he could so get back too. “Yeah I guess but the life can get old pretty fast, you know what I miss?” he asked her. “Getting to live with you and Ben, I wish so much I could go back to that You guys were my everything. But I know I cant.”

He didn’t like that Lisa didn’t realize how important she in fact was to him, she meant so much more to him then she knew. “Yeah Its Important job I will give you that, but you know what? You and Ben are Important to me to, you mean so much to me Lisa and I love you both.” There wasn’t a moment when working that he didn’t think of them, they were what kept him going in life. Other wise he really didn’t see the point.

He really didn’t get what she meant by Delicate situation? All he could think of was Ben must really be mad at Dean for leaving, and miss him after all this time. But then again maybe school was really kicking his ass. “I know you wouldn’t keep us apart, but I also know this isn’t easy for him me not being around. Ben and me got really close in the time I was living there, I really do miss him.” Dean wasn’t to happy hearing that he was slacking in school, he knew that they did need to have a talk and soon. “Don’t worry When I see him I will talk to him, and when I’m done he will start caring about school again” He said smiling at Lisa. Dean knows that she knew when it came to school he didn’t play around, he was kind of hard on him when it came to school. But it was for good reasons after all and Lisa knew that as well.

After they had a laugh for a moment Lisa had gotten up from the Table like she was leaving, which had him a little confused to why? He didn’t want her leaving just yet, he wanted to spend more time with her. “Hey don’t go I haven’t even order yet, lets get out of her and go get that Coffee instead what you say?” He said getting up from the table taking her hand looking deep into her eyes hoping she would say yes.

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Lisa grew quiet as Dean told her that his life could get old fast and that he missed living with them and that he wished that he could have them around even though he couldn't.
"We miss having you around too," she said quietly. Which was completely true. There were some mornings where she'd wake up and wish that Dean was in the bed beside her. But that was just a fantasy and she knew it. What he was doing was too important for him to just settle down and live life like he didn't have a care in the world. Besides, with the way he liked to move from place to place, he was likely to get cabin fever after a couple of days and she'd never want him to feel restless or resent her for tying him down.
"I know you can't, Dean. And that's okay. Just knowing that you're out there, making it safe for us...it comforts me," she told him, fighting the urge to place a hand on his wrist. Stay focused. Don't overstep your bounds, she cautioned. She had no right to be so familiar with Dean, not after breaking up with him. That right was reserved for whoever he decided to let into his life, but not her. Not anymore...maybe never again.

When he went on to say that she and Ben meant a lot to him and that he loved them, she smiled at him.
"And you mean a lot to us," she assured him. Which he did. Despite the break up, she still featured the few photos he had allowed her to take of him around the house. And no matter what any of her friends said, she wasn't putting them aside or getting rid of them.

She then sighed in relief when he assured her that he knew that she'd never keep them apart and that he understood that it was hard for the boy not having him around as they had gotten close. She was also relieved when he promised to talk to him about school and get him back on track.
"Thank you. That would be appreciated," she told him. Ben hadn't listened to any of her lectures, so maybe Dean could get through to him. Ben idolized Dean so maybe the lecture coming from him would make more of an impact.

She had only taken a few steps when he stopped her, saying that he hadn't even ordered yet and that maybe they could go to the coffee shop.
"Are you sure you wanna have this conversation tonight?" she queried, turning back to face him. "You just said that you were trying to relax and what we need to talk about's not very relaxing," she reminded him. The last thing she wanted to do was stress him out...especially with everything else he had obviously had to deal with.

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Dean missed Lisa so much, a part of him wanted to just leave now and go home with her. Go to bed with her and hold her tightly through out the night like they us to. Dean felt like when he had her in his arms life was complete, he was whole and nothing else in the world matter. The only thing that did was her with him in that moment. He wanted that back so bad, but he knew that it wasn’t going to be easy for them. He knew that for Lisa it would take time and he understood that, he just hope that maybe they could try again and date even if he was a hunter. He just didn’t know if Lisa could be ok with that? He looked at Lisa trying not to cry for how much he missed her. “I keeps me going knowing that you are out there thinking of me babe.” He said while placing his hand on his cheek. “it’s the only thing that does.”

They were all Dean though about, to him they were his family. Lisa was more then a girlfriend to him but more like a wife, and Ben well Dean still swears that he is his kid. Even though Sadly he isn’t But he very much would like him to be. Not that it matter he still treats him like he was his kid anyway, and deep down to Dean he will always be like his son to him.

Dean really didn’t get why Lisa was leaving, he wasn’t ready to leave her side just yet. This was the happiest he had felt in months getting to see her, and there was still so much more he wanted to know, so much more he wanted to say. Dean stood up standing looking at Lisa right in the eyes, letting her know he was there and he wasn’t going to leave her. “Look whatever it is you need to talk to me about lets do it, relaxing or not.” Dean couldn’t lie though he was a bit concerned to what he was she needed to talk to him about, it kind of did have him worried. “What not relaxing? I mean what is it babe is everything ok?” He asked her still looking passionately in her eyes.

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Note-I hope this is ok, sorry long day kind of out of it.

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[Lisa Anna Braeden]

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Lisa smiled when Dean stated knowing that she was out there thinking about him kept him going. That made her feel good---like she had just gotten the winning ticket to the lottery...as stupid as that sounded. When he put his hand on her cheek, she closed her eyes briefly and leaned into the touch.
"Dean," she murmured. She had forgotten how gentle and warm his touch was. His touch always reassured her and told her that everything would be okay. Then, catching herself, she moved away. What was she thinking? She shouldn't have allowed that! They weren't together anymore! She couldn't be acting like they were. However, she gave him a smile to let him know that he hadn't been the one to do something wrong. It had all been her. She had no right to assume anything when it came to Dean.

She had turned to go again when he said that whatever they needed to talk about, they should do so whether or not he was relaxing. Oh Dean. There you go again, always putting someone else's needs before your own, she thought to herself. He really was a lot more selfless than people gave him credit for. When he asked why it wasn't relaxing and what was wrong, she thought that she would melt. It was obvious that he was worried.
"It's nothing bad," she assured him. "But it is important," she continued. I just hope he doesn't end up hating me, she thought to herself. But really, who could blame him if he did? After all, she was keeping something extremely vital from him. Something that she really should've told him years ago. But she hadn't. And why? Because she was a big stinkin' coward, that's why. But that was neither here or there. What mattered was focusing on the present and making things right. Hopefully Dean wouldn't hate her...

OOC
No worries. Sorry it took me so long to reply. Had to fight being museless and just decided the heck with it. And I assumed you meant that Dean put a hand on Lisa's cheek not his own.

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[Dean Jonathon Winchester]

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Dean could tell that Lisa was happy with him being there, just by the way she leaned into his touch, the way she closed her eyes in that moment. Dean wanted to kiss her so bad in that moment, but he didn’t know if it was the right time. Plus He really didn’t want to be slapped across the face, or make Lisa uncomfortable for that matter. He would wait for the right moment when to do it again, if he ever gets that moment that is. Dean knows how she feels about the hunting life, she hated it. So who knows if she would ever allow him to get that close again. He hopes that she does though, right now all he could think about was kissing her. Feeling her soft yet sweet lips on his, he missed more then anything.

Dean knew that she needed to tell him something important, and right now that is all that matted, not even hunting that could wait. Right now Lisa and Ben were his family and family comes first. Dean knew that Sam would be ok for awhile anyway, he had Sarah to keep him company for a bit so he knew he be fine. “Well if its important then I want to know about it, so lets go.” Dean then took her hand and walked with her to the coffee shop, that way they could talk about whatever it was she had on her mind.

They had made it there and walked through the doors, right away you could smell the fresh Coffee aroma through out the place. “All right take a seat and I will bring us some coffees, ok babe.” Dean then walked over to the counter ordering two Coffees for him and her, still remembering the way she liked her coffee. After he got them he made his way back over to her sitting down handing her the cup. “Here you go babe, I still remember the way you like it.” He said giving her a smile. “So what is it we need to talk about, I’m all ears.” Dean then sat down while taking a drink of his Coffee.


Word Count- 360
Tagged- Lisa
Outfit- Click here for Dean's outfit.
Note-Yeah thats what i meant, i dont know what i was thinking. Anyway i pushed along the post so they could talk, we are now at the Coffee shop

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