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Heaven was surprisingly quiet in his head. This was unlike what he knew. Usually there were so many voices in his head that there wasn’t a moment’s peace, millions of voices crying out all at once. It was a strange feeling, quiet. Castiel enjoyed the quiet though and appreciated it. It is nice he thought as he looked out the window of the hotel room he was staying in for a little while. He was thinking of going to see Dean and Sam. He had been a while for a while and wanted to check up on them. He knew that if they needed him they would call, Dean always did and Sam was a little reluctant to call him if he needed help.

That little fact hurt Castiel a little and at first it was hard to place the feeling soon though he figured it out after talking with Bobby for a while. Castiel was hurt. He didn’t like the feeling. He knew he should talk about to Sam about this but he hadn’t had the time so far. He also didn’t want to make Sam made at him at the moment. He didn’t want to cause a rift between Dean and Sam because they worked better together than apart. That was common sense so for now he would keep his mouth shut about it unless it would be wise to talk to Dean about it first. Dean was more understanding than Sam of the two brothers.

Sometimes Castiel felt like Sam didn’t trust him. He knew Dean had after everything that he had been through and everything Castiel had done for the brothers but ever since Lucifer had went into Sam and then still after Sam got his soul back there was this feeling every time Sam was around that Castiel felt like that. Castiel didn’t understand this. Sam should be like Dean because of everything that Sam had gone through, because it was just as much as Dean had, that he should trust him. Castiel had gone through a lot to help the brothers. He threw everything that he had believed in away to help the brothers achieve all that they have. He didn’t understand humans sometimes.

He closed his eyes and sighed. He thought of where he wanted to go and soon he was there. He looked around the town square of Richmond. He would talk to Dean later now he just wanted to go for a nice walk. No one was around right now. He started walking around and soon the streets started to fill with people. Castiel stuck his hands into his coat pockets as he had seen man do and continued his walk.

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The radio was blaring as loud as he wanted he didn’t care, he was taking a bit of a drive getting ready to make a quick run. Sam and Dean needed some essential things, like shampoo, toothpaste, food, and of course some pie. Plus Dean felt like taking a drive with his baby, getting away for a bit. It wasn’t that often that anymore that he would just take her out for a spin and listen to music, it was something he missed doing. To Dean it was a great way let out some steam and clear his head, which was something he like to do a lot. Other wise he would accidentally lash out at Sam and that isn’t something he likes to do, even though most the time Dean wins.

Diving along the dark streets looking for a convent store, he had noticed someone in the distance. Someone walking across the street that looked a lot like Castiel, but then again lots of men wear jackets like that. Plus why would he just be walking along the streets this late at night alone, wasn’t really his style. But he drove around anyway hoping to get a closer look at him, it didn’t hurt to make sure, what else did he have to do. But as he got closer he realized that he was wrong it was Castiel, what the hell was he even doing.

Dean pulled the Impala up on the side of the road quickly getting out, you could see how pissed he was by how fast he got out. “Cass what the hell man.” He said while walking up the Angel. Dean stood right in front of him getting up into his face, hoping for some answers. “Why are you walking along the road by yourself, if you were back why didn’t you come and see me and Sam? What the hell Cass!” Dean asked yelling at the Angel.

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Cass was enjoying the peace and quiet that he had. He knew he would have to go see the Winchester boys soon now that he was back. Cass enjoyed being with the two hunters as they gave him a sense of brotherhood that he never felt with his other Angels. He learned humor from them and actual loyalty. The Winchester boys were thicker than thieves and it was a grand sight. Of course there had been a few bumps along the way but they always seemed to work things out no matter what. It always intrigued the Angel as how they did. Cass knew some Angels who would get into a spat and never reunite as friends. It was a difficult concept for Cass to learn but they seemed to fix their relationship with trust and care. Cass felt like a brother to the Winchester boys and Dean had even said that he was like a brother to them. That had given him another feeling that he didn’t know before and he learned that he did care what the boys thought of him; strange concept for an Angel.

Castiel had seen Dean drive by but he kept on walking. He figured Dean didn’t see him and he would just talk to him later. Of course Dean drove closer to him and Cass pretended not to notice. Soon the Impala that Dean loved so much was on the side of the road and a pissed Dean was getting out of the car walking towards him. Cass knew that a piss Dean was not something to be pushed aside. Dean could get out of control sometimes due to his anger. He just looked at Dean as Dean went off asking him what he was doing and such. Cass lifted his eyes a little and looked around the town. He then looked back at Dean and said I am walking through town Dean. He wondered why this bothered Dean so much. He shrugged at Dean’s question about not coming to see him or Sam. I thought that you were busy and didn’t need me. I wanted to go for a walk by myself first then I was planning on dropping in on you and Sam to see how you two are doing he said plainly. He had no idea why Dean had to get upset over nothing.

He took his hand out of his pocket and placed it on Dean’s shoulder. He looked Dean squarely in the eyes and asked how are you?

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Dean really didn’t get why Castiel was what looked like ignoring him, walking along acting like he didn’t see him. He began to wonder what was even wrong with the Angel, why he was walking alone like this? Dean knew that something had to troubling him which made him even more mad that he had not came to see Sam and him. They could be able to help with whatever the hell was wrong with him, or they could at lest be there for all the times Castiel was there for them. Dean still looked at him a bit confused, he acted like it was no big deal that he was just talking a walk. “You know Cass I see that you are talking a walk, what I don’t get is why what is wrong? Something is troubling you man I can see it, so tell me what is up?” The Hunter asked the Angel.

He wondered if Castiel could see that something had been troubling him, it had been a rough few days having to get Sam’s back together with it broken and all. But in the long run they have managed, it just would have been nice having Castiel here with them. “Well I was busy Cass but Sam and me we could have used your help, I don’t know why but his soul that he had gotten back was broken. So Buffy and her gang had to help him with it. it’s a good thing she knows a really good witch because I had no idea where you were.” Dean said trying to stay calm, last thing that he wanted was to get mad. After all he did miss the Angel friend, which was part of the reason he was acting this way. “So have you been busy with the war in heaven then? I mean where have you been this whole time are you doing ok?” Dean was worried for his friend and hoped things were ok for him.

Castiel had asked Dean how he was doing and really he didn’t even know how to answer that, so much as gone on for the hunter. Things were bad there for awhile with Sam, but things were stating to get better. Dean even had a run in with Lisa which was good. “Ok I guess now anyway, things were pretty bumpy there for awhile with Sam but I think we are ok. I know one thing we could use are friend, we really have missed you Cass.” He said with a smile. It was true they did miss Castiel, because when they were all together they made one hell of a team.

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Castiel didn’t want to bother Dean and Sam with everything that he was dealing with. He knew they would want to help him with it once he told them but they always had so much going on that Cass didn’t want to bog them down with the war in Heaven. A lot of the angels were wondering if Cass could do anything without the Winchester boys and he was going to prove to them that he could. He helped Sam and Dean, not the other way around. He was an angel of the Lord, though he had strayed from his brothers and sisters, he knew what they wanted was not God’s will. He just knew it couldn’t be and yet they continue on in their blind faith not questioning their father doing horrible things like trying to bring on the apocalypse. That was basically what Raphael was trying to do and why Cass had to win the war in Heaven. He just couldn’t let what Sam, Dean, Bobby, Ellen, Jo, and he went through be for nothing.

Castiel wondered why Dean was looking at him confused. He simply told Dean what he was doing. How was that confusing? Humans, they were impossible to understand sometimes. Dean went on how he saw that Castiel was taking a walk he just didn’t know what was wrong and why he was taking a walk. Castiel honestly didn’t want Dean to know what he was doing. He also didn’t want to burden Dean with what he was doing. They had their own problems and Castiel didn’t need to pile his on top of Dean’s. That wouldn’t be fair to him especially after everything they had been through together. They were like brothers and Castiel didn’t want this weight on Dean’s shoulders. It might end up crushing him after everything that has happened and is probably happening right now. Castiel looked at Dean and said nothing is up but the sky Dean. He honestly didn’t understand Dean’s “what’s up question.” He would have to be more specific. Sarcasm was another thing he learned from the Winchester boys.

Dean started to tell him about what was going on with Sam. This concerned the angel as Sam was like a brother to him as well. He didn’t like that Sam’s soul was broken. Who is this Buffy he asked Dean trying to get all caught up to speed. The war in Heaven had taken its toll on the angel to where he wasn’t around so much for Dean and Sam. He sighed and said to Dean I was busy with the war in Heaven. I am sorry I didn’t help you Dean. I didn’t know you needed me. I am sorry. Words couldn’t express how sorry the angel was. He had been keeping secrets from the Winchester boys and when they needed him he wasn’t there. He felt bad. He thought that was how you described it, no, he felt worse than bad. He felt like he had failed them. They had always been there for him and he them, until now.

Dean asked him if he had been busy with the war in Heaven and if he was okay. Castiel nodded and said yes I have been busy with the war in Heaven. Raphael is powerful and I am doing my best to win. I think I may have a way to win the war. I am okay he said hoping Dean wouldn’t ask too many questions about his plan. He would simply tell Dean that this was something he had to do alone. Dean then answered Castiel’s question about how he was doing. Dean had said that they had missed him. He had missed them both as well. It was a weird feeling friendship and brotherhood. It made everyone do strange things, even Castiel. Castiel would die for the Winchester boys and they would for each other and for him. It was a strange bond loyalty. It was something he learned from them. I have missed you as well and I am glad you are okay Dean. How is Sam? You said his soul was broken he said his hands back in his coat pockets.

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Castiel really was so much more then just an Angel to Dean, he was more like a friend, hell he was family. Dean felt like he could tell the Angel anything and he would listen. Not that he couldn’t do that with Sam, but sometimes it nice to talk to someone else about his problems. Sam had enough stress to live with he didn’t need to worry about Dean anymore then he does, plus sometimes he needed to rant about Sam. He couldn’t exactly rant about him to to his face, that wouldn’t solve anything it would just make a pretty big fight. That’s something the Winchester brothers do quite enough of so they didn’t need anything to add to it.

Dean couldn’t help but smile about Castiel’s sky commit, things did always seem to go above his head. But that was ok it made Dean laugh hearing the crazy commits he would say about it. “Yeah I know about the sky being up there, but what I meant was is everything ok with you. I mean are you ok Cass, if you need anything or need to talk I’m here for you man. Just remember that ok.” He told the Angel.

The Angel did seem a bit confused when he said something about Buffy, he knew that he might want to explain a bit more about who she was. “Oh sorry man I Guess I should explain Buffy is a good friend of mine, she is really cool and been a great help to Sam and me. She is a Vampire Slayer and man let me tell you she kicks some serous ass!” Dean said in excited like tone. It was true though she was a pretty kick ass, Dean has never seen a girl fight as good as she does. She is pretty much the only chick that could kick Dean’s ass.

He could tell that Castiel felt bad that he wasn’t there for him, Dean was being a bit selfish after all he was helping heaven. They might need him a bit more then Dean would, it was heaven after all. “It ok man I understand you were needed.” Said Dean. He couldn’t lie though he wasn’t to happy about it, seeing that he wasn’t heavens biggest fan. It just seems like more Angels then he could count had fucked him over in the past, well other then Castiel of course. He was pretty much the only Angel out of them all that he liked and trusted. Dean was happy to hear that he was overruling Raphael, he hated that piece of shit of an Angel. “Well that’s good to hear, let me know when you kill that Bitch!” Dean said with a smile.

He was happy to hear that Castiel had missed him, Things hasn’t been the same with out his feathery friend around. Things always seem more fun and funny whenever he is around. ‘Well I’m glad to hear you have man, i was getting worried you forgot about us.” He said patting his hand on the shoulder. He was happy to hear that he was worried for Sam, it made him happy knowing that someone cared. “Sam is doing much better I mean he is Sam again. But yeah some how when he got his soul back the first time it was broken, but he is ok now. We got help from a witch named Willow, she did a spell that took care of all of that.”

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Castiel had been through a lot since he first met the Winchester boys. It had been him who had pulled Dean out of hell. His hand had left a burnt hand print on Dean’s left shoulder when he pulled him out. Castiel could remember that as if it had happened yesterday. Angels from Heaven bursts into Hell and battled their way to reach Dean in time. All they wanted was to stop the apocalypse from happening. Castiel knew he hadn’t made it in time to stop the start of the seals breaking but he knew that they needed Dean to stop it from being completed. He reached Dean and grabbed him bringing him back to his body. He knew Dean had to get out from wherever he was buried by himself. He couldn’t do everything.

After getting Dean out of Hell he tried to communicate to him but unlike Jimmy, his human vessel, Dean couldn’t understand his real voice. Castiel finally had to take a human vessel to talk to Dean. At first when he went to meet Dean him and Bobby tried to kill Castiel. Castiel told Dean who and what he was. He was surprised that Dean and Bobby tried to kill him. Weren’t they curious as to what Castiel was? Castiel had a hard time understand humans even after spending so much time with the Winchester boys and Bobby. Even though he didn’t understand them sometimes he started to care for humans. Something that everyone thought was getting in the way of Castiel’s judgment.

Castiel started to doubt that what the angels were doing was God’s plan. He wondered why God would want the apocalypse to happen and he found out that they weren’t doing God’s plan that God didn’t even care anymore. Castiel started to doubt everything that he had once stood for and the Winchester boys and Bobby gave him a purpose again. They made him feel important and needed. When he helped them he felt like he was doing good for the world again and it was a great feeling. He wanted to keep feeling like that so he continued to help the Winchester boys and somewhere down the road they became like brothers to him. He learned true loyalty because of them.

Dean started laughing about his comment about the sky. This puzzled Castiel as he didn’t know why it was funny. It was the truth, the sky was up and Castiel could even be more literal. Heaven was up as well. Maybe he should have told Dean that, maybe that was what the answer he was looking for, but of course he was wrong. Dean shortly told Castiel what ‘what’s up’ actually meant. Dean looked at the ground for a bit thinking then looked back at Dean. I am okay Dean he said finally after figuring out how to answer the question. I thank you for your concern Dean and your willingness to help is duly noted he said honestly.

Cass knew that Dean would help him; he even knew that Sam and Bobby would as well. He didn’t want to put this bourdon, the war in heaven, on them. He had a plan and it would work, it had to. He wanted to know who this Buffy was that helped Dean and Sam in his absence. After Dean told him about Buffy he noted to himself that he would have to go and talk to this Buffy. Castiel noted that Dean was excited when he was talking about Buffy. He told Cass that she kicked ass and that she was a good fighter. That was a rare comment coming from Dean.

This made him feel worse that someone who Dean didn’t know before was able to help him whereas he couldn’t. Maybe if he wasn’t hiding so much from Dean and Sam he would have been there when Sam needed him. Castiel needed to win the war in heaven but he wasn’t being fair to Sam and Dean as they needed his help as well. Sam’s soul broke and he didn’t even know about it. He should have been there to help Sam. Dena told Castiel that it was okay but he shook his head and said no it’s not okay. Sam is like my brother Dean. I should have been there to help. If I needed him he would have been there. I should have been there for him.

Castiel sighed and nodded. I will let you know when Raphael is dead and the war in heaven is won he said. Dean went on saying how he was glad to know that Castiel missed them and that he had thought that Castiel had forgotten them. How could he have forgotten Dean and Sam? They had become his brothers almost. They were always there for each other so how could Dean think that Castiel had forgotten them. I didn’t forget you guys. Why would I forget you guys you are like my brothers Castiel said. He hardly said that out loud. He listened to what Dean said about Sam carefully. I am glad Sam is okay Dean. I will speak with him soon, very soon. I am sorry for being gone so long he said wishing he had been there when Sam needed him most.

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It felt great getting to talk with his best bud again, he really have missed there talks, but not just that he misdeed hanging out with him. They really did have some fun times when they were with one another, not to mention all the crazy things they have gotten themselves into. But they were all for good reason, Castiel was really did know how to give Dean a laugh. “Well I’m really happy that you are ok, I was really was staring to worry something had happened, I mean me and Sam had not heard anything in month’s! You really have missed a lot that has happed, to tell you the truth I don’t even know where to start on what you missed. Well Sam old girlfriend is in town, and she is a Slayer a kick ass one too.” He then though about it for a moment wondering if he knew what they were. “Wait you know what Slayers are right?” He asked waiting to see what he say, curious to if he did or not.

He could tell that he might have been a little lost on what they are, Dean just guess that by the look he gave him about Buffy. And From what Dean understands most people that know about Slayers knew about Buffy, she was almost famous like a celebrity which was another thing that made her that much more awesome. Not that the needed anymore help with that, Buffy already had enough under her belt for everyone to know that she was epic.

He could tell that Castiel was mad that he wasn’t there for Sam, which really did show Dean that he cared. He couldn’t help but smile a bit happy to hear that. “Its ok man you were busy fighting a war you couldn’t help it, plus you didn’t know all that was going on with him. I mean how could you, don’t worry we took care of it.” He said to the Angel. “If it makes you better just know you owe me one next time I need your help ok, how does that sound?” Dean gave the sad Angel another pat on the back, letting him know that it was ok.

He wanted to be the first to know when he was dead, he hated that fucking Angel for all he was worth and wanted him dead. Hell Dean wouldn’t mind at all if he was the one to do it, but he knows that sadly it was something that Cass needed to do. Which Dean totally understand, if he was him he would feel the same way about it. “But yeah man just let me know, I will be happy when he is biting the dust.


He was so happy to hear that he was sorry about forgetting about them, in away it made Dean feel bad knowing he was that upset , he really didn’t want him tripping about it he knew he had enough to worry about as is. “Like I said Cass don’t worry I understand and I’m not mad man, I get that with heaven you have a lot laying on your shoulders. But you are like a brother to Sam and me to man.” He said smiling at the Angel. “:But yeah Sam will be happy to see you to, so you will need to go see him soon you two have a lot to catch up on.”

Dean then wondered what was next for the Angel, if maybe there was a reason he was back on earth. “So other then wanting to take a walk what’s up? I mean are you working a job for heaven right now or what?” He asked lost.

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Castiel didn’t show it often but he missed his friends when he wasn’t around them. He didn’t know how you showed that to your friends though and since the Winchester boys and Bobby had a hard time expressing feelings already he figured it was normal for them. He didn’t know that they would openly admit to worrying about each other so when Dean told him that he had worried about him he got confused all over again. He couldn’t keep up half the time with them. He just went with whatever they said and did his best to follow along with how they did things. You would think though that Cass would have caught up by now but they just kept changing information on him.

Castiel nodded though at what Dean said. It didn’t feel like month’s to me but time moves differently in Heaven so that is why he said. He thought more about what Dean said. Sam had a girlfriend who was a slayer. Castiel didn’t even know what a slayer was but Dean seemed to like them. Were they a type of monster that was a good guy or were they humans with powers. He would have to investigate this further and make sure that these slayers were really okay. He knew the Winchester boys got distracted easily with pretty woman, especially Dean. No I have no idea what a slayer is but I will check out what they are he said.

Castiel hated not being there for Sam. He was lying to Dean and Sam half the time and avoiding them at all cost because of the deal he made with Crowley so that he could win Heaven. He was doing anything he could to win because Raphael wanted to restart Armageddon. He wanted the big show down of Micheal and Lucifer to take place instead of being happy that the Winchester boys, Bobby, and himself stopped it and saved the world. They saved God’s creation something the angels should have been happy about. He had no idea why they had to turn their backs on each other and what their father created just because God was gone. They should have instead tried to protect God’s creation that much harder. Like a last will from their father.

Castiel nodded at the whole owing Dean one. You bet he said standing there with his hands in his pockets. They were completely naive to everything Cass had been doing. He hated lying to them but it was the only way to keep them safe and to keep the demons at Crowley’s command away from them. He would do whatever it took to beat Raphael and to keep the Winchester boy’s safe. Castiel nodded again. You and Sam will be the first ones I tell. I promise he said hoping that he could keep that promise. He had broken too many already and hated it.

Yet again Dean was so understanding about why he hadn’t been around, war in Heaven and all. It made Castiel feel worse about lying to him. He wasn’t lying about everything just a few parts of where he has been. He has been fighting for the war in Heaven. He just doesn’t mention that he has been helping Crowley some open purgatory so he can take in some souls from there and become more powerful than Raphael. He knew how Dean and Sam would feel if he told them about Crowley seeing as how Crowley became the new devil since Lucifer was trapped in his cage in endless torment thanks to Sam. That was why he allied with Crowley so he could win the war in Heaven and what Sam did and went through was not in vain.

I will go see Sam soon. Maybe let him get some rest though since he has been through a lot. So maybe in the morning I will go see him. You did tell me that humans needed sleep and food. Yes he said looking at Dean. He was looking forward to seeing Sam again and spending some time with the Winchester boys. Crowley didn’t need him for anything right now so he was planning on spending it helping them out as much as possible. It was the least he could do after not being there for Sam now.

Dean had asked what he was doing besides taking a walk. He wondered if he was on a mission for the war in Heaven. Actually right now he wasn’t. He was just taking a good long needed break and then going to have went to the Winchesters tomorrow morning and help them with whatever they needed. He shook his head and said no I am not Dean. I came here to help you and Sam with anything you need. I am at an end pass on my plan for the war in Heaven. I have to wait for something, something that I will get soon and so I figured I would come and see how you and Sam were doing and help you guys out with anything you need. That was completely true because his plan was on hold because he was waiting on Crowley and he came here to see Sam and Dean. Castiel felt good for finally being able to tell them the truth for once. It was hard though for them to know that he was lying which he was glad for. He honestly did miss them though and was glad to see them alive and well.

He took his hands out of his coat pockets and rubbed them together. So tell me Dean, how have you been. How has Bobby been? I should really go check on him as well. He might try to kick my ass as you and he would say for being gone so long Castiel said trying to be humorous like his human friends were always doing. It was harder for Cass to make a joke because he didn’t understand their humor though Dean seemed to find some things he said funny even though he wasn’t trying to make him laugh. It was all so very confusing sometimes.

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Dean remembers that time does moves slower there, he could feel it whenever Sam and him went there. But it also was much different in hell as well, it was one of the things that Dean hated so much about it. It made being there that much worse, but that probably was the whole point. “Yeah it does move different up there, I would hate dealing with that all the time. Don’t you hate it, feeling?” he asked the Angel wondering. “It would be like hell all over for me again man” Dean loved getting to have this talk with Cass just like good old times, talking about things in his world and things in the heaven world. Even though Dean wasn’t the biggest fan of the upstairs, he still liked to hear what was going on with Castiel’s life just as he told him his.

He was surprised to hear that the angel didn’t know what a Slayer was, Dean thought that he pretty much knew what everything in this world was. But he guess he was wrong Castiel didn’t know everything, which made the hunter smile knowing he was more human then he seemed. But that could be from hanging around Sam and Dean so much, being with them so much has rubbed off on him.

It made Dean happy to hear that he was going to try and be there more for him, watch over Sam more. “Thanks man you saying you will be there means a lot, Sam and me really don’t have a lot of people there for us. So we can use all the help we can get. I really just want someone there to make sure no more bad happens to us, I swear I cant take anything else happing to Sammy. I mean he is my brother man, I cant watch him suffer anymore.” Dean said stopping so he didn’t get upset. “I mean come on Cass does it hurt you to see one of your siblings in pain? Wishing there was something that you could do about? Then when you cant it just kills you.” Dean was getting real serous with the Angel now, trying to see if Cass could relate to how he was feeling.

Dean was also happy to hear that Castiel was taking care of all the hell that was going on in heaven, Raphael need to be taken care of once and for all, he had done nothing but make trouble for them all. He was more a demon then Angel really. “Yeah keep me updated, I hate that ass hat and cant wait till he is dead. You know man it just proves that they will make any dumb ass an Angel.” He said trying to make the Angel laugh a bit.

He could tell that the Angel was worried for Sam by the way he was talking, telling Dean to make sure he had done the obvious yet essence things. “Yes he has been getting lots of sleep and has been eating, actually he has had a pretty good apatite. So I think its safe to say he is doing well.” He told the Angel. “But yeah man soon you will need to come and see Sam, I might even have you look him over. You know just to make sure everything is A OK” It wasn’t that he didn’t trust Willow in helping him, its just with there luck he just wanted to be safe.

Again Dean didn’t mean to be up in Castiles space here, he just felt bad for him to be out walking alone. He begin to worry that something was troubling the Angel. “Well I’m glad that nothing is wrong, and I’m happy to hear that you are going to be helping me and Sam more. We really have missed and needed you man.” He said patting him on his back. “Things just haven’t been the same with out you.”

Dean had not seen Bobby in awhile seeing that he was busy hunting with Rufus. “Well man he has been busy out doing job after job, I think when he got his legs back he realized how much it sacred him. So he has been hunting with Rufus ever since.” The hunter explained to the Angel. “As for me I have been doing ok, I ran into Lisa not to long ago and found out some shocking news.”

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Castiel understood why Dean would hate having time move different in heaven if he was there. It would remind of his time in hell. If he remembered correctly Dean was only in there for four months but time did move faster in hell than it did in heaven or on earth so it was more like forty years. The point of that was to prolong the torture there and to keep you in the most pain as possible. Heaven is different though and is paradise for the fair few who get to up there. So time would move more slowly so everyone could enjoy it more. Castiel never really had been in hell except on a mission to save Dean. That took a while, and Castiel didn’t like it. But he wasn’t there too long, not like Dean was. Still the short time he was there to save Dean he didn’t like it so he understood a little how Dean felt.

Well it’s not so bad in heaven, now hell is a different story. Time moves faster in hell than in heaven and earth to torture its victims more. So the short amount of time I was there trying to save you I didn’t like. For you it was worst though. I wouldn’t like that at all he said his hands still in his pockets. I am sorry I didn’t get to you sooner when you were in there Dean he said knowing that Dean knew the only reason Castiel pulled him out was because God wanted him to, to stop all the seals from being broken. That of course didn’t pan out to well and Castiel felt like some of it was his fault.

Castiel knew that if he had gotten to Dean sooner than Dean wouldn’t have broken the first seal and none of that would have even began. If he had also gotten to Dean sooner than Sam wouldn’t have had to get Lucifer back into the pit and then he wouldn’t have come back without a soul. Castiel felt like what happened to Sam was also his fault. He was the angel he was supposed to be able to stop most of what happened. Castiel just had to try and learn to let these things go though; he also never told the Winchester boys this either. He felt like he didn’t need to explain his feelings because they never did either so why should he right.

Castiel didn’t know what these slayers were but he would have to check them out, make sure they were okay. He would have to make sure this Buffy was okay and this Willow, the witch that had helped Sam. Castiel thought that the Winchester boys didn’t trust witches but maybe he was wrong. I thought you didn’t trust witches Dean, or am I mistaken about that information he said. He then sighed and said I know you would do anything for your brother Dean but last I heard you didn’t trust witches and they weren’t that trustworthy. What made you trust this one? Maybe I should check into her just to be sure? Castiel cared about the Winchester boys and didn’t want anyone taking advantage of them. The brother’s had an Achilles’s heel and it was each other.

I will always be there for you Dean. No matter what he said. Castiel meant that as well. He knew he hadn’t been there so much lately for them but he was fighting a civil war in heaven and sometimes he couldn’t get away. He was also doing things for Crowley to be able to win that civil war. He didn’t have that much help in the war as most of the angels in heaven were with Raphael. Castiel didn’t know how he was going to win this without the souls from purgatory. That was going to be the only way he could win the war. He would do whatever it took to make sure that what he and the Winchester boys, and Bobby did wasn’t in vain. Everything that happened to Sam wouldn’t be in vain. Everything everyone sacrificed and what happened to Jo and Ellen would not be in vain. He would see to that, he owed the Winchesters that much.

Dean then asked him if it hurt him to see one of his brothers or sisters in pain. Right now Castiel was killing most of them to survive. He had done that before and he didn’t like the feeling and he still didn’t. He frowned and looked down. It’s civil war in heaven. I am killing my brother’s and sister’s for you and Sam. I have killed some of them for you and Sam. No I don’t like the feeling of watching life leave their eyes or any of them hurting he said. He wasn’t trying to sound like he was pissed that he had done those things for them. Sometimes Cass said things and they came out the wrong way. But to Castiel the Winchester’s were brothers to him and he didn’t like seeing them hurt. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. You and Sam are like brothers to me Dean. I don’t like seeing either of you hurt as well. It’s not a good feeling he said.

He nodded at Dean’s statement to keep him updated about Raphael. Right now I am not winning but after my plan comes together I am sure that I will win. Right now it’s just surviving up there until it does he said still not looking up at Dean. He knew he couldn’t tell Dean his plan because he knew Dean wouldn’t like it. He would call Cass a dumb ass and tell him how reckless he was having Crowley as an alley right now. Castiel just didn’t have any other choice right now. He couldn’t ask them to help because Raphael was too powerful for them. He also didn’t want them getting hurt trying to help him fix the problems with his brother’s and sister’s.

Well it is good that he has been eating and sleeping. That means his soul is defiantly still there he said. Castiel would have to stop by and make sure Sam’s soul was still there and okay. He would also have to see Willow, make sure she was an okay witch. Did he mention he didn’t like Dean trusting a witch?

Castiel nodded at Dean’s comment. I have missed and needed you as well Dean. Of course I am not going to drag you into this war in heaven. You are more needed here on earth helping others and keeping them safe he said. He would have loved their help but he didn’t want them to get hurt mostly. He also didn’t want them finding out that he was allied with Crowley. We will have to make sure our next talk isn’t so long apart he said. Dean patted him on the back and Castiel stared at Dean’s hand. Was he supposed to pat Dean on the back as well? After a couple minutes he patted Dean on the back and said same here Dean.

Castiel was glad to hear that Bobby was out hunting now that his legs were healed. He knew that Bobby hated being stuck in the wheelchair. Glad he is out and about now. Maybe he won’t be so grumpy anymore he said trying to be funny again. He looked curiously at Dean after he said that Lisa had given some pretty heavy information. What is it Dean he asked his friend wondering if Lisa was okay. He only knew Lisa from what he heard from Dean and Sam before. He had gone to Lisa’s place at one time to talk to Dean but he didn’t actually meet her. He talked to Dean outside the house.

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Castiel was right Hell was a different story the time was a lot worse there, it felt like it didn’t move at all there in anyway shape or form. It really was the worst torture you could ever Indore in your life, Dean would rather be frozen in time never moving then going back to hell or even heaven for that matter. Dean really isn’t a fan of ether one, Angels are just as big of douche bags as demon. Well all but Castiel is about the only Angel that he even likes, that’s because he isn’t like them at all. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong unlike most Angels, all the others do whatever even ifs right or wrong as long as it benefits to them. That’s all they care about really nothing else, some Angel sounds like another form of demon or at lest Dean feels that way.

He felt bad that Castiel was still beating himself up, Dean knew that he was sorry but that didn’t matter now. All that matted was that he was here now after all this time, which was great it meant that they could catch up on all the time they had missed. “Hey don’t worry about it man you are here now, which is great! I think you and I need to catch up on lost time. I mean I know there is a lot we need to talk about and catch up on.” Said Dean. “You know maybe we should do it over a beer even? I mean I’m sure you could use one after everything. What you say man?” Dean liked kicking back to have a beer with Cass, they had some good times doing so. He don’t realizes it but he is fun when drunk, and cracks Dean up.

Casteil was right Dean didn’t trust witches at all, but he did trust Buffy with his life. So any friend of hers he knew was ok, which was why he let her work her stuff. Anyone else he would have killed if they even came near Sam. “Yeah I don’t trust them I hate witches with a fiery passion, but Willow was cool and I knew I could trust her. After all she knew Buffy and that was enough for me. So you don’t need to look into her at all.” He explained to the Angel. “Don’t worry man Buffy is someone we can trust, you really do need to meet her. I think you might like her, she cracks me up more times then I can count.”

Dean did feel bad knowing that Castiel was having to kill his brother and sisters, he wished that he didn’t have to go through all that. But most of the Angels in heaven didn’t mean well at all, they seemed to be always making more bad then good. “I know you are man and I’m sorry for that. But Sam and me really do appreciate it, you are doing the right thing though.” He told Cass. “You are like family to us man always, which is why I worry when we don’t hear from you for awhile.” Dean knew that Castiel was going to kick Raphael’s ass, he could try all he wanted but he didn’t stand a chance. Casteil was going to end that Angel make him feel so much pain. “Don’t worry man you will win, and I’m sure he knows you will. When that does happen and it will, all the Angels in heaven will be at your feet.” Said Dean.

It was good that Sam was doing better, Dean was getting worried about him for a while there. “Yeah thank god I’m so happy that my brother is better, I didn’t think I would ever get him back.” It made Dean happy to hear Castiel say that Sam had his soul back, just getting someone else confirmation made him feel all the more better.

Dean didn’t really know why Castiel was sacred to ask him for any help at all, he didn’t mind ever helping him. After all he had done so much for Sam and Dean, they would do anything that would be needed of them. Plus if anyone messes with Castiel then they mess with Sam and Dean. “Yeah man we may be needed here but still it don’t matter, if you need any help ever you let me and Sam know. We will be there no matter what.” Said Dean.

Castiel had asked Dean what it was he wanted to tell him about, which is something he couldn’t wait to tell him. But right before he was about to tell Castiel he saw the time, and new he needed to get back to Sam before he woke up. “Hey I will call you soon, but I’m sorry man I have to get going. Talk you later.” Dean said talking off into the Impala.

Word Count- 815
Tagged- Cass
Outfit- Click to see what Dean is wearing
Note-Sorry for the wait, hope its ok i wrote it kind of fast. Britt wants to start a new with Sam

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