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Post by Dean Jonathon Winchester on Jul 16, 2012 2:55:51 GMT -6
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -He loved getting to see how happy Jo was, she really had no idea how much Dean cared for her. But he really did and he even did deep down love her more then she even know. A part of him always as been in love with her, its just with how close Ellen was like family he never though it be right to be with her. Plus he did want to mess up a good thing with there family bond and take a chance at hurting Jo. He had a really good history of doing that with woman, starting off with Lisa the woman he loved more then anything.
He loved Lisa so much and really would do anything to be with her, but with the job he has to do it just wouldn’t work out. Lisa couldn’t take all the time not seeing him and worrying for him. He is to much of a threat to her and Ben’s life anyway, and really couldn’t take something happening to them because of him. He feels the same way about Jo. He couldn’t take something happing to her because of him, or getting hurt because of his bad rep with girls. He cared to much for her to know he disserved better then Dean.
But Jo was right about one thing it wasn’t a choice it was the Job, but she was young and didn’t need to be in all this. She still had a chance at a good life. “Yeah Jo but you haven been doing this as long as I have, there has been to much I have been threw with Heaven and hell out for me so I’m stuck. Like I said you have not been hunting that long, you have a chance to get out and have a normal life.” He then stopped dancing with a serious look on his face. “Look Jo you should get out be a young girl live you life, why don’t you. Any other hunter would want you too, Me and Sam want you to. We cant take losing you again Jo, I cant take losing you.” He said trying to hold back tears from her.
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Post by jo on Jul 17, 2012 23:52:34 GMT -6
----------------------- [/size]  -----------------------[/size] She knew hunting was all she had ever known but she didn't want it to be her whole life. Truth was, while it was satisfying, it was a very dangerous and lonely life. She knew the boys didn't want her to have the life of a hunter, as her mother hadn't either. It was her choice and while it was a hard one, she didn't know what to do. She knew it was the reason she had been given this second chance. She was supposed to help in the fight but she didn't want it to consume her. She knew if it did it would burn like a fire and she would never be free of it. What choice did she have? She couldn't give it up when she knew all the evil that was out there and it was far too dangerous for her to be on her own in this life. In her first life, same as now, she knew she would never be with Dean. She'd decided to move on with her life, make it meaningful, but she still hoped that someday she could have all that she wanted. She had known his history with women and decided she'd never be one of those women. It was all for the best but still, a girl had to try. She wanted to be that close to him again. She'd never trusted a man as much as she trusted Dean and Sam. She listened to him and she knew he was being serious. She didn't blame him one bit for wanting her to get out. She sure was going to try but it wasn't as easy as it sounded. She didn't want to get emotional but she could tell he was close to crying and that made her waqnt to cry. She didn't want to get emotional because they had just started having fun. She smiled at him. She really had missed him, even when he was being protective. "I know, Dean, and maybe I will. You wont lose me again."
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Post by Dean Jonathon Winchester on Jul 21, 2012 0:53:08 GMT -6
- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - -Dean was happy to hear her say that he wouldn’t lose her again, because he really couldn’t take that chance. He couldn’t take all that pain of having to say good bye to her again, first time all ready killed him enough. Having to look into her innocent beautiful brown eyes and say good bye, knowing that she was slipping from everyone. Hell to him feeling a knife to the heart wouldn’t have hurt as much as that did, he would have rather taken that any day of the week. If he could he would have gave his soul for her, Sam would have been mad at him for doing it again but for her he didn’t care. Jo didn’t disserve to die by any means.
He held Jo tightly on the dance floor noticing that it seemed like she was going to cry, he really didn’t want to see Jo Sad. He wanted to see that happy go luck Jo that calls him out on his shit, he loved that about her and she was one of the only ones that could do that really. “I Know It wont Jo but it still scares me to think about it. I just don’t want that to happen, things have been so crazy in the hunting life right now that anything could happen.” It was true though anything that could go wrong in his life lastly has gone wrong. But that’s just him and Sam’s luck as always, nothing new.
The song then came to an end as they stood there, he let go of Jo giving her a smile. “Well thanks for the dance. So what do we do now? I know a beer sound good right about now, what you think? I will buy don’t worry.”
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Post by jo on Jul 26, 2012 20:03:34 GMT -6
----------------------- [/size] -----------------------[/size] Jo couldn't believe they were back on this subject again, after saying they weren't going to talk about it. She sure didn't want to talk about it. She didn't even want to think about it. It was bad enough she had to live like this. She wanted so much to be normal, to be free of responsibility and stop being so distracted by evil. She knew it was hardly a choice. Once you were born into this life, the life of a hunter, it is a part of who you are. There was so much more to her than being a hunter and she needed to remember that. She needed to remember who she was and what she was fighting for. She knew it would take time but she didn't want to wait. She knew it had hurt Dean when she died, she'd seen it in his face that day, and she didn't enjoy it at all. She hated hurting him and wouldn't for anything, she'd rather die again. He was holding her so tight that she didn't want him to let go. She was moving on from him, knowing they would never be together in that way, but a girl could still hope. She loved feeling special and she was glad he thought she was special, even if she didn't believe so. She used to be so confident and now she was so unsure of herself. She hated doubting herself, knowing that her mother would be disappointed in her. Even if she wasn't alive, Jo still cared what her mother would think and she couldn't bare for her to be angry or disappointed in her. It was an odd trait. She didn't like relying on people and she knew she was depending on Dean way too much and he would just hurt her, like he always did. "Don't worry about it, Dean, it's my burden."She listened as the music stopped and watched as he let go of her. She felt a chill go up her spine and shivered. She nodded her head. "That sounds great, actually."
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Post by Dean Jonathon Winchester on Jul 30, 2012 23:10:20 GMT -6
- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - -Dean and Jo walked over to the bar together to order there drinks, a beer sounded really good right about now after all that deep talk they just went threw. He called down the bartender and asked for two beers. He then sat down on the bar stool at the bar taking a lowed off after the long dance he had with Jo. He really enjoyed getting to dance and spend the night here with Jo, it was like a dream come true all over again. Getting to have her here again, he never thought he would see her again. Well at lest not this soon, that is if Dean ever goes to heaven when he dies. He has done a lot that he is not happy about, but then again he has done the world a whole lot of good too.
The bartender had finally brought them there beers, they were so cold you could just see the cold steam coming right off of them. Dean picked up his beer taking a big swig of it, before setting it back down. “Man I really need that, it really hit the spot. I never would have thought dancing would take a lot out of you. You really wore me out girl.” He said giving her a big smile. “But I do have to say you are a good dancer, I never really knew you were. So what else are you good at that I don’t know?” He said giving her a wink. As always Dean had to be a big flirt he just couldn’t help it, it was just how he was. But Jo all ready knew that was Dean so he knew she would just giggle with him.
“So what you say we get out of here, i have a case I have to work on in the morning. Who knows maybe you could take a look at it. Be good way to get you back into the hunting life little missy." Dean and Jo made there way out of the bar after a fun night together, but it would be the last. Now that Jo was back Dean knew they were going to have meany.
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Post by ADMIN ASHLEY on Jul 30, 2012 23:20:00 GMT -6
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