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Post by Dean Jonathon Winchester on Feb 1, 2012 13:01:50 GMT -6
- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - It wasn’t really something the old Dean would have done for a girl buying flowers and all, but it is something the new Dean did for a girl. He did it for Lisa all the time and he remembered she loved it. But Dean will never see that smile again from her, she wants nothing to do with him sadly. But it was ok because for some reason Bela wanted everything to do with him, life really gets strange for Dean sometimes. “No you shouldn’t be worried I just wanted to do something nice for you, you disserve it. look if I makes you feel better I never got flowers at your funeral, just kidding Bela.” Dean said smiling at Bela.
Dean then walked over and took off his coat trying to get a bit more comfortable, he could tell Bela loved all the food as well. He Then gave her a sweet kiss on lips back as she kissed him. “I’m happy you like the breakfast and everything, I think it looks good myself. Lets eat!” Said Dean. Dean took the plate from Bela after she had made it for him. “Thanks babe no one has ever made my plate before, you are amazing.” Dean then gave Bela another real sweet on the lips, before she went to sit down. He loved kissing Bela lips, every kiss was sweeter then the last one, he really could get use to having her around.
Bela then called Dean over to sit with her, she had found a movie for them to watch. “ Yeah I have heard of that movie before it sounded kick ass, with being a hunter and working all the time I never got a chance to see it. But yeah babe that sounds great we can watch that if you want to, as long as I’m with I really don’t care what we do.“ Dean said whiling sitting down next to Bela, holding her tight. Word Count- 330 Tagged- Bela Outfit- Click to see Dean's outfit! Note- Sorry that this post is short and it sucks, I have been working a lot. - - - - - - - - -
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Post by bells on Feb 4, 2012 14:48:38 GMT -6
This side of Dean was one that she'd never seen or expected, though she didn't mind it one bit. She however wasn't used to seeing this side of her and she wasn't all that sure if she liked it. Of course she wanted to be happy but could she ever truly be happy? Honestly at this point, she didn't know. This side of her had never shown and before Dean she hadn't even known that it existed. One thing she did know was that she didn't want to grow too dependent on Dean or any man for that matter. Since she made the deal after her parents death, she'd be alone. She had relied on herself and no one else, growing completely independent. Bela wasn't quite ready to give that up yet.
Even though she didn't really feel like she deserved him being good to her, she smiled when he said it. Her smile quickly dissolved when he made the comment about not bringing flowers to her funeral. Dying wasn't something that she liked to remember. She'd been shred to pieces that night by the hell hounds. Bringing the memory back to her mind, she remembered when she'd called Dean, begging him for his help. He had basically told her to screw off and let her die. Sure she had been killed because of her own actions but still, it still hurt knowing that he hadn't helped her. When he said this, she didn't respond and instead pretended as if she hadn't heard it. She didn't want to get into the past right now, she didn't want to remember how he'd told her no.
He took a seat next to her and began to eat. To his thanks, she only looked to him and smiled. Suddenly she wasn't really in the mood to talk a lot. Remembering her past had put kind of a downer in her mood. She hoped he wouldn't ask her what was wrong, she didn't particularly want to talk about it. After they finished eating, Dean began holding her tightly while they watched the movie. She hadn't said anything since he'd made the comment about her death, it was still bothering her. Instead of bringing it up she simply pulled away from him and turned around to face him.
Right now, she didn't want to talk. She didn't want to deal with her feelings or even think. "Ya know...I suddenly have no interest in this movie" she told him with a sexy smirk. After this she plunged on him, kissing him passionately and pushing herself on top of him. The old Bela was beginning to peak through and all she wanted right now was to forget about everything in her mind, to let all of it go and just give herself to him completely. Tag: Dean Word count: 471 Outfit: I'll make later! Notes: Uh-oh..Bela's getting frisky! Credit: Admin Britt, for the amazing signature and avatar!
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Post by Dean Jonathon Winchester on Feb 21, 2012 0:48:08 GMT -6
- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - Dean was loving every moment of this, as he held Bela tightly in his arms as they laid there kissing. Dean couldn’t remember the last time he felt this good and at peace, in way it was almost scaring Dean like it was way to good to be true. It almost seemed like something was wrong with Bela all the sudden as well, he wanted so badly to ask But at the same time he didn’t want to spoil a good moment and piss her off. Last he checked to he though Bela didn’t want to go all the way just yet? He cared for Bela and did want her to do something she wasn’t ready for.
It was so going to be hard to stop as he kissed Bela with so passion and held her tight, kissing her was like Heaven. It was a heaven that Dean never wanted to leave or wake up from, for once he was happy and didn’t feel alone. He loved everything about Bela right now, the way she smelled, the way she tasted, the way her skin felt when Dean touched her. She was so beautiful to Dean, Everything about her right now was just so amazing he never wanted it to end.
Dean then stopped them from kissing letting up, even though Dean really didn’t want to. He put his hand on Bela’s face looking her deep into her beautiful green eyes. “Babe are you ok? As much as I do want you right now I can tell You seem like something is wrong, did I do something or say something if I did I’m sorry. Sometimes my mouth really gets the best of me, Sam keeps telling me not to talk so much.” Dean said with a laugh. “So what is it Bela talk to me.” Dean wanted for his girl to answer him. Word Count- 310 Tagged- Bela Outfit- Click to see Dean's outfit! Note- Sorry that this post is short, but god they are so cute - - - - - - - - -
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Post by bells on Feb 21, 2012 17:48:35 GMT -6
Sometimes she wondered if things would have been easier if she'd never came back. If just maybe she should have stayed in hell, tortured for eternity. Maybe she deserved hell, after the deal she'd made for her family to be killed. In all honesty she'd really only wished her father's death but it had been all or nothing at the time. The demon hadn't wanted just one, the demon had made it clear that both had to die in order to make the deal. Now she had been thrust back into a world she'd left years ago. One that she hadn't even thought she'd miss until it had been gone.
The hardest thing in this world is to live in it, she'd heard the quote before but couldn't remember from where. Nonetheless the quote had really spoken to her and she knew it to be true. Now that she was living in it again, everything seemed so different than before. Now she was living in it with a soul, with all of the feelings most considered to be normal. It was hard to try and interpret or understand them, never having felt them before. The more she spent time with Dean, the more she began feeling and it was a bit overwhelming.
Their kisses grew farther in between and it seemed like there was an electricity between them. Her tongue made it's way past his strong lips, dancing with his as they kissed. She pulled herself further on top of him and their bodies pressed together. In the background she heard the music playing from their movie but it didn't bother her. When he pulled away from her and their lips parted, a disappointed look came across her beautiful features. Obviously he'd picked up on her hesitance at his earlier comment about not attending her funeral.
When he pulled away she moved and slid over to the side so that she was no longer on top of him. Now, she was on the side of him while he was on his back, one of her leg's wrapped around his legs near his waist. Leaning her head on one of her hands, she looked past him towards the door while she considered what to say. After a moment she looked back to him with slightly painful eyes. "I just don't like being reminded of my...death. Or hell. Which I know you can relate to, I just don't like hearing or talking about it." She hoped that since she'd been so truthful in her answer that just maybe, they could drop this conversation and move back to the kissing. Tag: Dean Word count: 440 Outfit: I'll make later! Notes: They really are. Next we have to thread with Britt where Sam finds out about them! He'll be so ticked! Credit: Admin Britt, for the amazing signature and avatar!
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Post by Dean Jonathon Winchester on Feb 28, 2012 23:36:46 GMT -6
- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - Dean realized he shouldn’t have said what he said to Bela, he knew that it might have been the wrong thing to say to her then. But that was Dean always talking before he was thinking, something he did quite often. Sam hated that about him and always told him to keep mouth shut and it seemed he was right, oh why didn’t he listen to Sam for once. Dean is really bad about that not listening to his brother, all though Dean is like that with a lot of people. “Well Bela I’m really sorry Babe, sometimes my jokes get the best of me and I don’t think about what I say when I say it. I really didn’t want to hurt you.” Said Dean
It seemed like Dean was saying the wrong things to girls, which could explain why his relationships never lasted very long. All though it didn’t help how Dean was raised, always having to be tough and suck it up, not having a mother figure around, and always having to move schools losing his friends. That didn’t help Dean at all growing up with social skills, that might be why he sucks at talking to kids. All thought it was never like that with Ben, Dean didn’t know why but he was always great when it came to talking and taking care of Ben. That’s why Dean thinks that Ben has to be his kid.
Dean couldn’t believe that he had hurt Bela, that was not is intentions at all. He couldn’t believe that he had done such a thing after all she had been threw, he hurt now knowing she felt this way. Dean then moved closer to Bela and grabbed on to her, he begin to hold her and run his hand threw her hair. “I’m really sorry that I hurt you babe, I hope you can forgive me.” Dean then let up looking her in the eyes. “So tell me what Can I do to make you feel better babe, I will do anything you ask of me?” Said Dean.
Word Count- 350 Tagged- Bela Outfit- Click to see Dean's outfit! Note- Sorry that this post is short, but god they are so cute - - - - - - - - -
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Post by bells on Mar 2, 2012 23:19:33 GMT -6
His apology made her heart hurt. She hadn't meant to be such a drama queen about the situation or to make him feel that bad. It had simply bothered her and if something bothered her, she said something. Even when she'd been without a soul she had been that way. "It's fine love, really. Not a big deal" she told him, trying to plaster on a fake smile. In all honesty it really just got her thinking about things. Thinking about everything really, and how much she was confused about.
When the man pulled her in closer, she felt the urge to pull away. Not because she didn't want him. Actually, she wanted him more than she had ever wanted anyone. In fact that was exactly why she wanted to distance herself. Bela hadn't had a soul since she was a child. She wasn't used to all the new feelings she was having and doesn't know how to quite deal with them. Because of this, the inner turmoil within her was going insane.
His grip around her tightened and when he began playing with her hair, she pulled away a bit. "Seriously it's fine, really. I'm okay" the girl told him, desperately hoping he might believe her. "I'm going to get some more...ice, for our drinks. Okay? I'll be right back" she told him, pulling away from him. Before she stood up and got off the bed she turned and looked at him sadly. Giving him one last kiss, she made sure it was a good one.
Without looking back to him she walked out of the door, never to come back. Everything was just too overwhelming to her right now. Between just having come back from hell and now all these these new feelings for Dean, it was just too much. She truly did care about him and think she was falling for him, that had been why she'd left. She was confused and didn't want to hurt him. Maybe one day if she ever figured it out, she would come back to him.
Tag: Dean Word count: 353 Outfit: I'll make later! Notes: ---- Credit: Admin Britt, for the amazing signature and avatar!
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Post by ADMIN ASHLEY on Mar 2, 2012 23:25:21 GMT -6
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