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Post by Stefan Demetrio Salvatore on Sept 15, 2013 0:52:31 GMT -6
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My Dearest Elena
Sometimes it is so hard, sometimes I feel like I can't control it. The hunger, it is always there and I just wish it would go away sometimes. I just have to remember what I am doing this for. What I am fighting for. Elena. I won't give up.
Stefan Salvatore
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Post by Stefan Demetrio Salvatore on Sept 29, 2013 1:06:48 GMT -6
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My Dearest Elena
My path of redemption continues. It started with Elena and Lexi, and then Caroline, and now Bonnie. I hope Bonnie someday finds it in her heart to forgive me. Jeremy is next, from what I heard, at one point, he was ready to rip my head from my shoulders. This is not gonna be fun.
Stefan Salvatore
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Post by Stefan Demetrio Salvatore on Oct 14, 2013 2:12:48 GMT -6
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My Dearest Elena
Today I almost lost control. I almost lose it everyday, but today was so hard. I went back to school for the first time since leaving with Klaus. I met Rebekah there and she was clever enough to guess that I was lying about having my emotions off. She promised me she wouldn't tell, but you know Rebekah. I almost lost it when I saw a kid with a bloody nose, I ran outside and it wasn't till Caroline came to comfort me did I regain control. She is a really good friend and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have her and Lexi in my life to set me straight when I need to be.
Stefan Salvatore
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Post by Stefan Demetrio Salvatore on Dec 4, 2013 21:21:03 GMT -6
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My Dearest Elena
New Back Entry:
June 23, 2010.
I helped Klaus torture a werewolf named Ray yesterday. Finally Klaus attempted to turn him into the 2nd hybrid, however, Ray, like the rest of his clan of wolfs... You know, as horrible as it is to say, that is not why I am writing today. I called Elena last night, it was her birthday, even as a Ripper I still remember my ex-girlfriends birthday. I really needed to hear her voice, even though I can probably never be with her again. Klaus told me it would just be easier to turn it off, but that is my punishment for this time. I am gonna feel everything, so that I remember exactly what kind of monster I am, to remind myself why I can never be with Elena again even though she told me to hold on to the fact that she loved me, I wonder if I can.
Stefan
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